Here is Book 3 everyone! I hope you enjoy!

Gry19 : I like your idea with Kixma however that idea seems kinda marysueish. I already have how she will be hole again in mind with following the games without going off the recipe that Tesuya had given us. Though it does seem pretty in which you envisioned (And I just pictured a random shadow in which she could just tell is different from the rest from within) it seems just way to easy lol. I have an idea of her new outfit and I will draw it out sometime and post it on my IG. Kixma will be Mika again! This book will fouse on the mental issues that is going on with Kixma and how she will grow on her own. When you ask questions can you not use anonymous? I like to answer during pm lol.

Chapter 1

There was a thunder storm in the World That Never Was. Kingdom Hearts was shining, there it was, the hope of the Nobodies to get their heart back. Kixma stood in the rain staring at it. What did she had left to lose in the sake of her heart? She was lost for the first time, on what to do. Was it worth it anymore?

She walked into the Castle That Never Was, right into the poker league. It was about that time for the game to start. She just goes anymore just because it was the only place left for her in this world. How, without a heart, can she feel so empty? She sat in the usual spot in the white and grey room.

Luxord and Xigbar looked at her, Demyx had no yet arrived. "We heard." Luxord spoke.

Kixma nodded her head, and placed her head on the table. "Sora is awake... Axel can't come back..." she spoke. "I don't want him to be turned..." She sat up, "Ironic, a year ago today Roxas joined the organization, everyone I had was here... now Sora is awake, and you guys are the only ones left..."

"Your brother is out there." Luxord spoke. "He can protect himself."

"That's not the point!" Kixma yelled. "My family... this organization is falling apart!"

Xigbar humped, "As if we are gonna be easy to lose."

The red head leaned over the table, "I can't lose anymore of my family..."

Days have gone by; Axel's disappearance hasn't changed anything in the castle, but only in Kixma's side. It was odd, she knew he was fine on his own, however she missed him. Everyone was in the grey room, which was odd, for even Xemnas was out and about. Saïx looked at Kixma; "About time." he spoke.

"Sorry, having a hard time sleeping." she responded.

Xemnas cleared his throat. "We all are going to introduce ourselves to the young hero of light. Hoods up."

Kixma put her hood on, as did everyone else. She sighed, she doesn't want to be enemies with him either. She wanted to talk to Riku, she could use his help. She doesn't know if getting her heart is worth it if all she has now is the league. Xigbar, Luxord, and Demyx... that's all who is tying her here now. Saïx had changed on her... and really the league can't replace her brother, or even Zexion. She wanted to know what to do now. She never felt so lost, so turned to being with the organization, or leave.

She entered into the portal, they were in Hallow Bastion. The rebuilding is taking a bit longer than expected, but then again the heartless is making it difficult. This place is where everything began. She sighed deeply, how can this world change so much? It was once full with light, but since Xehanort started with his heart research, it started to drain.

Sora's hair was longer, he was growing up with his brown spiky hair. He was with his party, Donald and Goofy. Leon, was there, Kixma remembered him, older than she but they were in the same neighborhood. He was taller now, dark hair, and has a scar across his face. It looked as if he had a gun blade.

"So, Sora," came Leon, "Do you know what's going on then?"

"There's this guy Pete," Sora spoke, "Who's been going around plotting with the heartless. But he's not smart enough to tie his own shoes. The ones we need to worry about are the Nobodies."

"And those Organization XIII guys in charge too!" came Goofy, the dog.

"You called?" Xemnas spoke, while the Organization was in the darkness.

"You're doing well." Spoke Saïx.

"Who's that?" Sora summoned his Keyblade.

"That calls for a celebration." Xemnas summoned the dusks. Leon had his gun blade ready, he and Sora chased the lesser Nobodies to the bailey. The doors closed thanks to Xemnas's nothing magic, leaving Donald and Goofy behind. Sora and Leon started to fight the dusks, of course them being the low of the low they didn't stand a chance.

"The Keyblade," Xaldin paused. "A truly marvelous weapon. Were it only in more capable hands."

Kixma didn't find it funny, but the other members laughed. She'll play it off later if anyone will bring it up. But she had no idea what to do here.

"Show yourself!" Sora yelled out.

All of the Organization showed up on the roof top. Donald and Goofy caught up to their friends. "Organization XIII!" Goofy yelled out surprised.

"Good!" Sora yelled out, "Now we can settle this!"

Kixma knew then, he would be trigger happy to attack her, unlike Riku. She stared at him knowing he'll view her just as a Nobody. Would he even care? She would have to try... she hoped Roxas was in there somewhere.

"What a shame," Xemnas spoke, "And I thought we could be friends." He left, Kixma took off too. Xigbar was the only one who stayed behind, perhaps just to mess with him.

Everyone in the organization sat in the round room. A meeting about everyone's thoughts on Sora was called.

"Do my eyes deceive me?" Xaldin spoke. "Does he really have the power to wield the Keyblade? He's nothing but a boy."

"Roxas was young too." Kixma reminded him.

Xigbar chuckled, "Give him a chance. It means he's straight as an arrow." He pointed ahead, "He's pure of heart, unlike all of us here."

