I wrote this because I was sad because of how lonely Eridan always is.
Warning: Ubber sadness... O/O
See Me My Love.
I want you to hurt me so I am seen, beat me till you see my blood.
Snap my head to one side from traumitizing force of your fist, I'll anger you again.
Push me down and scream that I'm annoying, that I'm an outcast, that I piss you off; I need to hear you.
Force me against the wall and scream in my face that I should just drop dead.
Tell me I'm a freak but don't walk away, stay and call me more.
Pull my head back with your forceful grip, bite at my neck and make the blood drip down.
Yank at my clothing until its gone. Does my body satisfy you? Is it enough to make you stay?
Empty yourself into my body, smile as I cry in pain.
When you leave I'll smile, I'll smile because you're my company.
You see that I'm here with every hit you give to me.
You see that I'm here with every angered punch you deliver.
You see that I'm here with every fall you make me take and every painful announcement you give to me.
You see that I'm here with every shove and scream I take with fear.
You see that I'm here with every name you call me.
You see that I'm here with every bite you lay upon me.
You see that I'm here with every effort to rid me of my dignity.
You see that I'm here with every bodily obtrusion you force me into.
You don't see that I'm happy you hate me, because I love you and I'll die from the pain you put onto me still loving you.
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