Hey! This is my first fan fiction and I hope you like it. Oh and I do not own anything about Shugo Chara except for the plot of A Closed and Broken Heart.

Normal Pov

She grabbed for the blade. Pain would let her escape this world. It would let her escape reality. She took the blade and slashed her hand and she repeated. Blood started to come out dripping out of her skin. Tears came to her eyes. Why? Why is she still thinking about her lost love? Why is her parents and her little sister still appearing in her mind?

She fell down crying. Why did they have to die? Why did he have to abandon her at that moment? Why did they leave her all alone in this lonely world? Amu slashed herself again as more blood came out. Why isn't pain distracting her from her sorrows? It worked with Tadase for a short time. Amu let the blade drop to the floor when she realized that if she did it again she would have to go to the hospital. Amu walked to the mirror and looked at her long pink hair. She grabbed the blade and chopped a chunk of her pink hair. Amu held the hair and let it slowly drop to the ground.

She will start a new life at a new school. She will not make the same mistake as she did here. She will not love again so she will not hurt again. She will not get close to anyone so no one will get close to her. No one will ever make her feel this way ever again. No one will hurt her and she will not hurt herself again. She promised on her family's grave that she would never cry again.

Three Months Later Amu's Pov

"So Amu you will be living in this house here now ok? The kids in there are very nice and they will show you to your room," Yukari Sanjo had explained to me. I rolled my eyes. I didn't want to be here I want to be in my bed sleeping next to my guitar. I walked into the house. Well it wasn't really a house, it was a freaking mansion!

I walked inside to the house and took off my shoes to be polite. I reached for my suitcase out of Sanjo's hands and walked inside. To my right side was the living room filled with kids her age. When I walked in a girl with brown hair that was tied into pigtails with bows jumped up and ran to her.

"Hi! I'm Yaya and Yaya loves candy and anything sweet."

"Please don't mind her excitement. We just fed her ice cream and she's a little high and I'm Kairi Sanjo," Kairi introduced. He had short dark greenish hair and glasses. Yaya jumped up and down and pointed to a petite looking girl with long, wavy blonde hair and said," That's Rima," she pointed to another girl," that's Utau Hoshina," she had long blonde hair that was tied into pigtails and she had purple eyes. A purple haired dude stood up and said," Hello, my name is Naghiko. It's very nice to meet you." He held out his hand for her to shake but she ignored it. Naghiko brought his hand back to his side and pointed to a boy with blonde hair and said," That one on the couch is Kukai. The one in the corner is Ikuto." Kukai had short brownish reddish hair and he had a smile plastered on to his face that made me think that he was as energetic as Yaya. Note to self, don't get near Yaya or Kukai. Ikuto looked at least a year or two older and he had blue hair and purple eyes. He looked tall and the way he was sitting told me that he didn't care about anything that was going on right now.

"I'm Amu, pleased to meet'cha. Now can someone show me to my room," I said. They all seemed to get nervous when I said that. Finally, after a few seconds of staring Yaya led me down the corridor to my room.

"This is Yaya's room to the right and on the left is Kairi's. Next to Yaya's is Rima's and next to her is Neghiko. In front of Rima is Utau's and next to her is Kukai's. Ikuto is right next to you at the end there. Oh, Yaya forgot to tell you that the bathroom is in every room so you get your own bathroom," she explained. I walked into my room and shut the door behind me to make sure that Yaya wouldn't be able to get in.

I took a good look around my room. If you close your eyes and listen to Yaya talk about the arrangement of the rooms you would've thought that the rooms were tiny. Well you're dead wrong. The room was huge. To my right was the door to my bathroom door and my closet. On my right side was my new desk and chair for me to do my homework. My bed was placed in the corner of the room and was facing the bathroom. It had a black blanket and a white sheet underneath. Right next to my bed was a see through door to my balcony which had a great view of the backyard that was filled with beautiful flowers and a fountain. The walls were painted dark purple and all the curtains were either black or white. I smiled to myself. My favorite colors. This room was pretty cool. I guess I could live in this room.

This is it and please review if you want me to continue to write more but be easy on me!