Finding what is lost
As I have just watched black butler and fallen completely in love with Sebastian Michaelis, I decided to write a one shot, this isn't planned, I find the same lack of distinction in every anime fanfiction so I decided to write this little drabble and there isn't enough Mey- rin and Sebastian.
When he found her she was an object, nothing inside her made her a person, she was lost and alone. Her eyes that were her best feature were also the bane of her existence. A mere pawn in someone else's game, petty nobles deciding they were gods. Arrogant fools all of them, he saved her. With his eerie crimson eyes and deep, sensual voice which raised the hair on her neck every time she spoke.
They made a contract, she would play her part, all the pieces were in play. To serve and protect, the antithesis of what she is and was. The demon watched her, considered her, she was beautiful in her hatred and the fact that she lived in the shadows, never noticed until it was called for and then… then she was spectacular in her farce. The clumsy maid, the suave butler, two hopeless, condemned being that lived for death. But the maid has something missing, some essential part of her has been eroded from her, she is callous and cold but he brings her warmth and humility.
Both of them have lost something precious to them, as he comes to her in the darkness and makes her tremble and quake with clever lips and devilish fingers, before finally they become one, but being here just two beings that live for death. No rules, no taboos, just being, never knowing where one ends and the other begins. Perhaps it is the darkness that calls to them, drags them together while pushing them apart or perhaps they are merely finding what has been lost to them for so very long.
I know, not very long don't worry I am still working on the chains that bind us, but this popped into my head and I just had to write it, I adore this pairing. I also adore Mey –rin as a character I don't think she got enough credit or limelight, but as I do not own Black butler, I cannot make any changes to it, except here where I shall play with all of their wonderful toys and try not to break anything to badly.
Reviews are always appreciated, thank you to everyone who has followed my other story the chains that bind us, as you can probably tell I am obsessed with writing it to the best of my abilities as already it is 28,000 words and I am nowhere near started with it. If you have any questions, comments or concerns please leave a review or Pm me.
With Love
Ravensandwritingdesks x
