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(Viktor's thoughts )
Never a father, always the elder, that seems to be my life, destined to repeat itself. Twice in this long life I find myself on the same position. Never to do what a father must do. The outcome is the same I am expected to make the same choice once again. To condemned my own daughter to death yet again. All those years ago I thought that it would never happen or so how they say lightning does not strike twice in the same place. What a foolish thought it was. Centuries later same situation arises and same choice has to be made.
Is it worth it?
To live this long and live again with the same burden, the same regrettable choice? Countless centuries have passed and yet the wound from the first time has never healed. The guilt still grips my heart and wraps around it leaving it almost completely cold. A day never passes without me remembering the screams and the remains after that day my heart and soul were never exactly the same. Of course I love my daughter's even if the second one was never my descendant, but if she only knew who really killed her family. Retaliation on her part is expected. After all I did train her. But I wonder, would she listen on the why or would she care what happened years before her time or would she kill me in one move. I do love my daughter's, that is the only thing keeping me from being a real monster, but I have to be the elder, never the father.
Ever since Markus offered immortality I have been this way, always a ruthless Elder never the kind caring father. This time the same decision has been made for all I believe. Who would have thought a vampire can believe in something. There are no angels no demons. Of course I am a demon but for all I believe this time the outcome will turn out different. After all if my daughter finds the truth she will eliminate me herself. At least I would die by her hands and not by Markus in one of his insanity rampages. I'm sure if Kraven passes by Selene he will turn her against me. That traitor. He will never know that he set the wheels in motion to free me from the shackles of being an elder. No more pain no more guilt this time the daughter will live and the father will see his child succeed.