Disclaimer:I do not own Tsubasa or red jumpsuit apparatus song Gaurdian Angel. Yaoi. this was origianlly story for my best friend and then i screwed it up by yaoitizing it. enjoy. LEMON AT THE END.

What Kurogane Can't Tell Fai

"Kuro-pie…? Kurogane? Kuro-muu? Kurogane? Kuro-tan, Where are you?" Fai called. "I'm in your room, you idiot mage. You were supposed to have helped me set up my MySpace page so that it is my homepage on my laptop. What have you been doing?" Kurogane said. "I'm looking for you so we could go to the library and check out books for our 6th period project. You have to do something, Kuro-tan. Mokona said so. We have to get started or we will fail. Come on Kuro-sama." Fai dawdled.

When I see your smile

Tears run down my face I can't replace
And now that I'm strong I have figured out
How this world turns cold and it breaks through my soul
And I know I'll find deep inside me I can be the one
Fai reached for the door.

I will never let you fall
I'll stand up with you forever
I'll be there for you through it all
Even if saving you sends me to heaven

"Fai, I need to talk to you. Its important." Kurogane whispered to himself.

It's okay. It's okay. It's okay.

Kurogane walked to the library with Fai, then Fai sat down on the library bench. Kurogane took his laptop out of his backpack. "Kuro-tan, what are you doing? Oh yeah, here hand me your laptop." Fai said.

Seasons are changing
And waves are crashing
And stars are falling all for us
Days grow longer and nights grow shorter
I can show you I'll be the one

Fai soon was finished ,and got up. Kurogane tried to tell Fai once more. "Fai, there's something important I need to tell you…". "Kuro-muu, come on. We need to get this done." ,Fai said, already at the door.

I will never let you fall (let you fall)
I'll stand up with you forever
I'll be there for you through it all (through it all)
Even if saving you sends me to heaven

Kurogane walked into the library with Fai, and sat down, working on the project. Fai then grabbed Kurogane by shirt and said: "Time to go!"

Kurogane looked at Fai, and grabbed his things. As Fai and Kurogane walked back to the house, Kurogane tried to tell Fai, but, Fai wasn't paying attention. Kurogane then grabbed Fai but let him go, too scared to show what he felt for Fai.

Cuz you're my, you're my, my, my true love, my whole heart
Please don't throw that away
Your Guardian Angel
Cuz I'm here for you
Please don't walk away and
Please tell me you'll stay, stay

Fai looked at Kurogane with a concerned look. Kurogane tried to tell Fai again, but Fai looked at Kurogane and saw the tears running down his face.

Use me as you will
Pull my strings just for a thrill
And I know I'll be okay
Though my skies are turning gray

Kurogane ran from Fai, crying. Inside the house, Kurogane waited for Fai in his room.
I will never let you fall
I'll stand up with you forever
I'll be there for you through it all
Even if saving you sends me to heaven
[to fade

Fai came into Kurogane's room. Fai grabbed Kurogane by the shirt and hugged him tightly. Kurogane slammed Fai into the wall and kissed him, letting his feelings for Fai come out as his hand slowly went down Fai's waist. Fai pulled away from Kurogane long enough to tell him "So, you have wanted me all along Kuro-tan, I thought you'd never admit it.". Kurogane finally told Fai. Well, showed him was actually what he did, along with saying one thing. "Fai, I love you. Don't leave me. Stay with me. Forever.

a/n: good at all...hope so...if you want any more hapters let me know. hi to melissa the damgel from darkringurl zeaha