Hetalia is owned by Hidekaz Himaruya, this fanfiction is owned by me.
I can't believe he's making me do this.
Even so, I shouldn't be so angry at Arthur. He has no idea how I feel, how I've felt for years about him. No matter how many times I try to replace him with someone else, I always end up back where I started; agonising and blushing heavily as I think of how much I love him.
I shouldn't have waited this long to tell him how I feel; though now I guess I never can. That Antonio had to come into the picture and steal his heart, replacing the bitter face I knew and loved with a smile that was all too sickly sweet. I hate seeing him happy with Antonio, and I don't care how horrible a person that makes me, I wanted to the one to sweep him off his feet—
"Alfred! Are you planning on hanging around all day in here, or are you actually going to come in and see Arthur get married?!" Francis calls, interrupting my train of thought.
Looks like I have no choice. "Y-yeah. Just gimme another minute," I call as I try to collect myself.
I take my place next to Arthur and look on, in jealousy and sadness as his dear Spaniard groom exchanges vows and rings with him.
"Antonio Fernandez Carriedo, do you take Arthur Kirkland to be your lawfully wedded husband?"
Oh God, I don't know if I can handle this…
"I do."
"Arthur Kirkland, do you take Antonio Fernandez Carriedo to be your lawfully wedded husband?"
I'm gonna explode…
"I do."
"I now pronounce you man and man. You may kiss the bride."
And right there and then, I feel my heart being ripped to shreds. This whole thing is way too much for me to take. Arthur and Antonio happily share a kiss as all the other nations applaud joyfully, meanwhile I just want to cry.
The only thing I can think to do is run out of the building, holding back tears as best I can…