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*Heads up!* this is the revised version of this story, I had no idea how the other was going to work so it got changed mwhahahaha!
As Belarus stared at his nervous and hopeful face she couldn't help but break inside. 'I should've known it was coming. The flirting, the looks across the room, I should've known. But instead I chose ignorance. How could I have been this blind! This stupid! But now I see.' Russia and Canada are in love.
"Sister? Are you okay?" he asks. She can hear the slight fear in his voice. A fear of her. A fear that she might snap. But it's too late for that. 'There is no hope for us, I know that now.'
"I'm fine. I'm happy that you have finally found someone to make your life whole even if it wasn't me." She managed choke out.
"What's wrong?" his face filling with concern. Even in fear he is still protective over her, his little sister.
"Nothing, I was just a little surprised. But I'm happy for you and I hope all the best for your new life." She lied, letting the fake happiness color her tone. Mask in place, she know he cannot see her pain.
With his concern appeased, his face quickly slides into a relieved and happy smile. He runs into the other room to tell Canada the good news of his sister's acceptance. Belarus, however, stumbled up the stairs to her room. Feeling as though with every step her heart was splintering. As she enter the guest bedroom her mask that she held onto so tightly was released. Face drawing closed as tears stained her cheeks. Though these tears were falling she didn't make a sound. 'All I ever wanted to do was lift his sorrows. I should feel happy now that he is happy but all I feel is pain. I never could've done it. I never would've been able to do what Canada has so easily. I failed.' She grasped the cool metal of her phone, scrolling through the contact list. But it wasn't until a certain contact light up on her screen for her to feel even the slightest shred of hope. It was one of the few people that she knew she could trust outside her family.
Lithuania.
"Hello?" the voice over the phone filling the silence of the room.
"I can't do this" the crying nation whispered.
"Belarus? Is that you? What's wrong?" The soothing timbre of his voice saturating the air around her.
"Everything. E-Everything is wrong." She stuttered, voice cracking through her tears.
"I'm coming to get you okay? Stay right there I'll be there soon," his voice ends with a click and silence once again fills the room.
"Hurry" she whispers into the now quiet room.