I remember when Sam died, Yellow Eyes had taken him to Cold Creek, Dean drove the Impala as I sat by him, Dad was in the back, I was worried about Sam.
" Dean if anything happens I love you" I said as he looked at me,
" Nothing is going to happen" He said tightening his grip on the wheel, we see Sam struggling with another guy, till he throws him off. Both Dean and I get out of the
car yelling his name, Sam sees us, he was clutching his arm, and nearly staggering with exhaustion, the rain making everything hard to see due to my brown hair in
my face as I smile as him, I see the man get up with something sharp in his hands.
" Sam, look out!" I scream but it was too late as the guy stabs the knife right through Sam's back, I fall on my knees as I watch Dean running to his brother, the man
who injured Sam runs. Sam was gasping as I felt tears going down my cheeks, Dad chased the man who hurt Sam, I got up to stagger to watch Dean slide to the
ground in front of his brother, clutching his clothing, trying to keep him conscious.
" No, Sam!" I said collapsing on my knees again beside my lover and his dying brother,
" Whoa, whoa, whoa, Sam. Sam! Hey! Hey, hey. Come here. Let me look at you." Dean said as he placed his hand on the wound in Sam's back, covering his entire
palm in blood.
" Sam" I said feeling the tears falling down my cheeks.
" Hey, look at me. It's not even that bad. It's not even that bad, all right? Sammy? Sam!" Dean said as he holds his little brother, I grip Sam's hand in my own as
Dean holds him, but I can feel Sam's pulse waviering,
" Hey, listen to me. We're gonna patch you up, okay? You'll be good as new. Huh? I'm gonna take care of you. I'm gonna take you care of you. I've got you. That's
my job, right? Watch out for my pain-in-the-ass little brother?" Dean said as he touched his brother's face.
" Sam? Sam! Sam! Sammy!"I yelled as I watched Sam's eyes slide shut, his body slumped into Dean's arms.
" No. No, no, no, no, no, no. Oh, God. Oh, God." Dean said as he rocked Sam in his arms, soon his pulse was gone, We took Sam's dead body to a motel, it was day, I
was by the window as I watched Dean standing over his younger brother, I heard the door open revealing my dad with a bucket of fried chicken
" Dean? Jace?Brought you this back." He said as Dean shook his head,
" No thanks pop" I said feeling tears going down my cheeks again,
" Both of you should eat something." Dad said as I just shook my head, Dean just takes a swig from a bottle of whiskey,
" Dean... I hate to bring this up, I really do. But don't you think maybe it's time... we bury Sam?" Dad said as Dean glares at my father,
" Dad let him grieve" I said before Dean gets up,
" No." He said as he looked at me.
" We could maybe..." Dad started but Dean looked at him,
" What? Torch his corpse? Not yet." Dean said as I looked at him confused
" I want you to come with me." Dad said as I shook my head,
" I'm not going anywhere. Especially not with out him" I said pointing at Dean, who was taking another swig.
" Dean, please." Dad begged, he didn't want me doing something I am going to regret,
" Would you cut me some slack?" Dean retorted,
" I just don't think you should be alone, that's all. I gotta admit, I could use your help." Dad said as I was drawn out of thought.
" Something big is going down – end-of-the world big." Dad said as I got pissed,
" Well, then let it end!" I yelled as I stood up,
" You don't mean that." Dad said as I looked shocked at him,
" You don't think so? Huh? You don't think I've given enough? You don't think I've paid enough? I'm done with it. All of it. And if you know what's good for you, you'd
turn around, and get the hell out of here." Dean sneers at my dad, I get up to say something as Bobby stands there, shaking his head, Dean then shoved my dad
away,
" GO" Dean yells at him, I was in shock,
" I'm sorry. I'm sorry. Please, just go." Dean said as Dad sighed at him,
" You know where I'll be." Dad said before leaving, I watched as Dean walked back to his brother and sat by him. I have to do something, I grabbed the Impala keys,
opened and shut the door, I get in the car and drive. I drove recklessly, but I don't care, I find what I am looking for, I open the trunk grabbing an old empty Altoids
box and put in one of my fake id's along with some other stuff. I shut the trunk, walk to the middle of the crossroads and buried it, so I stand waiting, nothing
" Oh come on already. Show your face, you bitch!" I scream out. A handsome man shows up in a t shirt and jeans,
" Easy sugar, you'll wake the neighbors." He said before he flashed red eyes for a moment,
" Jace It is so, so good to see you. I mean it. Look at you. Gone and got your lover's brother killed. he's all alone in the world. It's too sweet. Excuse me, you're
gonna have to give me a moment." He said as he walked to me, face to face, close.
