Prolouge
Rachel's POV
I knew kissing puck was wrong and it would never do me any good but I was really hurt by knowing Finn has sex with Santana, and at that time I was confused. All of the pain, insecurity and anger came out at once and resulted to a mistake that I regret which led to the end of my relationship with Finn.
I know that Finn wasn't the one who was at fault because it was me who committed the stupid mistake which I thought would take away my anger and would become my revenge. But when he told me kissing Quinn felt like fireworks while kissing me never felt like that. I knew at that time we were over and everything were shattered.
I know I have no right to be mad but I am furious not because he broke with me but because he did not just kiss Quinn but he forgave her I mean I know I kissed puck and I was wrong but she had sex with puck, got pregnant and even lied about it. But he was able to forgive her . That was when I realized that when I fall in love I leave nothing for myself and give everything to him. Because when I fell in love with Finn I overlooked all his mistakes and just forgave him for every mistake he committed because I loved him. Now that I know everything is over and even though my chest is still hurting and longing for him but that night I decided to let him go and start loving myself. So I dialed a number which I know would be dying to give me a makeover and help me make a great comeback.