Minerva McGonagall held herself well...Too well, most of the time. She showed hardly any emotion to random peoplem, and sometimes it was even hard for her loved ones to read her, but she figured if she stayed strong, in stature and mentality, she wouldn't need others opinions anyway. Minerva realized later on in the game, that this was most likely the reason she had yet to find "the one." The one that would want to be with her forever...The one that would love her, and everything about her. The one that could and would be her knight in shinning armor....But how could one be her knight in shinning armor, if he couldn't even tell what emotions she was masking behind her at any given moment? In fact the only deciphering between emotions that occured on a regular basis was a smile, or a grimace. This was hardly a way to be able to love and be loved by someone 100 percent....But Minerva wasn't sure she could give herself away so easily. Alot of her students and colleagues wondered why she was so strict...Why she kept herself wrapped in her own cacoon...
Minerva didn't have an answer....
All she knew was when she kept herself to herself, she couldn't be hurt....Because she trusted herself....Had she ever trusted another person? Yes...
Was it someone who could love her? In the form of a man? No...
But was it someone who could take the place of a person she had always longed to have, but never did because of her lateness in choosing a partner and letting him in completely?....Absolutely.
A\n: short so far, and not sure if it's good...But hope it and hope you'll all read, enjoy, and review.
God bless,
Sarah
