Rain. It has silence, and music as the little pitter patters of tiny rainbow glitters of diamonds dance around the world. They sing from the beats of the thunder and the rhythm of the lightning, singing sweet music from every not given. But it's always there for you to enjoy, whether the freezing cold, or the scolding summer. Rain will always be with you, so why do people say to me that it's really the angels crying? What sadness do they have? What sorrow brings the joy into a dark hole to destroy the good memories? What is the capturing of darkness that brings my depression?
The answer: I am immortal. I can never love or get close to a human.
Reason one: I will miss them terribly after they have left me behind, whether heaven or hell, they go without me.
Reason two: Getting close means, never again, not to love that person forever. Or it can also mean that I'm doomed never to see their precious face in my eternal flamed life.
If I could live for one day as a regular human instead of a demon I truly am… Then that would be the best day of my life. By demon I truly am, I mean that it's not natural for god's children to live forever, so that's why I call myself a demon since obviously I'm not a normal child.
Here are the rules to my life…
1.) Never fall in love.
2.) Have very far away relationships.
3.) And NEVER stay glued to that person every single day.
My story is what I will tell you, but it must never be repeated to anyone. For nobody will understand the power I possess, to live forever and always harder than the object or organism that's trying to hurt/ kill me. It won't work, not even a needle will puncture my skin. The only thing that still works is my virginity which was lost to a terrible accident.
I am Natalia McNevera, and this is my forever.