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Created own Characters: Sailor Star Striker/Striker, the Children of the Senshi, and Seiya's family.

USAGI

I can't believe everything I have been through in my life, and though some of it still scares me, and makes me sad, most of it fills me with joy.

I was born Usagi Tsukino. Daughter of Kenji and Ikuko Tsukino, in a city called Tokyo. I grew up to be just an ordinary girl, who lived with her Parents, and younger Brother Shingo, who had blue eyes, and blonde hair, that I wore in an unusual hairstyle. I was lazy, clumsy, and a cry baby, who grew up loving to eat sweets, and read Magna, which of course lead to me getting bad grades at school, cause I hated studying. I also spent alot of time in class asleep, and not to mention all the detentions I received, but even though my life wasn't perfect, it was mine and I was happy. But then I saved a Cat, and my life turned upside down.

I saw some kids, harassing the poor kitty, and after saving her, I took her home, but little did I know, that she was no ordinary Cat. Sure she had a cresent Moon on her forehead, which I thought strange, but boy did I think I was going crazy, when she started talking. She told me her name was Luna, and that I was some Sailor Scout, called Sailor Moon, who was a defender of love and justice, and the next thing I knew, I was fighting against strange creatures, though I wanted to run and hide most of the time. From then on, I was no longer just plain old Usagi, and I was far from been ordinary.

I wasn't the only one, to have their life changed, as I made new friends, who also turned out to be Sailor Scouts, and even met another talking Cat named Artemis. I have faced many enemies, and I almost died a few times, and almost lost my friends, but we never gave up, and together we succeeded, and saved Earth. So that became my life, and sure I was still the same old Usagi, failing School, and sleeping in, but I missed my old life, where I didn't have so many responsabilities, but destiny had other plans for me.

When I first discovered I was Sailor moon, Luna said we had to find the Moon Princess, which we did, but I still can't believe it turned out to be me. I then learned I had a past life, where I was Princess Serenity. Daughter of Queen Serenity, who ruled the Moon Kingdom, in the time of the Silver Millenium. I also learned, that our Kingdom was destroyed, and that my Mother used the last ounce of power she had, to send myself, the Scouts, and our people to Earth, to be reborn. I thought that surprising enough, but then I discover that she also sent the Man I loved in my past along with us, and another big change happened in my life.

The Man's name was Edimyon, and he was the Prince of Earth, but in this life, he is known as Mamoru Chiba, and I couldn't believe we were in love in our past lives. I met him, before finding out I was Sailor Moon, and he teased me for my bad School grades, and made me angry, though he did also help the Scouts and I, as his alter ego Tuxedo Mask, but once we learned who we were in the past, we became a couple. I admit I was thrilled to have such a handsome, smart, and caring boyfriend, but little did I know, there was more in store for us.

A little Girl, with pink hair, and red eyes appeared one day, and I thought her to be an annoying little brat, only to discover she was mine and Mamoru's Daughter in the future, and thats when I learned of my destiny. I would marry Mamoru, then the Earth would freeze over, which I would thaw, using the Silver Crystal, awakening the Earth in the thirteith centuary, where I would also create what was to be called, Crystal Tokyo. There, Mamoru and I would rule as Neo King Edimyon, and Neo Queen Serenity, and have our Daughter, who would be named Usagi, but we would call her Chibi Usa. I was looking forward to that future, but part of me felt pressured, as all my friends kept reminding me of it, and expected me to be Serenity, just as I was in the past, forgetting I was still just Usagi. But I never complained. Well not until I met someone, who made me realise that just being Usagi, was all I needed to be.

I was sixteen, and had been Sailor Moon for two years, and was also facing one of the most scariest moments of my life. High School. I hated School, but I hated it even more, when Mamoru decided he was going to America, to continue his studies, as he wanted to be a Doctor. I was happy his dreams were coming true, just like I wanted all my friends dreams to, but I knew I was going to miss him, and little did I know, just how much, or how much I would need him.

