Maybe
Maybe if I run away
If I curl up and hide
Maybe this thing will go away
This aching pain inside.
Maybe if I disappear
Say nothing
and sit still
Nobody will ask me
why on earth I'm still here.
Once I sat in the highest seat
Privileged and rich and proud
I stood out as the very best
Now I'd rather blend in with the crowd
As years go by I stand alone
And try to forget what I have learned
Try to rub away the marks of darkness
But I know that this is what I've earned
A scar that sits
Clear and black
A blemish on my skin
Reminding me I can never go back
Reminding me of where I've been.
Maybe if I run away
If I curl up and hide
Maybe this thing will go away
This aching pain inside.
A/N: That has sucked more than anything has sucked before and may I curl up into a ball and die.