So as I usually say, I can only write shitty and depressing fics so yeah, I hope you enhate(haha get it? yeah that was pretty bad…) So this is really out of character and I had to make someone the bad guy so i chose fef...yeah...well here is chapter one…

*Eridan's Pov*

Alone.

This is the feeling that is overwhelming me right now. No one wants to talk to me, but i guess that's okay. I'm used to it. Just like I'm used to her insults. Although this time she has gone to far. I can't stop reading our previous conversation on trollian.

cA: hey fef wwanna come ovver later an wwatch a movvie

cC: And w)(y would I want to do t)(at? I )(ave better t)(ings to do t)(an to spend time wit)( you.

cA: wwell i just thought about howw long its been since wwe last saww eachother

cA: sides wwhat are you doin today thats so important

cC: If you must know, I'm going to spend t)(e day wit)( Sollux.

cA: earlier sol said he wwould come ovver here

cC: )(e lied to you. Besides, it's not like )(e cares about you anyways. No one does. In fact, everyone would be better off wit)(out you -Eridan. Isn't it obvious?

cA: wwhy are you bein so cruel fef

cA: wwe used to be friends

cC: -Easy. I don't like you. I never did. Now be a good little Ampora and JUST L-EAVE US ALL ALON-E!

cA: wwell if thats how ya all really feel

And that was the end of our dreaded conversation. The thing that hurt most isn't what she said about everyone hating me. No, it was the fact that she said sol lied to me. Recently, we had become close friends, and he said I could trust him. Guess we didn't know that much about each other after all. At least now I'm glad I didn't tell him about my problem. You see, not long after the mental tormenting started, the physical torment followed. By that I mean I cut myself. Really, if everyone hates me, then what is the point in living? Honestly, sol was my last reason for existence. But now? Now there really is no point. Might as well tell him goodbye first, right? I decided that because this is so serious, I wasn't going to use my quirks.

cA: Sollux, I am truly sorry. I had thought we were becoming closer, but I guess not. Feferi told me that even you don't give a damn about me, so I guess I'm saying goodbye. My heart feels so heavy, and I guess it's because I am flushed for you. You probably won't get this until after I'm dead because you're out with Feferi, but at least I told you right? Well, I guess this is goodbye Sollux. I will always love you.

~Eridan Ampora

I sent this to sol with tears trickling down my cheeks. Now, I have one more message to send. This one, to fef, again with no quirks.

cA: Feferi Piexes, I hope you are fucking happy.

With those messages sent, I began creating beautiful shapes and patterns on my body with the incredibly sharp blade. I was so caught up in my work that I didn't hear the computer continuously alert me with the messages from sol. Minutes later, the last thing I saw before passing out was a worried and crying Sollux Captor. The last thought I had was:

Oh what have I done?

Ok so this was pure crap. There are other chapters but i kinda want someone to either comment, follow, or favorite this story before i post ch 2...yeah that about it...bye for now.