Hello, my name is Sakura Kinomoto.
Well not really. That's the name Tomoyo gave me for the show, to keep my identity, but I'll use the names she gave just to be safe. I am no longer the fourth grade student you came to know and love through the series Cardcaptor Sakura, and the infamous (for some) Cardcaptors. I am 25 and finally ready to recall the tale of Cardcaptor Sakura truthfully, including the events that occurred after the second movie was released. The first truth is that everything in Cardcaptor Sakura (including the movies), was real and happened to me. Except for the very end. Which is where this story begins.
Chapter 1: The Nothing"Syaoran-kun!" she screamed.
Sakura fell to her knees and clutched The Nothing to her heart. She rocked and repeated her invincible spell, over and over in her mind. I'll definitely be all right, I'll definitely be all right, I'll…It wasn't working. Syaoran was coming back, but he wasn't all there. There was a darkness in his eyes that told her that something was missing.
She knew what it was.
"S-Syaoran-kun?"
He turned, almost robotically, still in a little bit of a daze. He heard her though.
"What did you call me?" he said in disbelief.
She looked at him, shocked. She should have seen this coming; it was inevitable. Even Eriol told her so, and he was never wrong. But she grasped at straws.
"I-I… Syaoran-kun I lo-"
"Don't call me that," he said sharply. "I only allow my family to call me by my first name. I don't even let my closest friends. I don't know why you suddenly decided to start calling me that, but I'd prefer if you'd stop, Ms. Kinomoto."
The last words dug into her heart. He never used her last name, even before he started calling her Sakura… he did call by "Sakura" didn't he? She was starting to doubt some things.
While she was starting to question recent event, he was already walking briskly down the stairs, without even a "Good bye." Sakura felt the tears starting to fall down her cheeks, burning the path it made. She summoned fly, loudly, and darted off towards the entrance of the clock tower, flying past Li-kun with great speed.