Bellamy is waiting.
Every day, every hour, every second, he is desperately waiting for a sign. And with every glance, every touch, every smile the Princess rewards him with, the waiting becomes more and more excruciating - but he has to keep a lid on his feelings (Why again, Bellamy?...he surpresses that thought with an inhuman vehemence ... on a daily basis), because her affection and her trust have not yet turned into love (Will they ever?). He knows it... in his mind, but his heart has problems comprehending that and his heart is usually making the decisions - and that is what makes it even more complicated.
So he tries to distract himself from his thoughts and the only thing that always helps is raising up his eyes to the sun, basking in the pale yellow glow it is emenating, feeling its warmth on his skin and forgetting the world around him for a few precious minutes. He then loses himself in the moment, but this momentary relief doesn't last too long, because it is a glow he knows all to well ... a glow reminding him of a wild blonde mane waving in the wind... and the sun's warmth soothing his soul... is but a light caress in comparison to the burning fever that spreads everytime they touch, a fever he craves. And like that he comes back fullcircle to where he was and always will be...
WAITING... waiting for recognition to finally dawn in her eyes, waiting for her voice to call out his name, waiting for her body to lean into his, waiting for her.
Clarke is anticipating.
Anticipating the moment Bellamy finally...
[to be continued]
*Dear Reader,
there you have it my first Bellarke fanfic EVER!
I just love them as friends, as more-than-friends, as confidantes, as OTP, as HEA and therefore I wanted to immortalize their love in this not yet finished fic (it's only Part ONE=Bellamy's POV so far). PLUS: Bellarke will rise at the end of season 4, mark my words!
If you like it, leave a short review... because 1) that would make my day and 2) I'm not yet sure, if I want to make a proper multi-chapter fic out of this little drabble.