It was during his absence, that a new enemy arrived, called Galaxia, and she was out to collect Starseeds, turning people into Phages, when they didn't have true Starseeds. But Galaxia wasn't just another enemy, she was once a Sailor Scout, which made her the toughest enemy I had faced, though she wasn't the only new Senshi to arrive on Earth. Three more, known as the Sailor Starlights, Fighter, Maker and Healer also arrived on Earth, in search of their Princess, Princess Kakyuu, and though we both fought against the same enemy, neither side wanted to work together.

I first met the three Starlights, as Seiya, Taiki and Yaten Kou, who were the members of Japan's hottest pop group the Three Lights, though at the time, I had no clue they were famous. I met Seiya first, and boy was he an arrogant, cocky, and annoying pain, and no matter how many times I yelled at him to stop, he insisted on calling me Odango. He sat behind me at School, and harassed me every chance he got, but somehow we became friends, and he helped me not miss Mamoru so much. I had written to Mamoru every day, and never recieved one reply, or call, and I honestly thought Mamoru had forgotten me, but Seiya distracted me from the pain.

He took me on a date, though I refused to call it that, and he even gave me special training for Softball, and I still can't believe we won that game. He did whatever he could, to cheer me up, and it was like he knew when I needed him, without even having me ask for help. Seiya was like no one else I had ever met, as I learned he had a sweet, caring, and somewhat cheeky side, and he understood me better than my own friends.

Another person also arrived during that time, in the form of a another little girl, with big blue eyes, and dark pink hair, and we called her Chibi Chibi. She seemed to attract Seiya, just as much as I did, and the two off us, quite often looked after the little tot. Of course she did cause a few embarassing moments, especially involving Seiya and a towel, but it was when we were with Chibi Chibi, that I really got to see the softer side of Seiya.

Unfortunately my friends, and his two comrades, didn't approve of our friendship, and tried to keep us apart, but even after learning the truth about each other, we still continued to see each other. Of course I was shocked, learning that he was in fact a she, and that she was the Starlight known as Fighter, just as I discovered Taiki was Maker, and Yaten was Healer, but it didn't matter to me, and I wanted even more so to work with them, and in the final battle against Galaxia, we did.

The Scouts had all lost their Starseeds to Galaxia, leaving me with Fighter, Maker and Healer at my side, and if it hadn't been for them, giving me their hope, I would never have defeated Galaxia. Actually defeated isn't the right word, as I actually freed her from Chaos, and in doing so, all my friends returned, including Mamoru, who I found out had also lost his Starseed, and I was happy again. I also learned that Chibi Chibi was in fact, Galaxia's Starseed, and I was surprised when she returned too.

Princess Kakyuu also returned, and if I thought the pain of missing Mamoru was bad, it was nothing compared to the pain I felt, when Seiya left with his two friends, and Princess, to return home.

Whilst Seiya was on Earth, he had openly confessed to loving me, and had even asked to replace Mamoru, but even though I too had fallen in love with him, I kept my feelings hidden, as I had a destiny already laid out for me, and I didn't want to hurt my friends by going against it. That one question that Seiya asked me that rainy afternoon, still haunts me to this day. "Am I not good Enough?". I had broken down, letting all the pain of missing Mamoru, and everything else get to me, and Seiya once again was there to save me, just like he had been so many times, and still I couldn't answer him. But watching him leave, made me realise, that I finally understood what love really was, but still I kept my feelings locked away.

Then about a week later, while I was having Breakfast with Mamoru, something snapped inside me, and I decided it was time for Usagi to claim her life back. I broke up with Mamoru, and told the Scouts I was no longer living my life according to destiny, and that I was making my own decisions from that moment on. Of course that didn't stop the pain that I was feeling, from Seiya been gone, but it was something I had to do.

But even though I was in control of my life, I still wasn't the old Usagi, as I became lost in my guilt, that Seiya had left believing that he was in a one sided love, and as much as I wanted to go to Kinmoku, and tell him, I couldn't bare to face him, knowing I had caused him pain. Even when I was invited to Kinmoku, and I went, I refused to see Seiya, not wanting to cause him anymore pain, than I already had.

