Healing Souls

Disclaimer: I own nothing except for Kamryn. SOA belongs to Kurt Sutter and whoever else works on it with him. So don't sue me, please.

He cheated on her. She cheated on him. They were both stupid and wrong to keep hurting each other. And it was all because of Tara. If Tara never entered the picture they would have been together right now, they would have been happy. And they both knew it.

Chapter One

Jax Teller was riding through Charming looking for that face, that familiar loving face that told him everything was going to be right in the world again. His best friend, his crush, hell his once lover. He just needed her right now.

He pulled up to the same house he used to pull up to everyday and quickly turned off the bike and took off his helmet and jogged up the stairs.

The blonde impatiently rang the door bell and waited. A man opened the door. He had no shirt on and was only in his boxers.

Who the hell was he? Kamryn Collins wasn't with anybody, that he knew. Jax would have been informed of it.

"Who are you?" The man asked frowning at Jax. But Jax could easily take him. Even though this guys looked buff Jax doubted pretty boy here could fight.

"Yeah, I'm looking for Kamryn. She in there?" Jax asked impatiently, trying to look into the apartment but the man blocked his view.

The man smirked at him, his brown eyes holding a mischievous spark in them. "Yeah but she's a little busy right now. Why don't you come back later." The guy told Jax about to shut the door.

Jax put his hand on the door and shoved the guy out of the way. "No, I need her now."

"Listen, I don't know who you think you are but I'm with her, alright? So, get out." The man told him.

"Max?" A sultry voice called out. "Who's there?"

"Nobody." Max answered her. "Leave, now." He told Jax again.

"Yeah, I'm here." Jax yelled out.

He heard a groan and then Kamryn came out putting her bra and underwear on in front of the two men and glared at Jax. "I try to have a little fun around here and you ruin it." The brunette snapped at him as she put on her pink robe.

Jax smirked. "You and I both know I could do you better then him, darlin."

Kamryn sent him a deathly glare before her gaze softening on Max. "I'll call you later, okay baby?"

Max frowned. "Why, this guys is a total prick." He told her but put on his shirt, pants, and sneakers.

Kamryn sighed and nodded. "Yeah, he is. But I'll call you tomorrow okay?" She asked and lovingly kissed his lips.

Max nodded and kissed her back. "I love you." He whispered into her ear.

"I love you too." She told him back and let go of him.

Max glared at Jax one more time before walking out of the apartment and slamming the door shut.

Kamryn turned around and looked at him, sending a deathly glare from her piercing green eyes. "Why the hell must you ruin all of my best times?" She asked exasperated as she plopped down on the couch.

Jax scoffed. "Please, how long has that tool been around." He asked her, not wanting to acknowledge that she did tell Max she loved him.

Kamryn smiled. "About six months." She said dreamily. "God Jax, he is so good to me."

Jax nodded, not really wanting to hear about her Prince Charming. "Yeah." He told her nodding and didn't say anything more.

"So what did you need?" Kamryn asked feeling her heart skip a beat. Of course she wanted Jax, hell she's loved him from ninth grade. But she knew they wouldn't ever be together again and that was a fact she had learned to accept when Tara came into the picture.

Jax sighed and leaned his head back and walked over to the couch Kamryn was sitting on and sat down next to her. "Tara left."

Kamryn frowned and rubbing his arm. "I'm sure she's coming back. She did say she wanted to go to school to become a doctor."

Jax shook his head and frowned. "No, she said she couldn't stay in Charming, wanted something more than just being part of the club."

"I'm sorry." Kamryn whispered. She really was sorry for Jax. She knew he loved Tara, and she never tried to do anything to sabotage their relationship even though she could have and wanted to, but Tara made Jax happy.

Jax shrugged and looked over at his best friend. "It doesn't hurt as much as I thought it would. I just needed someone right now."

Kamryn smiled a little at him. "Want to cuddle?" She asked cutely standing up and offering her hand.

Jax smiled at her and took her offered hand and let her lead him to her bedroom. She opened the door and her bedroom was just as he predicted filled with books and movies. Her floor was covered in unfinished books and her television stand was littered in movies.

"You still have clothes in the second drawer." She told him pointing to the dresser. "Just let me get my pajamas on."

Jax nodded and watched as she went into the bathroom, her pale legs that he knew were smooth to the touch. God, he shivered at the memories of them together.

Shaking his head, Jax went to the dark wooden dresser and picked out a pair of old grey sweat pants and a white wife beater. He quickly stripped and put the clothes on, and just got the shirt on when Kamryn came out of the bathroom in a large t-shirt and shorts.

Kamryn pulled back the blue comforter and looked at Jax as she got in. "You coming in, or standing all night?" She asked loving the smile that came onto his face.

Jax smiled as he turned off all the lights before getting into the bed. He brought her back flush against his chest and smiled as he smelled her scent. Strawberries and whip cream. He loved it, she always smelled like that. Good enough to eat.

"So how serious are you and Max?" He asked her as he rubbed her stomach slowly.

Kamryn chuckled and shook her head. "I just told you, we've been together on and off for six months, I'd say that's pretty serious."

Jax shook his head and rolled her onto her back. "Be honest, do you really see yourself with him?"

Kamryn rolled her eyes and sighed. "I hate that you do this you know."

Jax frowned and brushed her hair back from her forehead. "Do what?"

"You always insert yourself into my relationships whenever you and Tara break up." She told him angrily. "Can you just stop?"

Jax frowned but didn't get angry with her. "I can't help it."

Kamryn glared at him and turned around, giving him her back. "Yeah well try, you're not doing this to me again." She snapped at him.

"Doing what?"

"You know exactly what." Kamryn said without turning around. "You make me get all these feelings for you and you lead me on and then poof Tara is back and you automatically run to her, nope not doing it." She told him shaking her head.

Jax frowned and played with her brown curls. He never meant to do that, hell wasn't aware he even did it. "Sorry?" Jax offered.

Kamryn scoffed but didn't say anything.

Jax smirked and kissed her neck lightly getting a soft moan from her and deep shiver that ran her spine. He gently bit her and goose-bumps littered her skin.

He carefully turned her over onto her back and laid a searing kiss on her lips. God, she hated when he did this. Jax Teller made her want to forget everything in the world and just focus on him.

Jax's hands found them underneath her shirt playing with her round breasts, he knew they were perky and they filled his hand perfectly, he knew her stomach was tanned and flat and extremely sensitive.

"God Jax." She moaned into his mouth and arched into his hand.

Jax smirked into the kiss. It was going to be a very long night, and he wasn't leaving this bed until morning...