Hello People. Well, my chapter story is in the making so just wait a bit! In the meantime, here's another songfic! I just thought the song fit Kikyou and Inuyasha's relationship PERFECTLY so this will be about them. The song, 'Behind these Hazel Eyes' is by Kelly Clarkson.
Disclaimer: If I owned anything, I wouldn't be typing this right now.
Kikyou was taking a walk at night and stumbled across the God tree. It brought back so many memories of…Inuyasha.
Seems like just yesterday,
You were a part of me,
I used to stand so tall,
I used to be so strong…
It brought tears to her eyes whenever she thought of him. They used to be so happy together a long time ago. Back before Naraku started fucking up everyone's lives.
Your arms around me tight,
Everything it felt so right,
Unbreakable,
Like nothing could go wrong.
Naraku…this was all that asshole's fault. The reason why Inuyasha 'betrayed' her. The reason why everything was messed up. He was to blame. He was the cause of her pain. He took Inuyasha away from her. He messed up their future.
Now I can't breathe,
No, I can't sleep,
I'm barely hanging on…
Here I am, Once again,
I'm torn into pieces,
Can't deny it, can't pretend,
Just thought you were the one,
Broken up, deep inside,
You won't get to see the tears I cried…
Behind these hazel eyes…
It was also that girl's fault. The priestess who wore strange clothing. The one who stole Inuyasha away from her. She was also the cause of her grief. She was the reason why Inuyasha had to stay away from her so very often. Inuyasha…she still loved him.
I told you everything,
Opened up and let you in,
You made me feel alright,
For once in my life…
Now Kikyou was nothing but a soul trapped inside a corpse of what used to be herself. Made from clay, yet, still alive. Barely.
Now all that's left of me,
Is what I pretend to be,
So together, but so broken up inside…
She hated living like this. Not being able to see Inuyasha for long time periods, she hated it. She could only blame it on other people. She felt pathetic.
Now I can't breathe,
No, I can't sleep,
I'm barely hanging on…
Here I am, Once again,
I'm torn into pieces,
Can't deny it, can't pretend,
Just thought you were the one.
Broken up, deep inside,
You won't get to see the tears I cried,
Behind these Hazel Eyes…
But there was also the fact that she hated Inuyasha too. He didn't have any room in his heart for her, just for that girl Kagome who didn't have the right to be in this era. Inuyasha clung on to her like a puppy and its mother. That's exactly what Inuyasha was, a sad, helpless puppy.
Swallow me then spit me out…
For hating you, I blame myself.
Seeing you it kills me now…
No I don't cry on the outside
Anymore…
Anymore…
Here I am, Once again,
I'm torn into pieces,
Can't deny it can't pretend just thought you were the one,
Broken up, deep inside, You won't get to see the tears I cried…
Behind these Hazel Eyes.
Sad puppy or not, she still loved him, but hated everyone else. She wanted everyone to die and burn in the fiery pits of hell. But she couldn't do that. No, she would just have to learn to live with her burden…
A/N: Eek…do you think it was crappy? Was it? I hope not…I thought it was a little freaky…I'm not a Kikyou/Inuyasha supporter either you know. There's only one pairing I truly like. And y'all know what that is. Yup. Sesshoumaru-sama and Sango-san. Heehee. Review please. Don't hurt me…