AN: Random idea that occurred to me a few minutes ago. I just bought this song and I love it! See, I have this psychic ability where I can tell if I'll like a song by it's title! Recent examples: This song (I looked at all the songs on the album and I'm like "this one is best" It is), Told You So, Tell Her, This I Swear, etc. Cool, huh? Anyway, if you hate this song, please don't review along the lines of 'this song sux! u suck!' cuz then I'll feel sad :( . Constructive criticism and praise only please!
Disclaimer: If I owned this song and Wicked, I would have waaaaaaaay better things to do than write fanfiction.
I'm
sorry, made you feel sorry
Boq knocked on Nessa's door. "Nessa? I'm back?"
"Come in," she called. When Boq entered, he saw her sitting on her bed, not doing anything, just watching the clock.
"You were out for a while, Boq." Nessa said quietly. "You could have called."
"I…I'm sorry, I wasn't thinking." he apologized. "But I still care, I hope you know."
"Do you care? Lately, it seems like your friends are more important to you than I am."
Last
night, I came home too late
And you were there waiting
I know,
it's easy to call
I guess I wasn't thinking of you
It's not
that I don't care
You should know me better by now
"I really am sorry." Boq said truthfully.
"I was feeling so lonely tonight, you know that? And I love you so much. I feel so sad when I'm alone." Nessa confessed, looking miserable.
Boq took his hands in hers. "I'm not always a jerk, you know."
I
am sorry if I made you lonely and sad
I am sorry I made you feel
bad
What I'm trying to say
I'm not always that way
So love
me for all that I am
"And sometimes it seems like you don't like me. You never tell me that you love me and I…I get so insecure."
"Nessa, please." Boq begged. "Don't."
"And I know it's stupid, but I think there are other girls you like more. Sometimes you can be so distant…"
"I don't mean to be, Nessa. I do love you."
I
know I often forget
To say that I love you
And yes I truly
regret
The times that I might have hurt you that way
It's not
that I don't care
You should know me better by now
"I know, I'm just feeling bad about everything today." Nessa admitted.
"I'm sorry. Really, I am."
I
am sorry if I made you lonely and sad
I am sorry I made you feel
bad
What I'm trying to say
I'm not always that way
So love
me for all that I am
Nessarose continued. "But whenever I confront you, you get all defensive. Sometimes, I think your apologies don't mean anything."
Boq kissed her hand and said gently, "They do. You're my fire, the thing fueling me. I hope you remember that."
True,
I may defend the things I do
Though I know deep down I've done
wrong
But when the heat comes down it's you
That keeps me going
on
"Anyway, I'm sorry for everything Nessa. I've been a crappy boyfriend, but please try and love me for all that I am."
For
all that I am
I'm sorry, made you feel sorry
Trying to say that
I'm not always that way
Love me for all
I am sorry if I made
you lonely and sad
I am sorry I made you feel bad
What I'm
trying to say
I'm not always that way
So love me for all that I
am
That I am.
And they kissed.
AN: OMG. pouts No Glinda or Fiyero, someone owes me BIG for this! I was going to make it a Flinda, but then I didn't want to bore my readers. Hope you liked. Reviewers get cyber cookies! :)