Sometimes, I lie awake at night and wonder what life would be like without the band. It wouldn't be very "mad" without me. I am the Mad Hatter, or Tarrant if you'd like, and nothing is completely bonkers when I'm not there. Although, Alice tends to keep things crazy most of the time.
My life is a fantastic mess and I absolutely adore. For example, the other day, I had Mallymkun, the dormouse to those who are unaware, tell me he wanted a very large hat to wear on stage. We argued for hours about how I believed he would most likely run into everyone on stage with it because he is moving around so much. Finally, Thackery, the march hare, came over and ended it all by giving both of us a good thump on the head. I have no idea why it happened, but Mally and I just hugged and say good riddance to the idea and the argument.
You see, everything is as it should be and perhaps maybe some of it isn't. I just hold myself filled with pride on and off stage of the Mad T Party. It's something I can't imagine myself never not doing. And living with them was the best choice I'd ever made.