Title: Breath of Fresh Air

Disclaimer: South Park belongs to the people who made it. I made cookies, they belong to me.

Summary: Kenny is awakened to the fact that he is not as content with his life as once thought he was, that is when a certain twitching blonde chooses to befriend him.

Prologue

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They said I was his breath of fresh air. They said I was something different in his life that he treasured and adored.

I did not realise until this moment in time how much that meant to me, or how much I needed to be it.

When he first asked me to be his friend I thought nothing of it. We shared moment after moment, laugh after laugh and without ever knowing it I fell deep and I fell hard.

When he wasn't there I missed him and felt lost, when he was I was content, and although I have someone who is in love with me and whom I love, the feeling was never the same then when I was with him. He made me laugh, made me feel alive and made me feel beyond words without ever even touching me. We were never lovers and never were going to be, just friends still that didn't stop me from falling.

Tweek was...no IS perfection. His smile, his personality, his eyes, his laugh but definitely his smile which not only lights up the room but lights up my heart.

Now I am no longer his breath of fresh air. He now has someone who can love him and who he can love back. I am no longer needed and it's breaking my heart.

I am now reduced to a person who is broken, broken because I'm in love with someone who doesn't need or want me and broken because I love someone who deserves more than what I can give them, and god knows I want to be the one to give them it, but I can't help but think…

I want to be that breath of fresh air again.

And maybe the reality of it all was that I was never his breath of fresh air, he was mine, and something different in my life and that I treasured and adored and fell in love with.

Fuck him. This is all his fault and his alone, I was happy until him and his twitching entered my life, or so I thought. I was content with my life, and who I shared it with, I thought I knew what I was but now all I can think about is Tweek. I actually want to kill myself, but I'll only come back, besides death isn't the answer, he'll tell you that himself.

I need sleep, she'll be back soon and I don't want to have her see me cry over someone else and lie about it. This finishes now, I will not think of him any longer. I will not long for him any longer and I will certainly not dream of him either. Please?

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First chapter will be up soon but for now night night! xxx