Fairy tail fan fiction
lgray loves erza but erza love jellal, lucy love gray but she knew it was unrequited so as gray's friend she always give advices to him and help him even though its hurting herbut she not the only one hurting, natsu also, whenever he see her hurting he wanna punch gray but he cant for lucy.. just for lucy. BUT WAIT! LUCY HAVE A FIANCE?! WHO EXACTLY IS THIS GUY THAT WILL BROUGHT TEARS TO ONE OF HER FRIEND? R&R!
GrayLu, NaLu, JeRza, GrayZa :"

title: "complicated love"

watashi no namae wa lucy, lucy heartfilia! 16 years old. I im a second year in fairy tail academy. i always love a single man named Gray but im only just a friend….. I can only stay by his side, back him up and….. support him for he love Erza one of my best friends well theres nothing I can do… they grow up with each other. Natsu, natsu is the only one whose always beside me and even when I cried in good times and bad times his the only one who'se there for me when I need it ahhh-haaaah~! My mind hurts just thinking about my love life!

lucy'c p.o.v
"luce!"gray called me. Early in the morning his face appeared in front of me…. I don't even want to remember what I promise him… argghh! I hate myself! I'm such an idiot
I turned around with a blushing face.
"g-gray…."I nervously smiled at him.
"yo, luce! The promise is true right? I'm not just dreaming that day, right?" he eagerly asked me.
"ah….. ohh…. Umm…y-yes.." I said.
'I wish that he could forget that unintentional promise I made…. I just don't want to see his hurting face… but what I have done also gonna hurt me … I know.. yet..'
"yes! I'm so glad it's not a dream! When it's you, I know I deffinetly have a chance! Thank you luce!
you realy are my best friend!" he smile at me.
'ahh… yes… that's why… I'm willing to hurt myself just to see him smile….. even though its not for me…. Im happy….

-it all started last night-

"kriiiiing kriiiiing!" the telephone rang.
one of our familiy's made answered the phone. "hello, this the heartfilia residence, how may I help you?" the maid ask the person over the phone politely.
"ahh… ummm… t-this is ong of lucy heartfilia's friends… may I speak to her?"the person over the phone asked.
suddenlng my pink haired maid/butler (kind of a butler..) snatched the phone away from the other maid.
'I think she overheard what the other person said… this'll be troublesome…' I put my hand on my face thinking what'll happen.
"you may not speak to Hime! You're a stalker are you?!"
"uhh… I'm gray though"
"you sound too suspicious to-….. wait… GRAY-SAMA?! Im sooooooooo sorry!"
'heh! Again with this…- wait… g-gray?! Why the heck will he in this time of night?!'
"virgo! Can I have the phone?"
"ahh, yes Hime." She bowed down politely and gave me the phone.

"hello, gray? Why did you call?"
"L-lucy…. That's you right..?"
"ah. Mm!"
"could you meet me now in fairy academy?"
"eh? Now? …..o-ok, but…."
"I'll be waiting for you."
"….a-ahh…"
'w-w-w-w-what am I blushing for?! He just called me out for something….'
"c-c-called…out…." I whispered to myself, while my face is as red as a tomato.
'no lucy…. He must have a problem… when I was talking to him… he has a hoarse voice, I wonder why…..'

When our car arrived at the school, I look for gray. And there I saw him… standing. His eyes is full of sadness… almost like crying..

I run to him… but when he saw me he just averted his gaze.
"g-gray… are you ok?" I asked him.
'really what a stupid question, lucy! You already know that his not okay and yet..'
"hey…." He said with a hoarse voice.
"yea?"
"sorry for calling you out late at night…."
"ah.. yeah, it's okay."
after that we had a moment of silence… I just can't bear to look at his face… his sad face…. Is what I hate the most…
"umm….w-what happened?" I broke the silence between us.
"lucy… you're my friend right?"
"ahh…. Yeah, why?"
"I-I just don't want to see her-…..erza's face like that.."
"eh..?"
'w-what does he mean…..?'
"she always think of jellal… even though he left her.. even though he hurt her…. She still love him! And – I cant bear to watch erza make a sad face a depressed face..! I just cant….! Nee.. lucy…why doesn't she love me instead…? Why…?" I saw a tear drop down.
"gray…."
'i-I cant watch him like this…. But why I feel like crying….it hurts…..for the guy you always love…love somebody else…much worst.. he love your friend…..'
" I-I got it… I'll help you…."
'its okay… just for that smile of yours…. Even if it hurt me… ill do it.. just for you to smile…'
"r-really….?"
"mm…! I also dont want to see erza's sad face anymore…. Soo..yeah…I'll help you. I promise."
'wait…. WHAT THE HECK DID I JUST DO?!'

-back in the present-

"luce! 'you ok?" my pink haired friend asked.
"ah… natsu… yeah, I'm fine" I faked a smile.
natsu can easily read me just by looking at me, he knows everything I hide…. He even knows that I like gray..
"you don't have to hide it luce.. It'll only hurt you" he said with such a concerned voice.
"w-what… are you t-talking about…?" I lied.
"luce…- its okay. I will not force you to say it…. Its just… I don't want to see you faking a smile…"

my eyes widen for what he said. His right…. I am faking a smile….
I smiled at him, his time it's a real smile a smile of thank from the bottom of my heart and said the word…
"thak you… natsu"
"mm!well really now…. I don't know why you like that stupid iced brain!"
"hahahahahaha! Wait…. Iced brain? Whats with that?! Hahahahahahahahahah"
"haah! You finally laugh huh? Well that's good" he smirked.
"eh..? oh… hehe~!"
' thank you natsu… even tough its only a matter of time.. you still make me smile no matter what…. Arigatou…hontoni…'