This has been spat out due to one of the most BEAUTIFUL songs I've ever heard... E-mail me for it's link if ya want.
Carelessly Anywhere
Why does it hurt so much to remember something that I can't even know about? I search and try to find something that doesn't even exist anymore. The love I felt for him and he for I is completely destroyed by the society which we both would die for.
Now we are kept apart by steel and magic. The hate that I feel for the people I used to love. It's so overbearing some days I feel like exploding and leaving the shards of my heart for someone else to clean up and then throw away with the day's garbage.
I want you.
I couldn't feel your skin or your hair for so long and now I can. But they won't let me and I'm so very angry. I want to drive all the tears from your eyes with sweet kisses and promises of never leaving you. They keep me away and locked so that I can't find you.
I wonder if you look for me too.
I can't believe it's been three years and I've not already died. Every second tears a little more into my crystal heart. Are you crying? Have you forgotten about me? I want to know if you still look the same or if you're even taller than before. I just wish I could touch you once more.
But here I lay.
Upon the stone table with my fake limbs removed in a cell to never be opened. They feed me through the ceiling for their fear of being seen by me. Who is my captor? I don't know. I was drugged and then dragged off and then beaten. I would endure it all again just to see your face once more and tell you that I DO love you. That I will ALWAYS love you.
My precious brother,
I'm dying here without you.