Logan POV
Kendall's been held up in our shared room for nearly three days, the only thing that he does is play his old guitar, he hasn't even spoken to any of us.
I don't think he's eating, or sleeping for that matter. And, oh yeah, the only reason I'm not trying to force him to rest or eat is because Camille told me that she had to talk to me and that it was important.
"Hey, Logan."
"Hey, Camille. What's up?"
"Well, I don't really think that we're working out Logan, I mean- well you're obviously in love with someone else, and-"
"In love with someone else? Who?" Right, really confused right now.
"Logan Mitchell for someone so smart, you're an idiot. It's obvious to everyone except you, and maybe them. Figure it out Logan, before you miss your chance" she said turning and walking toward the elevator.
Who is it everyone seems to think I'm in love with? I hope Kendall's at least willing to listen…
Kendall POV
For three days I've been trying to write a song, and I've still got nothing, actually I've been trying to figure something too.
Jo broke out with me just three days ago, saying that I should be with the person that I really, honestly love, but she wouldn't tell me who. And for the life of me I couldn't figure it out, until now. It took me three whole days but I finally figured out why my heart races when I see that beautiful, doe eyed, brunet genius that is always there when you need him. Why my world gets brighter when he smiles, and crumbles when he cries. Who sees a completely different person than I see when he looks in the mirror, the boy I've fallen for, the boy that I've probably loved forever.
There was a soft knock on the door and none other than said boy, Logan Philip Mitchell, walked in. "Hey, Kendall, can I talk to you?"
I nodded, afraid that I would accidentally tell him, afraid that I would lose my best friend if I did.
"Camille broke up with me." Camille and Logan were in an on-again, off-again relationship, but they'd been going steady for almost two months. Logan must have known what I was thinking, "Yeah" he sighed. "And you know why she broke up with me?" How am I supposed to know? "Because she thinks I'm in love with someone other than her, and apparently everyone else thinks I'm in love with this person too, but I don't even know who it is I'm supposed to love, and I asked her, but she said to figure it out, basically told me I'm a blind idiot, and walked away! How the hell am I supposed to know who it is? What am I supposed to do?" Those deep chocolate eyes where fixed on me waiting for an answer.
I shrugged, indicating the open note book lying beside me.
"You want me to write a song?" Hey, all I know is it helps me, why shouldn't it help him too? "Fine, but you obviously aren't going to help."
I knew that Logan was getting frustrated with my silence, but I felt that it was the best thing at the moment, I just didn't want another fight like the one we had a month ago, it had been hell.
As I watched him leave I noticed he was wearing baggy clothes again, just like he always did when he was feeling insecure, which had been happening more and more often lately. I wondered why he would want to hide those subtle muscles, just bearly noticeable, but still defined.
That's it, I have the perfect idea for my song…
Logan POV
I started out trying to write a song for Camille, but the more I wrote the more it turned out to be about Kendall and the fight we had last month. I don't remember what we were fighting about, but I do remember how much it hurt.
Curtains open up the scene
Spotlights shine on you and me
Tonight
Pretending for the crowd below
We put on a real good show
But it's a lie
We can't help but cause a fight
It's the same old drama every night
I'll walk off stage
'Cause this whole play
Is more than I can take!
Kendall and I fought for a week, it was the worst week of my life. And naturally there was a concert right in the middle of it. We had to go out on stage and pretend that nothing was wrong, even when everything was. At one point I almost walked off stage with the excuse that I wasn't feeling well, and I wasn't. I felt like I was going to throw up, just like I had since we started fighting, it was making me a wreck.
Ohhh… woahh…
I don't want it to be over
But we need a break before… you break my heart
Ohh…
We can't live this scene forever
Right now you and me are better
Better off a part
But I'll still love you when the lights come up
For our intermission
I hated always fighting with Kendall, it broke my heart every time we exchanged cutting words. We couldn't even be in the same room without being at each other's throats.
I was one foot out the door
I couldn't play that part no more
With you
The chemistry just wasn't there
I couldn't act like I didn't care
When I do… I do
We can't help but cause a fight
It's the same old drama every night
I'll walk off stage
'Cause this whole play
Is more than I can take!
Ohh… woah…
I don't want it to be over
But we need a break before… you break my heart
Ohh..
We can't live this scene forever
Right now you and me are better
Better off apart
But I'll still love you when the lights come up
One month ago:
I was packingwhen Kendall wlked into our shared room, he didn't say anything, not one word, he just stood by the door and watched as I finished packing. I think he thought that I was switching rooms with james or carlos. I was half way out the door of 2J when he spoke.
"What are you doing?"
"I'm leaving, what's it look like?"
"Where are you going?"
"Back to Minnesota."
"But… why?"
"Really? We've been fighting for a week, Kendall, a full freaking week, and we never fight, not like this. You're my best friend, and I just can't stand it anymore, if this is the only way for us to stop, then I'll leave." I continued walking, I was almost to the elevator when I heard Kendall run after me.
"Logan!" I kept walking, even though it was killing me.
The lights come up
We're like actors in a play
Living out our love on stage
You're just saying the same old lines
To me… yeah…
So yeah we fell off track
But I know love will lead us back!
"Logan! Logie, please!"
I din't want it to be over
But we need a break before… you break my heart
Ohh…
We can't live this scene for ever
Right now you and me are better
Better off apart
But I'll still love you when the lights come up
"Logie please don't go!"
When I turned around, I saw tears flowing steadily from his eyes, just like they were from mine.
Yeah, I'll still love you when the lights come up
Oh… woah… oh!
Baby, I'm gonna love you when the lights come up
I'm still gonna love you when the lights come up
Baby I'm gonna love you when the lights come up
Oh… woah…
For our intermission.