Disclaimer: I don't own hannah montana
That day that I made the wish that I was never myself, and I lost my family, and friends, and myself... I realized something... and it's not that I miss everyone, and not that it's that it's nice to be normal and down to earth. I missed Lilly. As soon as she started calling me trailer trash, and insulting me, and telling me to leave her alone, I just grabbed her and said look at me, really look at me, don't you see?
It took all of my energy not to kiss her... I almost did when I thought she realized it was me. I started breathing hard and saying yes repeatedly and she was doing almost the same thing and I thought for sure she was thinking the same thing as me, we leaned in and locked eyes and our facecs almost touched... then she pulled off my wig and put me in complete and total shock... I realized right then and there that I wanted to go home.
I wanted to tell Lilly that I realized that I loved her. I wanted to grab her and never let go of her, and tell her that I would never do another encore again if she told me not to. Heck I would even quit being Hannah all together. I would let her take off with Jesse in the Hannah wig like she suggested, and then when she came back she'd realize how much of a fake he is and she'd realize that she loves me too.
When I finally came back home, and angel was gone, and the wig finally came off. I was still in shock. Glad to be here, and gald that Lilly was still here as well. My Lilly was standing there next to me, asking what I wanted to wish for... What could I possibly want more than anything else in the whole wide world Lilly? You. I want you, so bad... but If I told you, would I lose you? I already have you as the bestest friend ever so... maybe I'll hug you in a very more than friends way and see what you do
I leaned in and lied. I said I loved my life exactly the way it was and I gave her a bon crushing hug. She hugged back, with just as much intensity as me. We hugged for what seemed like forever, I didn't want to let go, so I figured I'd see how long it would take her to let go first. She didn't budge. She took a deep breath and rubbed my back, with the tips of her fingers... she rubbed the tip of her nose against part of my ear. Her breath against my neck was adding to the heat that had already started to build on the back of it. She let out a noise, kind of like a half wimper, as I rubbed her side and my thumb accidentally touched the side of her breast. I swallowed hard... I guess it's now or never...
I relaxed a little bit and attempted to pull away just a bit so that we were still in our embrace but could still lock eyes wit heachother as I talked. Well that's what I wanted, but her ice blue eyes pierced mine, and I was almost at loss for words. "Lilly, I ..." I couldn't say it. She bit her lip, like she was contemplating something and waited for me to finish my sentance. She is such a cutie when she's impatient. "What is it Miles?" She asked me, for some reason she was quiet, almost whispering, and I'm pretty sure she sounded nervouse.
I couldn't answer her... How am I even supposed to word it? Oh guess what, i made a wish that i was Hannah all the time and you made fun of me so much that it made me realise that I can't live without you? Oh and by the way let's make love right now on my balcony cause you look so hot, ... I think not.
"Well how about I go first then? Because I need to say something too." She squeaked out and gripped my waist tighter, I just nodded thinking, Oh god you better kiss me... And I think she read my mind because she leaned in and her lips were so amazing, it was like in slow motion, I saw them getting closer and closer, and they finally touched mine, for the longest time too. I never wanted her to pull away, I wanted to just go and run inside and find some super glue so that I would have a garentee that she'd never leave me wanting more.
But ofcourse she did indeed break the kiss. She blushed and started to let go of me, but I refused to move except for copying what she did to me, and I gripped her side tighter, my fingers tracing back and forth lightly where her ribs are... "I was going to say something sort of like that.." I said quietly and she smiled goofily at me. "Oh really, what was it?" She asked and licked her lips and raised an eyebrow. "This." I breathed out and pulled her closer and caught her bottom lip between mine and then licked it and she opened her mouth.
Oh god did it feel good to have her tongue lightly touching mine. Just a little bit, because you know Lilly's personality, she likes to play games and tease people and man was she teasing me right now.Dodging mine and lightly touching the roof of my mouth with her tongue and it tickled,I had to break the kiss because how awkward would it be If I laughed in the position we were in? She put her forehead against mine and giggled the same time that I did.
Without words she grabbed my hand and led me into my room. I guess i didn't lie after all. I don't want my life to change, it couldn't get any better than this.
Author's note: I don't know if this is any good, but this episode was on tonight and I had this idea out of nowhere when I saw Lilly calling her names and stuff so I ran to my computer to get it all down and ... yeah so I hope you liked my version of what happened after they hugged and it faded to balck.