I had also met Striker, who it turned out, was from my past, and the friendship we shared then, seemed to have past the test of time, as we became rather close, very quickly. He was a Starlight, just like Seiya, but he asked Princess Kakyuu, to have his loyalty swapped, from her to me, and the Princess granted it, and Striker became my very own Starlight. Of course Seiya took it the wrong way, thinking I wanted to be with Striker, and that caused me to finally confess to her, that I loved her.

I told her everything, about my destiny, and Chibi Usa, who was the one thing I wanted from that future, and I also told her, how I gave it all up because I had fallen in love with her. I then kissed her for the first time, and finally felt like I was my old self again.

"USAGI".

I was sitting in my room, thinking about my life, when I heard my name screamed, and I almost fell off the bed, as it scared me.

"Usagi come quick", Minako cried, as she rushed into my room.

"What's wrong?", I asked, seeing her in such a panic.

"Sora...Baby", she managed to speak, as she was bent over with her hands on her knees.

My eyes opened wide, and I became so excited, that I didn't bother to check if she was okay, as I rushed past her, and out my bedroom door.

I ran down the hallway, feeling extremely happy, until I turned a corner, and ran straight into someone, which almost caused me to fall flat on my butt, except that I was caught around the waist.

"After all this time, you still like running into me Odango".

I looked up, and low and behold, I found myself in the arms of my gorgeous Wife, who was wearing that annoying smirk, and I blushed brightly.

"Seiya you...",

Before I could even yell at her, or pull away, she claimed my lips passionately, and as usual, I melted into it, returning the kiss with just as much passion, completely forgetting about her almost making me fall.

"Come on Odango", Seiya smiled, as she pulled away. "Our first Grandchild is about to be born, and we're going to miss it because you can't keep your hands off me", she teased, which bought back my anger.

"You kissed me you jerk", I cried, pushing her away, and running off.

I heard her running behind me, and soon she was at my side, where she grabbed my hand, and gave me a wink, before she started leading me.

God I love her. I couldn't picture not having her in my life, and as we ran along the halls, I found myself once again remembering.

Whilst I was on Kinmoku, I discovered I was actually being attacked whilst in my sleep. I had been waking up alot, finding injuries on my body, but I just thought it was from tossing and turning in my sleep, but I was way off. I ended up hearing a voice in my sleep, which caused me to return home, as it had mentioned my future, and Princess Kakyuu gave me the power of a Starlight, where I became Sailor Star Moonlighter.

I went and spoke to the Outers, as the Inners had travelled to Kinmoku with me, and I left them there, and it was then we met Darkness. We fought him, but I almost died, but Striker got me to Kinmoku in time, for my life to be saved. That was before Striker became my Starlight, and I confessed to Seiya, but then I again heard the voice, so I went home once again, leaving Seiya behind, as my family had been threatened. It was then, that my family found out I was Sailor Moon, as I had never told them, but as I was worried about their safety, I forgot to lose my transformation, and so they saw me. I gave them a basic explination, leaving out the times I almost died, but told them Striker was from another planet, as he had returned with me, and that they needed to leave, as they were in danger. They did as I asked, and I was thankful they didn't ask too may questions about my life.

Seiya had followed me to Earth, though I didn't know it at first, as he was hoping not to be discovered. But we met up, and I still remember that night. It wasn't expected or planned, but it happened, and it was one of the best moments of my life. I had never once felt even close to doing anything like that with Mamoru, but I always felt safe and loved around Seiya, and he definetely made me feel things I had never felt before.

Then Seiya went home, as Striker was attacked, and for three months, I never saw or heard from Seiya. I eventually went back to Kinmoku, and Seiya proposed, to which of course I said yes. I'd had a necklace made for her, that was a silver heart, with a Star and Cresent Moon inside it, each tipped with a sapphire, and boy was I shocked when she gave me a ring, with the exact same design on it. I knew then that she was my future.

