I want to love you
to feel you
to hold you
to see you.
I may be a broken disaster
but you're what keeps me sane
you're what gave me courage
to pass through the dark depths of hell
that not even the strongest could break though
but just the knowledge alone, that i can't have you
kills me
but at least i know
you're safe and content
so i can forever use you as my anchor
but i cant stop
loving you.
you don't even need to love me back.
all i need is for you to see me
for who i am
and maybe
just maybe
i can piece myself back together again