Okay this my first fanfic ever so …be gentle on the bad reviews but nice ones would be totally awesome. Not much on the Puck/ Rachel okay almost no scene at all mostly focus on RACHEL AND FINN IN THIS CHAPTER….I PROMISE I'LL MAKE LOTS OF P/R SCENES ON THE NEXT CHAPTERS
DISCLAIMER: I DON'T OWN GLEE IF I DID I WON'T EVEN WRITE HERE THIS WOULD BE ON THE SHOW BY NOW WHICH WILL NEVER HAPPEN
….Rachel was just sitting there in on the floor, crying her heart out quietly as she hides in the curtains of McKinley's auditorium….
Hoping that nobody finds her crying like this…
She wept and wept as she asks herself…"Why me? why do I have to be hurt like this?". Tears continue to fall into her cheeks ..."I love him so…much; he promised that he would never break up with me" But he did. She cried harder..harder than she ever cried before…all the hate mails and looks,slushy facials,rejections,insecurities,name calls,..the feeling of being always alone and an outcast even with her glee "friends" with her but she knows they all hate her ….and now broken heart….all of those pain she just cried it out….all these took her over the edge…
This is too much ….It's too much…I can't bear this anymore…It hurtsshe thought to herself….Finn the boy she ever wanted…her first love now left her just because of one mistake….she knows she can be bossy,selfish,spoiled and annoying but she thought his the ONE..the boy who would love her no matter what…love all the beautiful things about her and even her flaws and imperfections ..the boy who would take away all the pain and be accepted like other girls do…..then back to reality she realize his not
It's been a while since she was here on the auditorium,wondering if her "friends" would bother to look for her….
"No Rachel stop hoping that they will look for you…they don't care…nobody cares…" she said to herself , pretending that it doesn't hurt to say that to say that to herself. Tired of crying , tears dried up on her cheeks and eyes red from crying found herself being sleepy and the decided to sleep on the chair near the piano knowing that nobody care that no one would find her or even realize she's gone somewhere or better even happier now that she's not there…
During that time…outside the Auditorium
….."Rachel?"…"Rachel, Where are you?"…."Have you seen Rachel Berry?"…. The whole time most of the glee club were ACTUALLY tryin' to find her and that was the most of the things they speak of …well most of them…. a few of the members have stayed in the choir room hoping that Rachel will be back in the room….Mercedes, Brittanny, Quinn , Santana and yes Finn..
At the choir room
"This all you're fault Finn, if you told Rachel the truth before Santana told her she took your virginity and be more considerate 'bout her feelings then this won't be happening right now …you two just broke up for about just a week..you know you can be a jerk sometimes " said Mercedes , looking at Finn like some puppy that just peed on a really hard too clean, newly cleaned, and very expensive carpet.
Finn felt a sting in his chest and feel the guiltiness showering all over his body. Since Rachel walk away in tears when she saw him making out with Santana. He made a mistake… a big mistake. Mercedes was right …I was a jerk, he admitted in his thought . "You're right", he admitted to Mercedes in a sincere voice," she cheated on me when we were together, I know she was sorry and tried to make me forgive her and be with her again on Christmas but I just can't and now I did the same to her even if we're not together anymore I know what I did was wrong and what's worse was I did it right in front of face…I'm such a jerk "he continued with a more upsetting sound as he tell this with shame.
"And a stupid one I might add", Quinn interrupted..so unexpected for someone who hated Rachel Berry since birth …ignoring the looks from Mercedes and Santana,"look Finn, I know she cheated on you and with the same guy I slept with and had a baby when we were together…but that's not the point ..the point is I've than worse than her ..I mean I kept mine for a long time and she just admitted hers with no hesitation ..they didn't even slept together and you just left her like trash and did just the same thing although worse"
Finn reflected to what Quinn said and rush out the door …probably finding Rachel
Both girls smiled at his reaction while Santana just rolled her eyes pretending she doesn't care but obviously pissed
After a long search ..Finn finally found Rachel in the auditorium …as he entered silently he was shocked on what he saw…Puck hugging Rachel as she was almost look like she's asleep and smiling like she was hugging her favorite teddy bear…It was a sight that made Finn felt like there's a sting on his chest…Finally he spoke…"Puck? What are you doing?" angrily staring at Puck while Puck just stared at him like deer in headlights and Rachel oblivious on what was happening because now she's really sleeping
WHAT'S HAPPENING?
TO BE CONTINUED