But then Darkness showed up, and I again returned to Earth, believing Seiya had died. I also found out, that Mamoru had been under the control of Darkness, which explained why he hit me, and other things, but I couldn't forgive him, as I was too angry. Then I wake up in hospital, and was informed I was pregnant, and I was suddenly picturing a life, without Seiya, whilst raising her child, and again I felt lost.

I suddenly stopped running, and when Seiya stopped also, I wrapped my arms around her, and held her tightly, glad that she was in fact still here with me.

"Why the tears Odango?", Seiya asked, as she tilted my face up, so she could see me. "You know I hate seeing you cry", she added, kissing my cheek.

I didn't mean to cry, but remembering how much Seiya and I went through, just to be together, makes me sad when I realise we almost never happened.

"Sorry", I apologised, as she wiped my tears away. "I've been thinking about my life alot today, and it scares me how close I came to losing you", I admitted, feeling a little embarassed. "I'm just happy you're here", I added, giving her a smile.

I honestly couldn't picture not having Seiya in my life, as she is the other half of me, meaning I wouldn't be complete, without her by my side.

"And I am happy that we're together too, but no more tears okay", she responded warmly.

I nodded, and she smiled, before kissing me tenderly, then we continued on our way through the Palace.

Even though I decided to give up my destiny, and follow my heart, it eventually caught back up with me.

The Earth froze over, and as was fortold, I thawed it, bringing us into the thirteith centuary, creating Crystal Tokyo in the process. Mamoru also became the King, like predicted, but there a few differences, that weren't fortold. Yes Chibi Usa is still my Daughter, and yes I still became Neo Queen Serenity, but I rule over the Moon Kingdom, with Neo Queen Seiya at my side, as Seiya and I decided to live on the Moon, so as not to cause confusion on Earth.

The people of Earth, knew I was the one, who saved Earth, and wanted me to take the Throne, but I refused, stating I wanted to live in my past home, and that it was Mamoru's birthright to be the King of Earth. Some of the people wished to follow me, as they remembered the Moon Kingdom, and so I allowed them too.

That was eighteen years ago, and Seiya and I have now been together, over a thousand years. My Kingdom is thriving, and full of life, which fills me with joy, and I love seeing everyone living in peace, and now I am about to become a Grandmother for the first time. I am so excited, as I never knew if I would have had Grandchildren in my pre destined future, but I guess I would have, but I like that I never knew that much.

"How is she?", I asked Ami, as we arrived in the hospital wing of the Palace.

Ami is the Royal Doctor, though she has other Doctors who work alongside her, but when it comes to members of the Senshi family, Ami is the one we rely on.

"She is fine, but it will be a while before the baby is born", Ami replied, before heading back into the room, where I could hear screams of pain.

"Wow I thought Seiya screamed loud", Yaten teased, as she and Minako finally caught up to us.

"Shut up Yaten", Seiya groaned annoyed. "You haven't experienced it, so you have no idea", she added, glaring at our friend intensely.

"And thank god for that", Yaten responded with a smug look.

All our friends have had children, which I am glad about, as it was something I always wondered about. When we saw the vision of the future, none of the Scouts were married, or had children, as their duty to protect me, was all their lives held for them, and I always thought it unfair. But that is just another difference, caused by me following my heart, instead of what I was told to do, and I am happy to see all those I care for married, and with their own families.

"Did you bring the book Taiki?", I asked, looking at her with hope.

Seiya, Taiki and Yaten, all remain female now, which I am rather happy about. I of course wanted Seiya to be Queen instead of King, not wanting her to be something she isn't, and I am thankful the people accept it, though it wouldn't bother me if they didn't. But Taiki and Yaten, still changed to male occassionally, as they wished for more children, but since their last child was born, they have remained their natural selves.

"Here you go Usagi", Taiki smiled, handing over the book I asked about.

