Hey all!
This is a Itasasu fanfic!
so the warnings for this chapter are:
-Yaoi(boyxboy)
- Incest(Uchihacest)

A Fantasy Or Is It Real?

Chapter 1:
A Fantasy Night

Maybe sometimes it was better if you lived in a fantasy of your own thoughts and feelings.
Maybe it was better than your real life.
What if you really believed that fantasy of you could come true. Would you live trough it?

Sasuke looked around noticing he was alone. Naruto had gone home from the training out and Sakura had asked if he wanted to come on a date again. Can you imagine her. She is so persistent.

He let his own thoughts run wild again. He saw his brother before him smiling poking his head saying that some other time he will train him, but he never believed him. And he was right. Cause never did his brother train him. He had never time for him, his own flesh and blood.

Sasuke sighed he wanted revenge on his brother for that he had left him alone, but also because he killed his own family. Leaving him alone completely.

He would certainly avenge his family. He was sure of it.

But lately he started to wonder and doubt about it.

He didn't knew what to do or feel anymore.

He got up and started walking to his house which was still in the Uchiha district, cause he didn't want to live in Konoha.

He liked it, but he liked it here more. He had chosen a house just at the end of the district.

And moved his stuff there. And lived there his whole life up till now.

He opened the door slowly and locked it behind him. He looked outside the window that and could see his beautiful garden. He never had much time to take care of it, but someone (he didn't even know the man's name) had said he would take care of it for him. He was rather thankful, cause the garden was really beautiful to look at.

He sat in the couch opposite of the garden and looked trough the window briefly before closing his eyes.

He relaxed till one thought came up in his mind. His brother once again found a way into his mind. He cringed inwardly and opened his eyes Sharingan blazing angrily at nothing but a thought at two brothers that cared more for each other than anything else.

"I hate you" Sasuke screamed. "I hate you. I hate you. I hate you. I hate you. I hate you". Like a mantra he kept saying this to himself. Before he felt tears running over his cheeks. He let in his breath a little staggered.

He closed his eyes to prevent further tears. And smiled softly at the thought of someone he loved more than anything else.

He closed his eyes in an attempt to relax a bit.

"What you thinking of?" interrupted his thoughts.

"Hn". Itachi opened his eyes glare at Kisame for interrupting his thoughts.

Kisame shifted a bit uncomfortable at the glare, but he was used to it by now.

"Don't I get an answers?"

"I wasn't thinking about anything".

"Yeah, sure. Maybe you can fool other people, but you must know by now that you can't fool me anymore, Itachi-san."

Itachi sighed. And Kisame was taken aback by it and knew that it had to be something very awful if the Uchiha was so stressed because of it.

Kisame turned around to watch for some wood, cause he didn't think that he would get a straight answers from Itachi anymore.

"It was my little brother", Itachi said softly to Kisame who didn't turn around to acknowledge it, but Itachi knew he had heard him.

Itachi closed his eyes when Kisame went off completely.

He thought about his younger sibling. How he always had said that he didn't have any time. He regretted it. He really did. As much as he regretted it killing the clan, but they deserved it.

They just did. For their hunger to power and planning to overtake Konoha.

It couldn't be stopped. The only choice Itachi had was to kill the entire clan. But he couldn't kill his own brother.

He closed his eyes more turning back to the little boy that looked at him in confusion

-Flashback-

Itachi looked at his brother and smiled softly. He was scared once again. Of the thunder, but Itachi didn't care that he always came to him. His father would be angry if he knew though. He tried to break them apart. And that was something Itachi could never forgive him.

The boy stirred when a lighting bolt light up the night sky and Itachi chuckled.

Sasuke looked up to see his brother smirking at him and his attempts to lock everything out by digging in his chest.

He turned a bit red at the chuckle. But was interrupted by a lighting flash and he ducked against his brother's chest.

Itachi smiled and rose his arms around the younger boy's waist an kept him close. In an attempt to help him.

"No need to be afraid, Sasuke."

