Broken without Repair
Broken and alone I am left behind to the bitter end. What else can I say? I am all alone now that I know the truth I am conflicted of rather staying with humanity or being self-fish for once and leaving to the place where I may stand yet again with those who I shall forever love.
I am laid down on a bed of roses carefully as not to be hurt. I laughed how much more can I be hurt? I cannot blame anyone else but I, for what will and has occurred to me. Galaxia has broken me but she has shown me the truth of who the real enemy is.
The real enemy is I. Why couldn't I have seen it earlier. It is me who causes pain and cruelty. It is I who is darkness. Who else evokes darkness but I. With light comes shadows and were ever shadows are able to live darkness follows it creeping up until it swallows you whole. I see now I am not just the messiah of just light but of darkness it's self. I am the daughter of chaos. I now see the bitter truth of my thoughts. That is why there is always pain and suffering.
I am so sorry Selene please forgive your fallen daughter. How could I have let everyone down and dragged them down with me. I am what have caused my demise. Am I weak, how could I have let Galixa kill everyone. I am the cause of this. This is my entire fault. With my existence darkness and light shall forever fight until only one exist. Yet again light and darkness needs to exist side by side.
Please forgive me my friends this is the only way I shall save the earth. I look up to the moon from the rose bush I have been laid upon. I smell the sweet scent of the rose it reminded me of the love I have lost and soon shall go back to. I smile at the thought.
I grabbed the golden dagger the reflected the moonlight upon my face. I pray to my mother and my dearly beloved moon goddess to forgive me for I shall end everything. I drag the dagger slowly up to my heart and feel the blood drip through the scratch. I for once I have felt something since the death of everyone I hold dear to. It has only been a week but now I realize what I must do.
I grab the dagger firmly and embedded it into heart. I wish upon the silver crystal once more. I ask it to lead me to my loved ones and with my end , to end darkness as well, with demise of my light. I ask of it to lead the earth toward a time of happiness until my return. I ask it to guide my soul and for forgiveness. I slowly let the darkness swallow me I sigh for the last time and I die with a smile on face.
I can't live alone I don't want anybody to suffer.
I open my eyes slowly and notice I am in an open meadow I see everyone my family. I ran to everyone and hugged everybody. I wasn't alone, no more, and I saw earth from above and noticed it went into the big freeze. Everyone smiled at me with warmth and happiness.
"Serena you are not darkness my loves you are hope and light. Light is not evil please my daughter don't think less of yourself this had to happen. For an era of happiness shall come from your selfless act." said Queen Serenity. Everyone smiled and laughed thanking the goddess for her help.
Crystal Tokyo came to be from the selfless act of a bunny and her friends.
As is this begging of story it is also the end of these story.
Disclaimer: I don't own sailor moon