Title: Feeling home
Fandom: CSI:NY
Pairing: Danny/Lindsay
Rating: K+
Summary: It's a long day at work and Lindsay thinks about how her life changed since she met Danny. In fact it's her who changed his life... for good.
AN: Lindsay's POV
Disclaimer: Yeah, CBS owns all of the fun, I just borrowed it.

Feeling home

God, work is hell today, I'm thinking. I just wanna go home.

I put my chin onto my hand and keep staring. Staring out of the window, staring up at the skyline of the city I now love so dearly.

It's my home now.

Nearly two years ago I couldn't believe that I would say this one day. It was routine when I first arrived in New York. It was the same job, but another city. I just wanted to leave the past behind… my past. Wanted to start a new life, without all the pain. First I managed it quite good.

But there he was. The first day was actually like hell. He teased me a lot that day. Started to call me Montana. I really hated him for doing this. This "Big City Casanova" I thought back then. Sometimes he really drove me mad. It was more than one time I really wanted to hit him.

But not anymore. I know better now. He deserves better now. He saved me and my damaged soul so many times, proved that his love for me, the one thing I was so afraid of, is truly deep.

I heard so much about him. So much of his past and especially the women of this past.

Now everytime I look at him, I just have to shake my head.

The Danny Messer in the narrations is not the same I see now every morning, when I wake up.

The Danny Messer in the narrations was a player… my Danny isn't that anymore.

Mine is gentle, he's gorgeous and cute as he was from the very beginning and now I love it when he calls me Montana. Now I know it's his way to tell me how much he loves me.

My Danny Messer only plays with my curly hair, not with my heart. He always says that he loves to do so. And I love it, too.

My Danny loves to hug me and to caress my cheek every now and then.

It makes me smile.

He always says that he's finally a better man because of me. I'm always blushing when he says that and he smiles the way that let my heart always melts away.

I love his smile. It's so cute. He looks like a little boy when he smiles that way.

I sigh and look at my watch. It's nearly lunchtime. I rub my little belly. In nearly 6 months we'll be not a twosome anymore. Then we'll be a little family.

I'm so excited about it.

I can't believe that I'm going to be a mommy and Danny's going to be a daddy.

"Hello dear, how you doin'?" he asks and then he puts his arms around me. He kisses my neck. Everytime he does it gives me the creeps. I turn to him and give him a kiss.

"I'm fine," I say and he's smiling.

"And how's my little sweetie in there?" he asks as he bend down to my belly.

I smile and say simply: "Everything's fine in there, daddy!" Danny laughs. Than he's looking into my eyes.

Now he's really serious. "I love you so much, Lindsay." he says.

"I love you, too." I whisper.

Then he kneels down before me. Oh my god. This is going to be serious, I think. Actually this was the last thing I expected today.

"Linds," he says out loud so that everyone in the lab could hear him. I'm blushing. "I love you so much and in nearly 6 months we'll be a little family. I don't give a damn thing what the people ever said about me. You know me better than anyone else. You made a better man out of me. You completed me in many ways. I will never let you go. I'll never want to lose you. You're my confidante. You're my everything. You and our little sweetie."

"Danny stop that! You're making me blushing!" I say and he smiles.

"Montana… Lindsay, will you marry me?"

I just nod. Of course, I will.

"Yes Danny. I will!" I say and then I feel his lips on mine.

The End

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