Authors Note: Hey guys, this is my first BTR fiction so be king. THankyou to Taylor Swift, your song Speak Now inspired this story.

Disclaimer: ok, so I'm begging my mum to buy me hats/gloves/t-shirts/DVDs/Cds etc. No money means no Show.

"Hello, Jessica Noble? It's Amy White. I'm in charge of casting for You Just Don't It. Unfortunately you didn't get the part. We will call you if any other auditions come through. Goodbye."

Jessie had wished that she didn't make the decision to finish her date early in hope that she DID get the part.

Jessie Noble was always a hard working actress, trying her hardest to please her parents, something she couldn't do when they were around. She would go to every audition her agent suggested, never threw diva fits and would spend hour after hour studying her script. Though all her hard work was hardly ever appreciated. Lately she hadn't been to many successful auditions, and the director always yelled and screamed when she made the littlest mistake.

She should've just stayed on her date with Alex. She changed out of her dress and slipped on high waisted denim shorts and a blue and white stripy tank top. Grabbing her iPod and book, she headed down to the palm woods pool, hoping some late night sun might relax her a little.

'Because the night is young, the line is out the door, today was crazy but tonight the city's ours…'

Jessie was also a big time fan of the latest boy band: Big Time Rush. She had remembered their first day at Palm Woods, trying ever so hard (and failing) to hit on the Jenifers, who in Jessie's weren't that pretty. However the four teenagers had never hit on Jessie which she couldn't get her head around. She had been called 'fit', 'gorgeous', 'pretty', 'beautiful' and that's what they went for right?

As The City Is Ours hit it's second verse, James and Carlos walked in, the only singles of the band. She thought they were good looking, shoosh yeah, but her all time favourite would always be Logan. But Camille had him.

Jessie and Camille used to be best friends. They had met in acting school seven years ago and knew each other or two years. Then Camille got the part on So What? and had moved to Hollywood. A year later and Jessie was offered a similar part. They had been so close for two and a half years before Camille had stabbed Jessie in the back. She had auditioned for the lead in a movie that Jessie was going for (even if she promised she wouldn't) and getting it. They had been enemies since.

Jessie drew attention away from the book she was reading and saw the boys make their way to sun loungers close by, straw trilbies popped on their heads.

She had never actually talked to them but everyone in Palm Woods knew everyone's name, and today was the day one half of Big Time Rush said hers.

"Hey Jessie."

"How's it hanging Jessie?"

She simply nodded and got back to reading, but the guys weren't finished yet.

"Hey Jess, do you happen to have seen Kendall or Logan? It's just they seem to have disappeared!"

"Sorry, I've only just got back; I've been out with Al…"

She didn't really want to talk about her potential boyfriends with her 'celebrity' crushes.

"Al?" Carlos just had to hear that last bit didn't he?

"Ally, my sister. It was her birthday yesterday."

She did have a sister who had a birthday the day before. Jessie was just it was Kendall that saw her leave Palm Woods with Ally the night before.

"No problem, maybe see you later?" and Kendall exited with one of his best friends and band mates.

By nine at night, Jessie was in bed, Famous blasting through her Skull Candy earphones. She had had enough of the day, it had just all been bad news from when she went out to the beach with Alex, to leaving early and hearing the message, to remembering how her best friendship had ended. For a seventeen year old girl, life wasn't going as spectacular as it should be.

She just wanted to get the night over with and sink into her dreams. Dreams always seemed to be so much better than reality in Jessie's case.

As she closed her eyes and her night was ending, the Big Time Rush boys' night was just starting, at an award party celebrating their first ever award.

The Big Time Rush album was pumping through the extremely large speakers at Rocque Records celebrating the achievement of Best New Band.

Logan and Camille were sat on a luxurious leather couch, holding hands and chatting, sipping punch like any normal cutesy couple. Jo and Kendall were 'dad dancing' on the dance floor, even though both of them were very talented dancers. James was using his good looks in hope to get a date, but unfortunately, all the girls at the party were either taken or much older than him. Then there was Carlos, sweet little Carlos, he was just stuffing his face with mini corn dogs and small pizzas, knowing well that there was nothing better to do at this fail of a party. And telling the truth, the party wasn't that exciting, the only reason the others were having such a good time was because they were with people who could make it a good party. Something neither Carlos nor Jessie could find.

Many people say that teenage life is the best you could have, cherish it, and live it to the max. But in the case of these two, it wasn't and they thought that nothing could fix it.

As the party came to a close, Kendall and Jo walked home hand in hand, shattered from all the dancing they were doing, but not regretting one minute of it. Carlos and James walked home upset that it wasn't as exciting as promised.

Camille and Logan had more serious issues to deal with. It would be their one year anniversary in a week and was wondering how they could've lasted so long.

"Maybe we should do something, y'know to celebrate…" Logan thought aloud.

"I don't want to make a big deal though, it's not like a year of marriage," Camille replied, confused almost.

"Yeah maybe you're right. How about we talk about this in the morning?"

And they strolled off in silence.

OK Thankypu for reading.

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