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Freddie's diary
January 3rd, 2009
My first kiss…with Sam Puckett. After publicly humiliating me in front of the iCarly viewers about never kissing anyone, she came to me on the fire escape…and then we kissed. I never noticed how she was just as pretty as Carly. But it was just a kiss to get it over with. We repeated that several times…but after the kiss, I felt…different. Kissing her was like kissing fire. It's probably just my hormones, everyone knows I love Carly. Yeah, it must be the hormones.
September 26th, 2009
I danced with Carly today. It wasn't what I had expected; more like a brother/sister dance… it felt nice…but not compared to…nvm
December 5th, 2009
Carly and Sam made up today… after almost falling off window cleaning platforms. My stomach dropped when she almost fell, I held her for 5 seconds when I was pulling her back in and I felt electricity pulse through the areas that made contact with her…just shock…just shock.
January 19th, 2010
Carly and I kissed…why didn't I feel anything? It's probably just because it wasn't my first, and it wasn't long enough…yeah, that's it. I love Carly, I love Carly, I love Carly, I love S…stop.
January 20th, 2010
I guess the kiss didn't mean a lot to Carly, since she came to me today and told me she didn't want it to ruin our friendship. It hurt, but I'd get over it, I always have.
January 21st, 2010
I was sitting on the fire escape, listening to music and it all came rushing back, her words, her voice, her smile, our kiss. I stared out into the darkening sky and the Seattle traffic and wondered if she had been thinking about the kiss. Stop it Freddie…you don't like her, she doesn't like you…the end. But I keep replaying it… "I still hate you" I had said…lie…I'm sure she knew, and she had replied with a grin "hate you too".
I don't hate you.
January 22nd, 2010
Carly came and said she'd give me a chance, so why am I not happy...I am happy. I am happy.