He felt Sasuke tense a bit, but that was soon replaced with something else. He felt the hands of his younger brother go up and down over his chest. He wondered what Sasuke was doing, but didn't question it till he felt the hands caress his nipple.

He shoved Sasuke away who looked at his brother in surprise.

"Aniki..? Please."

Itachi looked at his younger sibling and frowned.

"No Sasuke. I can't do that to you. We are family, related by blood. It would be bad if we turned out to be lovers instead of brothers. The family name will go down", Itachi said stern.

"I don't care, aniki. I love you more than just a brother. I love you like a lover."

"Sasuke. I'm sorry I can't give you the love you want. Go find it somewhere else. And the thunder has stopped, so please go to your own room to sleep."

Sasuke looked and glared at his older brother and stood up leaving through the door.

"I will never stop loving you, aniki. Please remember that. I still want us to be happy. It doesn't matter to me that we are related by blood."

Sasuke left after saying these words. Leaving a stunned Itachi behind.

-End flashback-

Itachi sighed at that thought.

He was almost sure that his otouto had forgotten about that night, cause he didn't mentioned anything after the massacre, but how could he. Itachi looked up to the sky seeing that it was night already. They were close to Konoha. So Itachi and Kisame decided to move into the Uchiha district for the time being. Thinking that no one lived there anymore.

He was surprised though when he felt the presence of someone. Who would have the guts to come back to a place that held so much pain and sorrow.

They run to a house at the end of town masking their chakra perfectly to look inside the house. It had a beautiful garden surrounded by it. Itachi cringed at the thought of this house. Sasuke had once said that he liked the house and if the person would ever pass away he would like to live here.

They then noticed the door opened revealing a young boy with black hair and eyes just like Itachi.

Kisame looked at his partner, but his mind had been closed off the moment the boy stepped into the yard.

He looked at the young Uchiha before him as the boy sat down in the grass. Normally it wouldn't be strange, but it was the middle of the night. So it was really strange.

"Aniki".

It was nothing more than a whisper, but both Kisame and Itachi had heard it clearly.

Kisame was shocked that younger still thought of Itachi as his brother and looked at Itachi to see the cold eyes turn a bit more warmer. He was sure that Itachi hadn't noticed it though.

"After everything… I still love you. Not as a brother, but as my lover. Though you never returned those feelings. You can say that I don't have enough hate, cause deep down in my heart I know that."

Itachi looked taken aback, so was Kisame. He was talking.. to himself in the middle of the night.

Sasuke opened his eyes and stood up to leave.

"Go find a house for the time being, Kisame. I'm staying here for a while."

Kisame knew better than to argue at the Uchiha and left immediately.

Itachi turned towards the door which was still open. He wondered if his younger brother wanted him to come in and that he had known of him been there. But he ignored those thoughts and went inside.

He closed the door behind him and looked around noticing that Sasuke wasn't in the living room anymore. He went upstairs aware that this could destroy everything he built up these years.

He found Sasuke sound asleep in his own room.

He went inside and walked towards the bed. He sat down next to the sleeping form of his younger brother.

Sasuke turned around in his sleep. And opened his eyes as he felt someone sitting on his bed.

He shot up only to look in the eyes of his brother.

"Itachi", the hate dripped off from that one word.

"Hn. Not enough hate yet, foolish little brother"., Itachi whispered softly.

Sasuke looked taken aback and looked at the Sharingan noticing how it disappeared.

"A dream.. again?" Sasuke looked at Itachi with wonder.

"Dream? You dream about me little brother?"

Sasuke didn't gave an answers but he didn't need to, cause it was written al over his face and in his eyes that were black. No Sharingan activated. No hate towards him. Just something else.

Sasuke looked at him wondering if this was another fantasy, but it had to be, so he needed to enjoy it for as long as it last.

He closed the distance between them and kissed Itachi tenderly, wanting more from his older brother. Itachi complied without really thinking about and started kissing him back. He waited too long for this moment and his little brother thought it was a dream, so this was a golden opportunity.