"He better be," Saïx had his legs crossed, "or else he's worthless."

"I truly hope he's enjoying himself on his adventure." Luxord laughed softly, pulling out his cards. He picked a card out of a hand, "Maybe he'd like a hand to determine his fate."

Kixma had to roll her eyes at his pun.

"Hey, as long as it works in our favor!" Demyx yelled, "We can let him do what he wants for now. Then we'll all jump in if needed!"

"Those are bold words coming from you." Xigbar teased, "Are you saying you'll volunteer to take care of it if things go wrong?"

Demyx sat up, "Huh? W…What?! Me?! No, you have the wrong guy… I'm not comfortable with that." He waved his arms, and shrank back down.

Kixma laughed, "So when you say we, you mean everyone else but you? That's hardly fair."

"You act as though you have a conscience…" Xaldin spoke, "When was the last time any of us felt anything?"

"Truer words were never spoken." Luxord made his card vanish into his hand. "Well, I suppose, the fun will have to wait."

"Do you know what happens to those who lose their true purpose?" Saïx asked. "Inevitably, they destroy themselves."

"Is that a warning?" Kixma had to ask.

"Ladies and Gentlemen," Xemnas spoke, getting everyone's attention. "The hero of the Keyblade has embarked on a new adventure. Make sure it is one he will remember. Now, go." Everyone left, besides Kixma, in which made Xemnas stay "Kixma, do you want something?"

"Is there any word on my brother?"

"He knows how to hide from us well. We are keeping an eye out. You are dismissed."

She left.

Kixma walked onto a beach, she figured no news is good news when it came to her brother. Saïx wanted more and more heartless creation missions, however her missions haven't been anything special, just because he is saving her for emergencies. That or he doesn't want her to fail. She sighed, watching the waves. Everything went downhill again, and this time she doesn't have a clue on what to do.

Kixma sensed someone coming out of the darkness. Footsteps were heard, and they sat next to her. She looked at them, hood up, but the body shape was a give away, "Lord Xemnas..." she spoke, "What are you...?"

The male sighed, "If the woman of the opposing side doesn't know who I am, then how will my best friend?" He put his hood down. Kixma knew who it was based on his wording. Only he looks like Ansem... Xemnas's other. The tan was the same; hair was a bit different in style, but the same sliver color.

"Riku..." Kixma spoke, "You gave into the darkness? But... why?"

"To return Roxas to Sora. Sora needed him to wake up. Roxas was on his way to destroy Kingdom Hearts, when I faced him."

"So I see." She stared out to the ocean. "You know, for the first time, I am lost. The organization is my family, and yet half is gone, including my brother, I know he is okay, but he can't go back home. I already lost my long term best friend then when I get a new one, I lost him too. But he... he is in your best friend, so he is still there. Only he found his home."

"And you are wondering why you return to the castle?" Riku had to ask.

"I still have Xigbar, Luxord, and Demyx, but I still feel empty. I don't understand what that means. I know we are close, but I don't know. I don't want to betray them."

"Sounds like you're lonely. What you pick, if you stay or if you leave, it has to work for everyone. Not everyone would agree, but no matter what you'll have friends."

Kixma looked at him, "Have you seen my brother?"

"Yeah, he's okay, but how did you know?"

"No news is good news." Kixma looked back at the ocean. "Do you know if you can turn your appearance back?"

"I don't know."

"Shame... The Organization, we took a field trip to meet Sora. He seems more than ready to fight us. I doubt he'll listen to me not wanting to be enemies. I just want my heart. You think I can ever be saved?"

"Hard to say, but you can't give up."

"Yeah," Kixma lay down on the sand, closing her eyes. "If I run, where would I run to? You know, if I fail one more mission, I will have no choice. I let you go too many times, they say if I fail again, they will turn me into a dusk. But I think I might be destroyed if the mission is big enough."

"You'll have a place to go to. Don't worry." He stood up, "I'll pass a message to your brother. I'll see you later."

Kixma sat against the wall in Empty Melodies, she was catching her breathe as Saïx looked over her. "Better," he spoke.

She smiled softly. "Yeah..."

"You'll have another one soon."

"Why am I getting so many endurance tests?"

"Everyone is. We all need to be in top shape to face our traitor, if Axel couldn't even get Roxas back to us."

"I see." Kixma sighed. "Alright," She stood up. "Shall I go again?"

"No, best if you rest for now." Saïx wrote in his notebook. "Tomorrow will be a busy day."

"Oh?"

"Sora is finishing up Land of Dragons as we speak. In a few days he will be arriving at Gaston's village. Try to wake up Roxas if you can."

Kixma rolled her eyes, "Yes sir..." she looked ahead. "I'll think of something."

The following day, everyone in the organization stood in the 2nd floor of Empty Remedies. Xemnas took control, giving the reason everyone didn't have a mission.

"Greetings," he spoke, "As you all are aware, Sora is traveling through the worlds. We are few in member. Now is the time for all of us to train with each other."

"How ridiculous," Xaldin folded his arms. "What is point?"

"To make sure I'm up to par," Kixma spoke. "Am I right?"

"Ha!" Xigbar laughed. "You lasted this long Pet."

"That's right!" Demyx agreed.

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