" Sometimes you gotta stop and smell the roses." He said smiling,
" I should send you straight back to hell." I growled at him,
" Oh, you should. But you won't. And I know why." He said smiling,
" Oh yeah?" I asked him, all 5"7' of my figure,
" Yeah. Following in Daddy Winchester footsteps. You wanna make a deal. Little Sammy back from the dead, and—let me guess— you're offering up your own
soul?" He said as I watched him,
" There are a hundred other demons who'd love to get their hands on it. And it's all yours. All you got to do is bring Sam back. And give me ten years— ten years,
and then you come for me." I said shifting my stance as he chuckled,
" You must be joking." The demon said smirking his evil smile.
" That's the same deal you give everybody else." I retorted to him,
" You're not everybody else. Why would I want to give you anything? Keep your gutter soul. It's too tarnished, anyway." He said as I panicked, I nodded as he backed
up a little
" Nine years."I spat out,
" No." The demon said as I was getting more and more desperate,
" Eight." I begged,
" You keep going, I'll keep saying no." the Demon said as I was shaking.
" Okay, five years. Five years, and my bill comes due. That's my last offer— five years or no deal." I said stammering over my own words,
" Then no deal." The demon said as he looked at me deadly,
" Fine." I glared at him as I took a step. The Demon begins to walk away
" Fine, Make sure you bury Sam before he starts stinking up the joint." He said smiling, I flinch bad as Dean's smiling face comes to my mind
" Wait." I said flinching.
" It's a fire sale, and everything must go." He said snickering,
" What do I have to do?" I said as I balled my fists,
" First of all, quit groveling. Needy girls are such a turnoff. Look... Look, I shouldn't be doing this. I could get in a lot of trouble. But what can I say? I got a blind spot
for you, Jace. You're like a... puppy. You're just too fun to play with." The demon said before sighing,
" I'll do it." He said as I smiled hopeful,
" You'll bring him back?" I asked the demon as he looked at me,
" I will. And because I'm such a saint, I'll give you one year, and one year only. But here's the thing. If you try and welch or weasel your way out, then the deal is
off. Sam drops dead. He's back to rotten meat in no time. So... It's a better deal than John ever got. What do you say?" The Demon said as I then slammed my lips
to his, sealing my fate. I backed off as the Demon smiled,
" See you in a year " He said as his eyes were still red confirming the deal was sealed, then he was gone. I spat as I wiped the trace of Demon's lips off of my own. I
got a text on my phone saying that said to meet at my Dad's, oh man this deal is going to break his heart and Dean's even worse. I drove back to my house to see
Sam, Dean and Bobby in the living room,
" Well, I found something. But I'm not sure what the hell it means." Dad said as he looked at me,
" What is it?" Sam said as he stretched,
" Demonic omens... like a frickin' tidal wave. Cattle deaths. Lightning storms. They skyrocketed from out of nowhere. Here. All around here, except for one place...
Southern Wyoming." Dad continued as I looked at the map,
" Wyoming?" I asked as Dean held me by my waist,
" Yeah. That one area's totally clean – spotless. It's almost as if..." I started then stopped,
" What?" Sam asked me as I sighed,
" The demons are surrounding it." Dad said as he stood up,
" But you don't know why?" Dean asked me as I shook my head at him, oh I am going to miss his smile, the way he makes me feel
" No, and by this point my eyes are swimming. Sam Dean, would you take a look at it? Maybe you could catch something I couldn't." Dad asked Sam and Dean who
nodded at him.
