Hi all,

Yes, I know its been years...months and weeks, not to mention DAYS since you guys last heard from me OR even seen an update. I don't know why, all of a sudden I'm coming out when its been so long, I just wanted to apologize to everyone and well..This apology goes hand and hand with the fact, even though I HAVEN'T updated any of my stories in so long, everyone still says they love it. I don't get that, honestly cause I'm a terrible author, not because my writing sucks, but because I abandon you guys. I'm seriously, seriously, SERIOUSLY, sincerely sorry that I haven't posted this sooner. I should have been up front with you guys and then some, more so with the people who stuck with me and review each story. I especially want to thank some, who has been trying to cloak me back into finishing the stories. Thing is, I just...lost interest in the story itself and the anime. Don't get me wrong, Inuyasha will always hold a candle to my heart, I can't deny the desire to read old fanfics of Inuyasha or what not, but...I don't know, I just lost total interest in it especially having so many people decrimate the story. You know who you are. you guys are awesome, I don't think I can even remember a time when you flame me, or mediaminer. Those other sites and random people here and there that I've posted...Well I couldn't take it and I was? What? Young at the time so I sort of gave up..

Not just that, I gave up writing stories for awhile because of my own issues to deal with. I'm telling you, I've been on a rollar coaster like there was no tomorrow, I'm telling you. But I've had some good ones too! Like even now, I'm working to become a photographer! Omg!! Its seriously, totally awesome how you could just see something and picture how you want it to be. I learned so much over taking a simple picture and what it could mean. Not only that, I've done a lot of growing up over the years and just learning how to be comfortable with myself. As for a continuing the stories that I haven't touch in so long...? Damn, but I don't know! I don't know if I can go back to finishing them up, no matter how much I want to. I guess inspiration is needed in this, ideas too cause I LOST the idea behind the plots of my stories! I could go back and read them over...and I did with a few and got disgusted. Jesus, I'm a bad writer! LOL. But and this is a big BUT! I'm willing, if someone else would gladly help me. Like helping me write the story itself, beta'ing, etc. I'll explain more in details later on!

Hope to get some feed back from you guys!

Sincerely,

Saint