I may be Queen, but my friends and family still call me Usagi, as I asked them to. I still want to be me, aswell as be Queen, so only when I am doing royal duties, or I am in the Kingdom, without a disguise, do I act like a Queen, and the rest of the time, I am just plain old Usagi, and I'm happy.

"I'm going to have a nap", Yaten announced, making herself comfy on a chair. "Wake me up when the baby arrives", she added, before closing her eyes.

"Poor shrimp over exerted her self", Seiya teased, as she sat down, on the other side of the room.

"Bite me Seiya", Yaten snapped, without even looking at her.

I laughed, as I sat down, beside Seiya, and opened the large, leather binded book, and smiled seeing the names of all my friends and their Children written before me. Ami and Taiki helped me create it, as it tells of the history of our lives, with each Scout, and Starlight, writing their own entry. I wrote a journal, but this book, is more for facts, and knowledge to be passed down through the generations, including keeping track of all those who are born into the families of the Senshi. It also tells of the enemies we faced, though it doesn't mention what took place during the battles. None of the Scouts, or I, have told our Children about what actually happened during our fights. We believe it best, that they don't know of the times we almost died, or the sacrifices we made, like Haruka and Michiru did when we fought Galaxia. I haven't even told my Children about the destiny I was once meant to fulfill. I don't see the point, when I chose to go against it.

"Ready to make another entry huh?", Seiya asked, placing an arm around my waist.

"Yes", I replied enthusiastically, as I started reading the names, and powers that we all posess.

*Minako Aino. Sailor Venus, Married Yaten Kou. Sailor Star Healer. Children: Daughter Saki Kou. Sailor Star Healer. Age 18. Daughter Ume Kou. Age 15. Son Kazuki Kou. Age 13.

*Ami Mizuno. Sailor Mercury, Married Taiki Kou. Sailor Star Maker. Children: Daughter Cheiko Kou. Sailor Star Maker. Age 18. Son Ryo Kou. Knight of the Moon. Age 16. Daughter Yas Kou. Age 14.

*Rei Hino. Sailor Mars. Married Yuuichirou Kumada. Knight of Earth. Children: Daughter Akane Kumada. Sailor Mars. Age 16.

*Makoto Kino. Sailor Jupiter. Married Motoki Furuhata. Knight of Earth. Children: Son Katsuro Furuhata. Age 15. Daughter Hana Furuhata. Age 13.

*Setsuna Meiou. Sailor Pluto. Married Mamoru Chiba. Tuxedo Mask. Children: Daughter Maki Chiba. Sailor Pluto. Age 18.

*Haruka Ten'ou. Sailor Uranus. Married Michiru Kaiou. Sailor Neptune. Children: Daughter Sora Ten'ou. Sailor Uranus. Age 18. Daughter Manami Ten'ou. Sailor Neptune. Age 18. Father: Striker Kou. Sailor Star Striker.

*Hotaru Tomoe. Sailor Saturn. Married Shingo Tsukino. Knight of Earth. Children: Daughter Mika Tsukino. Age 8. Son Ken Tsukino. Age 8.

*Usagi Tsukino. Sailor Moon. Sailor Star Moonlighter. Married Seiya Kou. Sailor Star Fighter. Children: Son Akihiko Kou. Knight of the Moon. Age 22. Daughter Usagi Kou. Sailor Moon. Age 21. Daughter Kei Kou. Sailor Star Fighter. Age 18. Daughter Emi Kou. Sailor Star Striker. Age 18. Son Seiji Kou. Age 13.

It also keeps track of the Royal Families, of each planet, and I keep it updated, though don't bother adding mine, or the other's ages, as we don't reallly care about that, and it also contains what I remember of my past life. I just don't want anythinng forgotten.

It causes me so much joy, to know all those I care for, have found happiness, and have made their own lives. They still do what they refer to as their duty, protecting me, and been there for me, and though it still annoys me, I'm just glad they have more in their lives than that.

"I still can't believe how may of us there are", I mentioned, waiting to make the new entry.