" Come on, Jace. I got some more books in the truck. Help me lug 'em in." Dad said as I let out a sigh and followed him into the junkyard, Dad soon turns to me
with a harden look on his face,
" You stupid girl! What did you do?" Dad asked as I turned away,
" What did you do?!" He said getting in my face, I looked at him as he had a sorrowful look in his eyes.
" You made a deal... For Sam, didn't you? How long did they give you?" Dad said as I looked at him,
" Dad" I whimpered, but Dad was furious
" How long?!" Dad begged to know my time,
" One year." I said feeling tears going down my face,
" Damn it, Jacy." Dad said as he clenched his fists,
" Which is why we gotta find this yellow-eyed son of a bitch. That's why I'm gonna kill him myself. I mean, I got nothing to lose now, right?" I said as I remembered
when Dean told me that his mom was killed by her,
" I could throttle you!" Dad said as he looked disappointed at me,
" What, and send me downstairs ahead of schedule?" I said as I put my hands out as if saying do it. Dad had a tear falling down his cheeks,
" What is it with you Jace, your my daughter I lost your mother to a demon, now I am going to lose you to the same thing" He said as I shook my head,
" You look just like her, my brown hair, my brown eyes, her face"Dad said as I teared up more. "I had to Dad,I couldn't let him die, Dean wouldn't be the same as I
know and love him" I said as I held myself up.
" How's he gonna feel when he knows your going to hell? How'd you feel when you knew John went for Dean?" Dad said as I cried,
" You can't tell him. You take a shot at me, whatever you got to do, but please don't tell him." I said feeling worse, Dad then pulled me into an embrace. It was later
that night when they had found out about the deal, but not before we got Yellow Eyes. I watched as the gates opened, black smoke leaving the crypt,
" What the hell just happened?!" Dean screamed as I watched demons fleeing,
" That's a devil's gate. A damn door to hell." Ellen screamed back,
" Come on! We gotta shut that gate!" Ellen told us as I checks the Colt for bullets.
" If the demon gave this to Jake... then maybe..." I said before thunder crashes, the Yellow Eyed Demon appears behind me. He flings the Colt out of my hand and
into his own. I looked terrified,
" Girls shouldn't play with guns." He chuckled as he throws me into the air, I hit my head on a tombstone lying there, stunned. Dad, Ellen, Dean and Sam were
struggling to close the crypt door, Dean looks over to find me on the ground, then his attention turns to both Dean and Sam whom he smiles at,
" Jace" Dean screams as he lets go of the gate door and runs toward me, but Yellow Eyes throws Dean against a nearby tree and Sam next to a grave close to me.
" I'll get to you in a minute, champ. But I'm proud of you— knew you had it in you." Yellow Eyes said before I continue to struggle, but he throws me to a post
" Sit a spell. So, Jace... I gotta thank you. You see, demons can't resurrect people, unless a deal is made. I know, red tape— it'll make you nuts. But thanks to you,
Sammy's back in rotation." Yellow Eyes says as I growl at him his laugh filling my ears.
" Now, I wasn't counting on that, but I'm glad. I liked him better than Jake, anyhow. Tell me— have you ever heard the expression,
" If a deal sounds too good to be true, it probably is?" He smirks at me as I spat at his feet,
" You call that deal good?" I glared at him, pissed off.
" Well, it's a better shake than the boy's ever got. And you never wondered why? I'm surprised at you. I mean..." He said as he got in my face ,
" you saw what Sam just did to Jake, right? That was pretty cold, wasn't it?" He said chuckling
" How certain are you that what you brought back, is 100%, pure, Sam?" He laughs as I watched ghost walking,souls that were trapped in hell,
" You of all people should know, that's what's dead, should stay dead. Anyway... thanks a bunch. I knew I kept you alive for some reason. Until now, anyway. I
couldn't have done it without your pathetic, self-loathing, self-destructive desire to sacrifice yourself for your lover's family." He chuckled as he cocks the Colt and
aims it at my heart but then a ghost, John Winchester grabs the demon from behind. The body the demon possessed falls to the ground, the gun still in hand, while
John and the cloud of smoke that was Yellow Eyes wrestle. The demon pushes him to the ground and enters the body once more. When he stands up, I had the Colt
in my hands, and I shot him in the heart. The demon then falls to the ground, dead. I smiled as I saw Dad and Ellen finally close the gate doors and we all see John.
