Who Am I?

by DeweyFinn21

Follow two of the brightest minds in the world. Follow them as they try to figure out where everything is in their lives and what will happen. Spoilers for season 2 up to episode 3, maybe, it depends on how that episode plays out. This story is really more of a stream-of-consciousness writing session, so I hope you like it.

Who Am I?

By DeweyFinn21

Disclaimer: I do not own Agents Of S.H.I.E.L.D. Author's Note: Spoilers for episode 3 of season 2, sorta.

Jemma Simmons.

Agent of S.H.I.E.L.D.

No, wait.

Jemma Simmons.

Agent of HYDRA.

No, that doesn't sound right.

Jemma Simmons.

Biochemist.

Why doesn't any of this sound right?

Jemma Simmons.

...

No.

It's not me.

Not anymore.

FitzSimmons.

Agents of S.H.I.E.L.D.

FitzSimmons

Stood up against HYDRA.

FitzSimmons

Biochem and Engineering.

FitzSimmons.

...

I hope he's okay.

I hate that I left him.

I volunteered to spy on HYDRA.

Director Coulson was shocked, of course.

He thought I would stay next to Fitz while he was getting better.

I think Coulson's the only one that knows where I am. Well, maybe May, since she seems to know everything.

I really want to be there for him, but I have to face the facts.

HYDRA has better technology.

I could help him better.

Fitz needs my help.

I need HYDRA tech.

I hope everyone will understand if they ever find out.

I guess it's only one small lie.

I should have talked to Ward before I left.

He could have helped me out.

Maybe it was for the best.

Maybe I need to go in fresh.

So far I've done well.

Nobody suspects anything.

I've gotten closer to helping him.

Without HYDRA resources I would be nowhere near where I currently am.

But even then I'm still nowhere close.

There's a long road ahead of us.

I just hope I'll be able to make it.

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Leopold Fitz.

Agent of S.H.I.E.L.D.

Well, not really anymore.

Leopold Fitz.

Vegetable.

While that's not entirely accurate, it sure is how I feel.

Mack is the only one who treats me like I'm not going to break.

Well, except for Simmons.

She's been trying to get me better.

She's wearing that outfit.

She doesn't realize how much it hurts to see it.

Maybe she does, and she's pushing me past my limits.

I guess I could use something like that.

She can still tell what I'm thinking, even when I can't seem to.

Jemma is trying her hardest to help me right now.

Even if she's not here.

She was gone for a while.

Then she came back.

But she only wears those clothes.

I've never even seen her eat anything.

Maybe she's not here.

Mack said something to me.

I can't remember exactly what it was.

Simmons left me, but she's standing right beside me.

I can't tell what's real anymore.

Simmons.

Skye.

May.

Mack.

Coulson.

Ward.

I know he's somewhere.

They won't let me go see him.

I just want to ask him some things.

But I don't even know if I know the words anymore.

Ward saved us.

He did.

Garrett would have killed us outright.

Ward gave us a chance to live.

And Simmons saved me.

She always seems to.

Maybe we need some time apart.

Or maybe not.

Simmons.

Jemma.

Fitz.

Leo.

FitzSimmons.

That's who we are.

But not anymore.

We're gone.

She's gone.

I'm gone.

I don't think I'm getting better.

There's a long road ahead of us.

I just hope I'll be able to make it.

So, I hope you enjoyed that story, drabble, thing. I just needed to get some ideas out there so I would start writing again. Anyways, please review and tell me what you thought.