Only an Accident
Summary- Sometimes, the only time you want something is after you can't have it. Sam Angst. SJ Implied, but there's no mention of Jack. Rated T just because.
Disclaimer- Nothing Stargate is mine.
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One alien drink.
One-night-stand. On duty.
Things like that are eventually forgiven, eventually forgotten.
Mostly.
Until they come back to haunt us.
She didn't want it, but she wasn't going to go the lengths it required to rid herself of it.
She'd carry this new, unfamiliar weight like a man.
But men don't carry this weight. They can't.
She despised it.
She hated it.
She wanted to work.
However, she soldiered on, bound to her duty.
The time came.
She still didn't want it.
It held her down.
She wanted to be free.
She would learn to live with it.
"Duty, honor and sacrifice."
That was her lifelong rule.
But one day it was gone.
Its advanced mind was too much for it.
Dead of a stroke.
She wasn't even there.
She missed it.