Dean walks to my side and faces his dad. John walks forward as he smiles at Dean and I. John putting his hand on Dean's shoulder. The three of us were in tears as
we see Sam, who nods at his dad and vise versa. John looked at me then stepped back to disappear in a ball of white light. Dean, Sam and I just look at one another.
The three of us stand over the demon's smoking body, astonished.
" Well, check that off the to-do list."Dean said as he kissed my forehead then my lips which I press back,
" You did it." Dean said as I nodded,
" I didn't do it alone." I said looking at the two,
" Do you think Dad really... do you think he really climbed outta hell?" Sam asked Dean who shrugged,
" The door was open. If anyone's stubborn enough to do it... it would be him." Dean replied as I smiled,
" Where do you think he is now?" Sam asked us, I shook my head as I looked up,
" I don't know." I replied as I held Dean's arm with my own,
" I kind of can't believe it, Dean Jace. I mean... our whole lives, everything... has been prepping for this, and now I... I kind of don't know what to say." Sam said
before chuckling,
" I do. That was for our mom... you son of a bitch." Dean said as I laughed. The three of us walk towards the Impala as Dean opens the door,
" You know, when Jake saw me... it was like he saw a ghost." Sam said as I shook my head, Dean quirked his eyebrows, stopping, shuts the door to stand next to
Sam and hear him.
" I mean, hell, you heard him, Dean. He said he killed me." Sam said as I wanted to tell them,
" Glad he was wrong." Dean said honestly, he didn't do it.
" I don't think he was, Dean. What happened? After I was stabbed?" Sam asked as Dean looked at him,
" I already told you." Dean said as he looked accused of something.
" Not everything." Sam said
as he looked at his own brother, my lover,
" Sam, we just killed the demon. Can we celebrate for a minute?" Dean said as I felt my hands shaking,
" Did I die?" Sam asked him, Dean shook his head,
" Oh, come on." Dean said in disbelief,
" Did you sell your soul for me, like Dad did for you?" Sam asked as Dean glared at him,
" Enough it was me" I said as the two looked at me, Dean pulled me into a hug as I cried for a bit, soon looking at them.
" How long do you get?" Sam asked me,
" One year. I got one year." I told him as I sat on the Impala,
" You shouldn't've done that. How could you do that?" Sam said as I just shook my head,
" You've saved my life over and over. I mean, you sacrifice everything for me. Don't you think I'd do the same for you? You're my brother's love. There's nothing I
wouldn't do for you. And I don't care what it takes, I'm gonna get you out of this. Guess I gotta save your ass for a change." Sam said as I looked at him,
" Yeah." I said as Ellen and Dad approached,
" Well... Yellow-Eyed Demon might be dead. But a lot more got through that gate." She told us as I nodded, "How many you think?" Dean asked, "Hundred. Maybe
two hundred. It's an army. He's unleashed an army." Sam said as I sighed, "Hope to hell you boys are ready.
" 'Cause the war has just begun." Dad said as i nodded.
" Well, then ..." I said as I opened the trunk then threw the Colt inside.
" we got work to do." I said before shutting it. That was a year ago, now Dean, Sam Ruby and I are in a house because Hellhounds were out for my ass. I hear the
hellhounds begin to howl, I then fall as I turn around to where I heard them, Sam and Dean then look in the same direction understanding that something's up as I
see the growling demon dog.
