This is a series of one shot fics composed of
thoughts from characters. Each fic will vary in
warnings.
Title: A Lover Laid to Rest
Series: Lover's Thoughts
Author: Sailor Bluestar
Pairing: 6x2, past 13x6 and 13x5
Rating: PG
Warning: Zechs' POV, death
Disclaimer: I don't own Gundam Wing, though I wish.
~Lover Laid to Rest~
Dearest Treize, have you ever envisioned this outcome?
Death by your beloved dragon's hands? I wouldn't
doubt it, you are such a romantic. You've always
viewed the world differently from me. It is only now
that I realize that difference.
Did you know my friend, that I often both hated and
loved you? I did you know. I had once loved you with
all my heart. But you threw it away to be with that
Gundam pilot from L5. During the weeks after your
rejection, I often thought that you enjoyed his parry
to mine. Now, as I look back with my own Gundam pilot
by my side, I realize the attraction. I couldn't give
you what he gave you. It is as they say, hindsight is
20-20.
Now, in the early morning light, I think back to what
ifs. I wonder what would happen if I hadn't reacted
as I did. Would you still love me? Would you choose
me over him? I doubt it. You admire the beauty and
honor of battle. He can give you that. As Duo has
told me time and time again, Wufei loves to rant about
justice and his beloved Nataku.
It still hurts me to admit, he was a better companion
to you than I have ever been. His honor and skill
could keep you on edge and very happy. I realize that
now. And all the same, I wonder how you would react
to my own lover. An ex-pilot, thief, and orphan all
rolled into one package. Would you approve as I now
approve of you and Wufei?
Perhaps I should talk about what has drawn me so close
to him like a moth to a flame. As you have probably
noticed, I like to keep my hair long in memory of my
deceased father. But when I met Duo, a sort of hair
fetish grew on me. I loved the way his silky hair
caressed me when we make love. The way he tosses his
head in passion is breath-taking. Perhaps that is
what we have in common Treize. But I think my Duo has
more hair than Wufei.
His eyes show me his soul. His motto: 'I run, I hide,
but I never lie' is something I admire. His heart is
so pure Treize. It is simply remarkable. Throughout
his life, he's known nothing but sadness, and yet he
can smile at the world without a care. He loves the
truth and it is difficult to lie to him. During my
time as an officer, it was difficult to find the
truth. And now, he gives it without second thought.
My unselfish Duo.
And the best part of all, he lets me care for him like
no one has ever cared for him. I know he's been in
relationships before, but they always left him alone.
I don't plan on leaving him Treize. He will not be
alone. I want, no, need to protect him. Sometimes
he'll be a big shot, but those are the times when he's
most vulnerable. He'll hide his feelings behind
chatter and a confident charade. I don't think anyone
else has ever thought of those things to be untrue.
Not even his fellow Gundam pilots.
Do you believe me Treize? Do you believe how much I
love Duo Maxwell? Because I have stopped loving you.
I wish your Dragon luck in recovering over you. He's
so young. Goodbye Treize. I will mourn you no
longer.
OWARI
thoughts from characters. Each fic will vary in
warnings.
Title: A Lover Laid to Rest
Series: Lover's Thoughts
Author: Sailor Bluestar
Pairing: 6x2, past 13x6 and 13x5
Rating: PG
Warning: Zechs' POV, death
Disclaimer: I don't own Gundam Wing, though I wish.
~Lover Laid to Rest~
Dearest Treize, have you ever envisioned this outcome?
Death by your beloved dragon's hands? I wouldn't
doubt it, you are such a romantic. You've always
viewed the world differently from me. It is only now
that I realize that difference.
Did you know my friend, that I often both hated and
loved you? I did you know. I had once loved you with
all my heart. But you threw it away to be with that
Gundam pilot from L5. During the weeks after your
rejection, I often thought that you enjoyed his parry
to mine. Now, as I look back with my own Gundam pilot
by my side, I realize the attraction. I couldn't give
you what he gave you. It is as they say, hindsight is
20-20.
Now, in the early morning light, I think back to what
ifs. I wonder what would happen if I hadn't reacted
as I did. Would you still love me? Would you choose
me over him? I doubt it. You admire the beauty and
honor of battle. He can give you that. As Duo has
told me time and time again, Wufei loves to rant about
justice and his beloved Nataku.
It still hurts me to admit, he was a better companion
to you than I have ever been. His honor and skill
could keep you on edge and very happy. I realize that
now. And all the same, I wonder how you would react
to my own lover. An ex-pilot, thief, and orphan all
rolled into one package. Would you approve as I now
approve of you and Wufei?
Perhaps I should talk about what has drawn me so close
to him like a moth to a flame. As you have probably
noticed, I like to keep my hair long in memory of my
deceased father. But when I met Duo, a sort of hair
fetish grew on me. I loved the way his silky hair
caressed me when we make love. The way he tosses his
head in passion is breath-taking. Perhaps that is
what we have in common Treize. But I think my Duo has
more hair than Wufei.
His eyes show me his soul. His motto: 'I run, I hide,
but I never lie' is something I admire. His heart is
so pure Treize. It is simply remarkable. Throughout
his life, he's known nothing but sadness, and yet he
can smile at the world without a care. He loves the
truth and it is difficult to lie to him. During my
time as an officer, it was difficult to find the
truth. And now, he gives it without second thought.
My unselfish Duo.
And the best part of all, he lets me care for him like
no one has ever cared for him. I know he's been in
relationships before, but they always left him alone.
I don't plan on leaving him Treize. He will not be
alone. I want, no, need to protect him. Sometimes
he'll be a big shot, but those are the times when he's
most vulnerable. He'll hide his feelings behind
chatter and a confident charade. I don't think anyone
else has ever thought of those things to be untrue.
Not even his fellow Gundam pilots.
Do you believe me Treize? Do you believe how much I
love Duo Maxwell? Because I have stopped loving you.
I wish your Dragon luck in recovering over you. He's
so young. Goodbye Treize. I will mourn you no
longer.
OWARI