Kurt smiled gently at Rachel, even though his heart ached. But as soon as she looked away, the smile faded. Kurt missed someone terribly, even though that certain someone had broken his heart. But Kurt had returned to the one place that he was sure he was never going to step foot in, William McKinley High School. It was some time around midday, and they had only just entered the school. The halls were currently empty, but he knew it wouldn't be for much longer. Rachel was saying something to him, but he hardly made it out. Because, although he had graduated from McKinley, Blaine had not.
"Kurt?" Rachel said as she stopped. Kurt turned to look at her, confused. Rachel was giving him a weird look.
"What?" He asked as the bell suddenly rang loudly in their ears. Rachel took his hand and squeezed it in her own.
"You were zoning-out." She replied as they started to walk again. Kurt looked at the ground as the hall started to fill with students.
"That's only because-" Kurt suddenly cut himself off as he looked up from the ground and stared straight at the back of a person. "Oh no."
Kurt was slowly stepping away as the person closed his locker door and turned around. After several weeks, Kurt Hummel was once again staring into the eyes of Blaine Anderson.
"Kurt?" Blaine said, a blush forming on his cheeks. Kurt made a wounded sound as tears sprang-up in his eyes, and he turned on his heel and bolted. Tears also formed in Blaine's eyes as he raised his arm, just to drop it back down in defeat. "Kurt? Please wait."
Rachel looked at Blaine with sorrow in her eyes, before she to turned around and chased after Kurt. She found him in the one place that he had ever felt safe, the choir room. He sat in one of the chairs, his legs drawn up to his chest and his cheeks wet with tears.
"Oh, Kurt." Rachel said gently as she dragged a seat up beside him.
"I love him, Rachel. So much. But he broke my heart. I just want to go back to the start, when we were happy." Kurt said through his tears as Rachel moved closer and pulled him to her. Kurt closed his eyes as he took comfort in his friend.
But neither of them knew that they had been followed. Blaine had raced after Rachel, but had stopped just outside the door.
I love him, Rachel. So much. These words swam through his mind. He wanted to run in there, to take Kurt in his arms and to tell him that he loved him too. To tell him that he was sorry, and to keep telling him that he was until he believed him. Blaine felt more tears run down his cheeks as he pulled his phone from his pocket. The smiling face of Kurt showed up when he turned the phone on. Blaine smiled at the memories of their happier times. He quickly pulled up contacts and clicked into Kurt's name. Blaine hadn't been able to delete his number after what happened. With a frown, Blaine decided to send him a message.
Kurt, you may not want to hear this. But I love you, too. I didn't mean to break your heart, it was just a stupid mistake, just because I was lonely and you weren't there. But you don't know how many times that I wished that I could go back to the start, to undo that stupid and terrible mistake that put a wedge between us. I'm still hoping that you can forgive me, even though I haven't quite forgiven myself. But I promised you that I was never going to say goodbye to you. No matter what happens. You are the love of my life, and I'm never going to stop loving you.
Blaine could hardly see the screen because of his tears, but he clicked send and continued to listen at the door. Moments later he heard his ringtone being played, and Blaine realised that Kurt hadn't deleted his number either.
"Blaine?"
Blaine could hear the heartache clear in Kurt's voice.
"Huh? What did he say?" He heard Rachel ask quickly. Kurt took a moment to reply.
"Kurt, you may not want to hear this. But I love you, too. I didn't mean to break your heart, it was just a stupid mistake, just because I was lonely and you weren't there. But you don't know how many times that I wished that I could go back to the start, to undo that stupid and terrible mistake that put a wedge between us. I'm still hoping that you can forgive me, even though I haven't quite forgiven myself. But I promised you that I was never going to say goodbye to you. No matter what happens. You are the love of my life, and I'm never going to stop loving you." Kurt said clearly, though Blaine could tell that he was crying. "I promised him the same thing. I told him that I was never going to say goodbye to him. But I did say goodbye. I keep telling him goodbye, even though I was partly to blame for what he did. I started to ignore him, Rachel. I left him out of my new life, I made him feel lonely. I forced him to quench his feelings, with some substitute that wasn't me."
Blaine slowly came to a seat on the floor. He didn't even bother to wipe away his tears. Kurt's words were starting to affect him. His love for the older boy had never stopped, it had just grown stronger after what had happened.
Kurt looked over at Rachel, before he looked back down at his phone.
"How did he hear what you said?" Rachel asked. Kurt shook his head at her.
"I feel like I can't trust him like before."
This is my first Klaine fanfic, which is set after The Break Up. And seen as I haven't seen after the first episode, and I'm sure that none of us has seen the fifth episode, I'm just sort of going on by what I think is gonna happen. I am heartbroken that Klaine might not be, very uncertain about their relationship status, together or not. Lets hope for a happy reunion. Unfortunately, I don't own Glee or Klaine, that all goes to Ryan Murphy, lets hope he does all us Klaine fans proud and gets them back together.