" Hellhound. " I said as Dean and Sam look where I was looking,
" Where? " Sam asked as I pointed at the thrushhold of the door,
" There. " I said as the hounds growl, Ruby's face falls as she sees the thing, As it begins to move, I bolt out of the room, followed by the others, and the hellhound
quickly behind us, we ran into another room and close the doors fast in the face of the hellhound. Dean takes out the bag with goofer dust as I stand by the table
Sam and Ruby are against the doors, holding them shut while the hellhound is pounding to get then hurries to throw dust at the door, The pounding suddenly stops
and for a second they all stand/sit still, then I bolt for the window and pours out the dust on the windowsill. Dean was by my side,
" Dean I love you don't try to bring me back promise me" I said feeling tears going down my face,
" But" Dean pleads,
" No Promise me" I said placing my head in his chest,
" I promise and I love you don't forget that" He said as I kiss his lips, he presses back, we part as I see Sam about to hand the knife to Ruby.
" Wait! " I yelled at him,Sam turns to me as Dean is by my side,
" You wanna die? "She said as I cocked my head,
" Sam, that's not Ruby. It's not Ruby! " I said as Sam turns back to Ruby who, without touching him, flings him hard up against the wall, pinning him. He drops the
knife and it falls to the floor. Ruby does the exact same thing to Dean but he is on the other side of the room closer to me. She then hits me with that psychic shit,
causing me to be pinned to the top of the table, I grunt as I lift my head to look at her,
" How long you been in her? " I growled at her,her entire facial expression changes and becomes childlike,
" Lilith" I glared at her,
" Not long." Lilith says as she looks down on her body as she speaks.
" But I like it. It's all grown up and pretty. "She said staring at me, she looks up at me as her eyes turning white.
"And where's Ruby? " Sam asked the bitch, as her eyes turns back to normal,
" She was a very bad girl, so I sent her far, far away. " Lilith said smirking as she tilts her head step by step and we hear her neck crunch with each tilting motion.
" You know, I should have seen it before... but you all look alike to me." I said snarling at her while she snaps her head to Sam, who looks over at her. She starts
walking slowly towards him.
" Hello, Sam. I've wanted to meet you for a very long time. " She said smiling at him, she grabs hold of his chin, forcing him to face her. Against his will she gives him
a kiss and I hear how it sizzles from their lips meeting.
" Your lips are soft. " she says as I roll my eyes, Sam moves his head up and to the side, trying to get loose from her hand
" Right, so you have me. Let Jace go." Sam commands as he looks down on her.
" Silly goose. You wanna bargain, you have to have something that I want. You don't. " Lilith says as she glares at him
" So, is this your big plan, huh? Drag me to hell. Kill Sam and Dean. And then what? Become queen bitch?" I growled at her.
" I don't have to answer to puppy chow. " She says as I was in pain being pinned here, trying to hold myself up against her restraint. Lilith suddenly moves from
Sam, as she looks at me, and walks over to the door while I follows her with his eyes. She grabs hold of the doorhandle and while looking at me. She smiles,
" Sic 'em, boy. " She said as she smiled, I looked to see both Sam and Dean looking at me, I looks over at them and then at the door, Lilith opens the door and the
goofer dust blows away as the hellhound gets me. I scream as the hellhound's claws sink into my legs, it pulls me down as I scream, its teeth and claws tearing into
my body as I scream.
" No! Stop! " I can hear Dean for a split second before I feel the Hellhound's claw slashed my right leg and it's claw attacking my chest as I continue to scream in pain
as I turn onto my stomach,
" STOP IT! " I heard Sam before I felt the hound slash my back and shoulder, I flip over as it claws my chest, I can feel my blood pooling out of my body. My body
begins shutting down, all the pain was overwhelming me but I couldn't move,
" STOP IT! " Dean's voice echo's in my ears, I feel the blood pumping out of my wounds, I can't scream, but I am still not dead. Everything was slowing down, soon
everything goes black, but soon I felt the pain return even worse than before. I see meathooks in my skin, it was hot as thunder and lightning echoed loudly along
with screams of people.
" HELP! NO! SOMEBODY HELP ME! " I scream as I was trapped, I am terrified, alone, I looked around,
" SAM DEAN SOMEBODY" I scream before looking around again,
" DEEEEAAAANNNNN" I screamed as my throat got hoarse.