So welcome to my collection of one-shots about Chloe Elizabeth Price and her life :3
The one-shots have a different lenght, and take place in either PAST, PRESENT or FUTURE, but I prefer writing about Chloe's past.
Review if you like what you see ;)
The night looks almost flawless, the weather just too nice, being the early July, 4th of July to be exact.
Her shadow is barely seen, the dark hiding the tall girl from the world. She felt hidden too.
What was she supposed to do, anyways? She was alone, once again. It was either because she messed up something or because people generally sucked. Life sucked.
And she was afraid. Scared that it might all be her fault, that she was the one who was wrong. If that happens to be the case, she...she doesn't even want to imagine what would happen, at all.
Her palms were getting sweaty, like she wasn't sitting in the middle of the night, by herself. Weird.
Her short breathes felt warm, too warm, for some reason.
Those blue eyes, which have seen everything - from happiness, to sadness, pain, love and other things, wide opened, the dark pupils getting bigger.
Her almost bare arms, just like the rest of her body was pretty hot. Hot like the middle of summer holidays, playing some silly game with best friend.
Max.
No, no, no, NO!
She can't let herself think about it, think about her…
But there she is, going crazy after eighteen years of life. This life.
She looked up, trying to distract herself, colourful fireworks expanding themselves into the wide sky. The other one comes. Third one follows. They were dancing like friends.
Friends she lost. Maybe they have never existed in the first place. If they have never existed then she doesn't have to put that ugly blame on herself. Everything's better than that.
The blue firework flashed the whole sky, her face, her eyes, her dry lips, her body tired from fighting...
Rachel loved that colour. Blue. Just like her pretty feather earring, which Chloe gave her as a present.
Not again.
She fell again. She fell into that deep, dark hole. No one ever seems to fully bring her out of it. Why, why?
Just help... Please...Don't leave..
The salty tears fell down, fell like her. Her lips felt them, so dry, so thirsty. And she let them. She let her thoughts go on. The memories, nice promises and pretty words.
Harsh words and betrayal. No goodbye.
She heard herself sob, first time after four years. But she didn't stop. They didn't stop when they were leaving so she didn't stop either.
They will have what they want. They left her, so she let herself. They didn't tell a goodbye, neither did she.
The fireworks died. One second they were watching Chloe, the next one they were lost in space and time. Life is such a tragedy.
Soon everything became blurry to her, she cried and cried. Rachel came and smiled. Max came and smiled. Dad came and smiled. She smiled as well.
"I-I love you all." There she laughed like a crazy person, she saw them, although she couldn't feel them. She felt empty.
Suddenly she was lying carelessly, on the grass, surrounded by the big sky and stars.
They were lying. They lied to her. Again. They left her. Again.
She only saw them in her tears. Miserable.
Then she sobbed to her white shirt again, closing her tired eyes, wishing she would never open them again.
She was a coward. A big one. She couldn't even fulfill her own wishes. Fear.
She was such a failure. A mistake. A regret. The tragedy was written in her star. She'd gladly burn that unlucky star of hers that caused her so much trouble. She was destinied to fail. To cry. To fear. To take all of the universe's punishments.
Chloe was a blue star.
And the universe must have hated her.