He started kissing back harshly biting Sasuke's lip to get entry to his mouth.

He heard Sasuke groan at this and he started to explore the other mouth and soon Sasuke started to kiss him back again. He could feel that his little brother wanted it as much as he wanted it. They parted to catch some breath. And Itachi looked at Sasuke and saw he was panting slightly and also his cheeks were a bit brighter than before. He locked everything in his memory, not wanting to forget this moment anymore.

He pushed Sasuke down on his bed and started to explore the boy's chest.

First he found the nipple's and pinched them with his fingers both of them at the same time, which earned him a soft groan and Sasuke arched off the bed a little.

Itachi smiled at this. Moving with his head towards Sasuke's ear he gently sucked on it, before biting down, causing his little brother to wince a bit.

His hands travelled down at the same time and Sasuke arched into his hands wanting to feel more.

Itachi smirked, if he had known that Sasuke wanted this so bad as he wanted it, he would have done this much sooner.

His mouth travelled to his neck, sucking and kissing it. But then he felt two hands grasping his head and moved it towards his face and Sasuke started kissing him. Once again Itachi complied and soon the battle of dominance was won. Itachi's hands found Sasuke waist and held him there, before grinding their erections together. Sasuke moaned loudly, while Itachi grunted a bit as electricity seemed to shook through his whole body at this sensation.

He then felt two hands undoing his cloak and pushing it off him so it landed on the ground. The two hands travelled up and down his body. In the end going down completely. Until they were at his boxer's. At this time Itachi had taken the time to pull out Sasuke's boxer.

And he soon felt that his boxer's also were stripped off. He kissed Sasuke fiercely again, before going to his neck and bit down hard. Sasuke gave him more access at that as he screamed in pleasure and pain.

Itachi went lower and looked up to Sasuke when he was at his erection.

"You sure you want this, Sasuke?"

Sasuke looked taken aback by those words.

"You never asked me that before. In none of my fantasies or dreams."

"Hn, just answers, Sasuke. Cause I don't want to hurt you."

Itachi felt safe to say that, cause his brother taught it was just a dream or a fantasy.

Sasuke looked up to him and smiled.

"Arigatou. Aniki. But I want this more than you could ever know".

Itachi smiled back and leaned down taken Sasuke in his mouth completely deepthroating him.

Sasuke moaned loudly and arched up, but Itachi didn't care, cause he already was fully in his mouth.

He started licking the erection. Making Sasuke moan at the sensation. Then he put three fingers to Sasuke's mouth. Sasuke understood what he wanted and started sucking Itachi's fingers coating them in his own saliva.

Itachi felt his fingers be sucked and after a while he took them out of Sasuke's mouth.

He also stopped sucking the erection. Which earned him a grunt of disappointment.

He chuckled and pushed one finger in without warning, but Sasuke also moved down on his finger at the first moment it was in him. So Itachi pushed his second finger in, gaining a soft groan. He pushed them in and out, at the same time scissoring him.

He then put in the third finger and Sasuke soon started to thrust against his fingers wanting more and more.

Itachi moved his fingers around looking for something. And soon he found what he had searched for. Sasuke arched off the bed almost completely and he moaned louder than he had before. Itachi moved again over the same place.

"Ah, Itachi….more please."

Itachi complied and started sucking Sasuke's member again. Almost three seconds later he felt Sasuke tighten around his fingers. And in that moment he took Sasuke erection completely in his mouth again, but this time he held Sasuke down with his hand.

Sasuke screamed as his prostate was hit and Itachi took his erection completely in his mouth again. Sasuke came inside his brother's mouth. Sasuke panted hard and looked up when he felt the fingers released from his insides. And the mouth licked the rest of his cum. After that was done Itachi looked up at Sasuke. Sasuke moved towards him pushing him down on the bed. Itachi looked at Sasuke hovering above him. Then Sasuke kissed him. And Sasuke's hands found his way to his chest and pulled off the fishnet to fully expose his brother's body.

