Her you go. The last one-shot for All Alone. Well actually I made this one a two-shot. Since this is the last one I feel like dragging it out so my wonderful story doesn't have to end so fast. So here you go. Hope you like it.

I felt a soft pressure on my lips and my eyes fluttered open a second later, mind slowly getting back to conciseness.

I blinked once, twice before my eyes could finally focus enough to see Magnus hovering over me.

He smiled softly at me as our eyes met.

"Hey love." He brushed the hair out of my eyes and I shifted a little on the couch.

Wait…Couch? I thought furrowing my eyebrows in confusion. Did I-

Before I could even finish the thought Magnus spoke and finished it for me like he just read my mind. "You fell asleep on the couch again. Is my couch really more comfortable then the bed?" He teased.

I gave him a small smile as I sat up. Rubbing the sleepiness out of my eyes and moving my legs so he can have more space and sit properly, not only at the very edge.

"I didn't mean to fall asleep." I finally spoke up. "I was just waiting for you." I felt my cheeks burn as I admitted it.

There was a moment of silence before I looked up at him again.

The look I saw on his face when I did took me by surprise like every other time I saw him look at me with so much love. Every time I saw him look at me like I'm the most precious thing in the whole world. That spark in his eyes always made me want to gasp and look at him all day long because I was the cause of it. Because I was the only one able to see him look like that.

He slowly shifted closer and tilted my chin up softly with his long fingers before claiming my lips with his.

It started out slow but then slowly gained in heat as we deepened it. Like most of our kisses did lately. It left me gasping for air as he trailed kissed down my neck. Careful to avoid the big ugly scar near my collarbone. Leaving a fleeing butterfly kiss there before moving to my shoulder.

A moan escaped low in my throat as he nibbled and sucked at my pulse point, my hands moving up to tangle into his soft hair that was left down today.

When I tugged at his hair lightly it got a moan out of him and he got back to my lips. Kissing me passionately, making me kiss back in the same way.

I nibbled at his lower lip and he opened his mouth to me without hesitation.

Before I knew it I was sitting in his lap, straddling him while we continued kissing with his hands on my hips bringing me as close as possible and mine tangled into his hair.

He rolled his hips onto mine making me moan into his mouth from the friction while he did the same.

I moved lower, trailing kisses to his neck while-feeling bold-I rolled my hips down at his. Brushing our clothed erections together again. And making us both moan again.

He tangled one hand into my hair and pulled me up again, crushing our lips together more forcefully then before. But I wasn't complaining.

Before my lips were on his again I saw his lust darkened and slightly dazed eyes. Making me kind of proud that I was able to get him to look like that. Get him to lose his cool just with a few kisses.

We continued kissing, my mind a blank haze while his lips moved in sync with mine. But everything stopped the second I felt his hands at the hem of my sweater before slightly dipping under it.

But that was enough. The second I felt his bare skin on mine I snapped out of it, breaking the kiss and pulling away.

Magnus sighed looking at me sadly with a flash of guilt in his eyes as I stood in front of him now. Desperately pulling me sweated down as much as it could go.

The second our eyes met I averted my gaze to the floor.

"I'm sorry." He said softly reaching for me. "I wasn't thinking."

I stepped backwards still refusing to look at him. "Don't say sorry. It's not your fault. You didn't do anything wrong. I just…I…"

I felt angry tears behind my closed eyelids and I turned around and hurried towards the bedroom without another word. Probably leaving a hurt and confused Magnus as I did that.

I threw myself onto the bed as the tears slowly started. Feeling so angry at myself for doing this to him again.

Because this wasn't the first time I refused him and walked out when it got to this point. It was the fifth. I fisted the comforter angrily at the thought. And its not that I don't want to. Because I do. I love Magnus and want to be with him. It's just that…

I don't want him to see my scars again.

He saw them once and that was more than enough. I don't want him to see them again and say I'm disgusting. I don't want him to leave. The tears fell more freely now as I involuntarily let out a small sob. I don't want him to leave.

"Darling?" I heard Magnus's gentle voice as the door creaked slowly open.

I sniffled and buried my head onto the pillows not wanting him to see me like this.

The mattress dipped slightly as Magnus sat down next to me and I felt his hand on my shoulder making me flinch at he contact and him pull his hand back.

"Alexander, don't cry." I heard him say. Voice full of desperation. "Please talk to me. Please."

I slowly turned my head to look at him.

The hurt I saw on his face broke my heart.

I did that. I thought feeling even more disgusted and angry at myself now. My stupid disgusted actions made him look like that.

I felt like dying.

Did you like it? Tell me what you think.

Like I said I want to make it last a little bit longer. Plus as you can see this is a really delicate lemon and can't be just rushed into.

I'm not giving you the next and final chapter until I get at least five reviews. Ten will make me write and post faster though. But it's on you to how fast you want me to write.

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