Deception Of The Vampire Kind

Chapter 1

So this is a redo of my story Depression Vampires yep im bring this back but this will be different from the last one so review tell me what you think of it.

E.P.O.V

(Writing in bold will be people's thoughts)

disclaimer: twilight isn't mine

I sob hearing all the nasty things my so-called siblings thought.

'Ugh Edward you're an idiot, when will you leave and never come back no one wants you here.'

While it hurt what Alice had thought. But what Rosalie was thinking was worse, much worse.

'Edward you're unwanted, Carlisle only changed you as he felt sorry for your stupid mother, she properly didn't want you either.'

It hurt so much, I'm thankful my room is soundproof. I don't need Esme hearing me having a breakdown. She has been like my mother for 80 years give or take. I wish I could go back to when it was just Carlisle, Esme and I. I mean I know I didn't like Esme to begin with, but that was only as I believed she was trying to replace my mother and she was constantly trying to look after me and tell me what to do. But after I returned from my time of being a nomad and she was over her newborn stage, I realized that she wasn't trying to replace my birthmother. She was just a loving woman who saw a boy in need of her love.

It was better days. Then Carlisle thought that I need a mate and decided to turn Rosalie. She hated that she was turned and blamed me for it, her thinking being that it was my fault as Carlisle changed her for me.

At the beginning, her thoughts weren't that bad. I mean they were, but I could take it, especially after Emmett was turned. He helped her mellow out. But it all went downhill when Alice arrived. She hated that my power was constant while hers was fickle and by how I was in her mind spoilt.

I remember the day that Alice and Jasper arrived, I had gone hunting in the morning and when I had arrived home they were outside talking to everyone.

After Alice told her story of not remembering her human life. Which is a lie. And how she found Jasper and how they had searched us out for help in becoming vegetarians. Carlisle welcomed them in with opened arms and was happy to share his knowledge.

It was a few months later that everything started to go downhill. She was constantly going on about something to the other four; she never did anything in front of Carlisle or Esme. How it's not fair that I have the biggest room, while they the mated ones have a smaller room. Mind you their room were nowhere near tiny. But in my defense, it was my house that I bought.

Sadly I was none the wiser to her hatred of me so imagine my surprise when I came home from hunting and all my things were ruined and chucked into the attic and the four of them laughing about how this is where a mistake belonged.

After that, the hateful comments were a daily thing with them trying to get me to leave. But I refused to give them the satisfaction.

Like when we were deciding where to go this time around and Esme brought out the folder on where to go next. Alice saw a photograph of the three of us in front of a mini castle-like house and basically decided that was where we were going. But I had put my foot down saying that we had been there in last few decades and it wasn't safe. That and I didn't what her in my house. I had inherited from my grandmother when she died and I refused to have her ruin the memory of that house with her crazy, selfish ways.

I look at my room it was a mess books scattered everywhere scratch marks by knives on the walls no one came in my room I forbid it I tear down the shelves that had my CDs and watched as they all fell while crying tears that will never shed. Why did I have to be a vampire why couldn't I be dead then I wouldn't have to feel this pain I then made a promise to myself to never show emotions to anyone. I walk to my bathroom and smash the mirror I don't want to look at myself anymore.

50 years later

I'm in my room thinking of the past 50 years and how I felt about everything. I was deciding if I was going to stay or go. It was a few hours later and I had made up my mind and decided to tell Esme.

"Esme can I talk to you real quick."

I was standing at the bottom of the stair and Esme was walking up to me. But just when she was going to speak Rosalie decided to get but in.

"Esme can you help me with something"

"In a minute Rosalie"

"But its urgent I need you now."

"I'm sorry Edward, can we speak later."

"Yeah, it's fine.

'Stop being dramatic Edward Alice saw and honestly nobodies going to miss you.'

Off Alice had to tell Rosalie that I wanted to leave. So I went to the next parent I had.

"Carlisle can I speak with you."

Just like last time, it happened again, but this time it was Alice.

"Carlisle can you help me, it very important."

"Sorry Edward, do you mind. What is it that you needed Alice?"

I just went back to my room my life sucks, my siblings do not care at all about me and my parents think their angles, while they think I'm a loner that doesn't like to spend time with his family. So I am done, with all of this. I am leaving now.

"Carlisle, Esme I need to talk now."

"Edward stop being dramatic jeez even Jazz can't deal with your fake emotions" Alice sneered at me.

"I have never had fake emotions, the emotions I am feeling now are real. For 50 years I have been in my room crying wondering why I'm like this, why you guys hate me so much. Huh, why do you hate me I've never said anything to you that would make you mad. I'm done. I started to hat my self so much that I didn't want to look at myself in the mirror."

Esme gasp, 'He felt this for 50 years and I never saw.

I looked at her and nodded.

"I hid it well didn't I?"

She nodded and rushed to me sobbing as she wrapped her arms around and hugs me

"I'm sorry I never saw. I'm so sorry please forgive me."

I hugged her back, relaxing some in her embrace.

"I forgive you, mom, I always have you and dad. But I have to go, so goodbye."

Esme walks to Carlisle and cries on his shoulder.

I got my bag that I had packed earlier with my special and irreplaceable thing. Got in my car and drove away from that hellhole.

this chapter is thank to Gabby and also Gabby changed the name of the story i like it better then the last one so ill see u all later byeeeeee