He went down as Itachi followed his every movement wondering what Sasuke was planning to do.

Then he felt Sasuke's tongue trail over his erection and he grunted in surprise.

He felt Sasuke take his mouth and tongue over his erection. And then it stopped. He looked at Sasuke who was also looking at him and for a moment Itachi taught that he knew he was the real Itachi. But Sasuke moved up again and stated himself above his erection.

Itachi rose an eyebrow at this. He didn't expect this from Sasuke, but maybe his little brother still taught it was just a dream.

In one swift movement he found his erection being swallowed up in Sasuke ass.

He let his head fall back and arched up his back. And moaned at Sasuke for doing that.

Sasuke panted a bit. Itachi looked at his younger brother and waited for him to be comfortable enough to move. Then he started to move slowly pushing himself up and down on Itachi's erection. Itachi moaned every time, he had loved his little brother, more than a brother from the first time he had been born.

"Sasuke".

Sasuke looked up to see Itachi staring at him with his Sharingan activated. Sasuke smiled a bit and stopped his movement before also activating his own Sharingan.

Itachi looked at him. It was so wrong, but it felt so right. Sasuke started moving again and Itachi picked Sasuke's member in his hand and started pumping at the same time Sasuke moved down on him.

Sasuke moaned and buckled his hips forward to get more of the movement of Itachi's hand. But then he saw white flashes before his eyes and he moaned loudly.

Itachi grinned at this. He found his own prostate and Itachi noticed that Sasuke moved down and each time also tried to get more form the hand. And also to hit his prostate every time he moved down. Itachi started to move up against Sasuke now knowing exactly where he should aim and Sasuke's movements became more and more and quicker and Itachi knew he was close. He pumped down his erection as hard as he could.

"Come for me.. Sasuke". Itachi whispered hoarsely.

"Ah. Aniki " Sasuke screamed as he came on Itachi's stomach.

Itachi groaned as he felt the walls tighten around his erection. And quickly afterwards he came inside Sasuke. They both stayed still for a moment, before Sasuke moved and climbed over Itachi and licked his own cum from his brother's stomach.

After that he went upwards to lay beside his brother, know that the next morning he will awake alone.

Knowing that it was his mind playing tricks on him again, but for now he stayed beside his brother.

Lingering in the past once again.

Itachi moved a bit and pulled the blanket around their naked forms.

He pulled Sasuke closer to him. He would never forget this. And he hoped Sasuke also won't.

But he knew that Sasuke taught that this was just a dream. He grasped the younger's chin gently and kissed him on his lips. Sasuke kissed him back.

"You will be away again when I wake up. It is always like that. Aniki."

"I'm sorry Sasuke. I can't stay and you know that".

Sasuke looked at him eyes full of sorrow.

"I still need to kill you. The real you I mean then."

"I know, but for now worry about that when the time comes".

"Why?"

Itachi smiled. Sasuke knowing exactly what was about to come.

"You still don't have enough hatred. You are still too weak."

Sasuke grunted and anger flashed through his eyes.

Itachi ignored it. Knowing deep down inside that it was wrong still. But as long as Sasuke never knew. It didn't matter.

"Go to sleep, otouto."

Sasuke complied feeling tired.

He cuddled up closer to his brother and felt his brother wrap his arms around him. Just like he used to do when they were younger and he smiled.

"Good night. Nii-san."

Itachi was shocked and looked down.

"Night", he said softly, knowing the other couldn't hear him anymore.

Itachi looked at Sasuke. He was sleeping. Itachi closed his eyes for a moment enjoying how close he was to Sasuke again.

"I will never forget you. Sasuke. My little brother."

After saying these words he left searching for Kisame and he soon found out that he had chosen his own house to stay in. he didn't say anything towards him though. It didn't matter.

It never did.

He turned around looking at the sunset thinking:

'Sasuke. Please one day stop caring about me. And bring back our clan to their full glory.
Kill me Sasuke.
Before I'm also to much entangled in our past.
Be fore I care more about you. Kill me, before I start to fall in love again.