AN: Hello…

I'm sorry for being gone…I've been elsewhere…

Straight to the point!

If no one noticed, I played Nikki Fang in Learning To Love…

Here's her story. It is a Bill x OC story…

So, enjoy!

Gravity Falls is owned by Alex Hirsch...

Nikki Fang is owned by me.

Chapter one:

"How We Met"

--Bill's POV--

Ah! August 24th, AKA the end of me…the old me, that is. Yep, you're not deaf. I swore I would no longer cause destruction and havoc. I'm done with that shit! But you may be wondering…How did you survive? I was saved by a being called that AXOLOTL. Long ago, we struck a deal. The deal was that if I was in stake, it would save me, but I'd have to seek redemption and accept punishment as my end of the deal. I remember the exact incantation I said before Stan "killed" me.

"A-X-O-L-O-T-L, my time has come to burn, but i invoke power that I may return!!!"

Yeeaahh…

I didn't actually return until like a year later though. I woke up in a forest in Oregon. Near where the Mystery Shack was supposed to be. (I'll tell more about that later.) I found myself lying on a rock. When I first looked over myself I was really pissed off. This was my reaction: I woke up and found myself as a meat sack instead of my original form. I had blond hair. I was wearing a yellow sweatshirt and black jeans. I was also barefoot. I looked at my face in broken glass and saw that I had one golden inhuman eye and one blue normal eye. I also looked unusually pale. I was so mad that I let out a long and inhuman scream of anger. That scream was so loud, I could see crows flying away. I then preceded to kick the rock I laid on for god knows how long. I let out another scream, but this time is was because of agony. (More crows flew away.) That's when I found out that pain is indeed not hilarious. After I got my anger out, I limped over to the Mystery Shack. Well, at least where it used to be. You see, When I arrived it wasn't the clearing that was there, it was a park. I was shocked!! Where was Gravity Falls?! I saw a random guy dressed as a cop. "hey, you" I shouted as I ran over out from the edge of the forest. "Welcome to Boring, Oregon!!! Young si--" he started before noticing how filthy I was. "Woah, what happened to you?" The cop asked. I ignored his question. "I need to find my sort of-hometown!" I said, out of breath. "Slow down, sir. Now Where is this hometown of yours?" the cop asked me. "Gravity Falls, Oregon." I replied. The cop looked at me as if I was crazy. A second later, the cop burst out laughing. He was laughing so much he fell on the ground at some point. The cop's reaction was…unexpected. How dare he mock me?! I started to tap my foot impatiently and cleared my throat. The cop looked at me and stood up. He stopped laughing and brushed off his uniform. He then cleared his throat and made a serious face. "Listen, young man. Clearly you've been watching too much TV! I suggest you go get rest so you could tell what reality is and what fantasy is." The cop said to me. I looked up at him puzzled and surprised at his unexpected answer to my question. "Wait, sir. I-I don't even watch TV! I just want to get home!!!" I called to the cop as he started down the dirt road. He stopped and turned to my direction. "I'm sorry, kid. You can't go there. It doesn't even exist!" he shouted back.

I was stunned when he said that. It didn't make sense at all!!! How the hell did my town not exist?! I then started to run. I didn't know where I'd go because I'm basically homeless

All I cared about was getting away from people.

Since I had nowhere to sleep and no one who cared for me, I found refuge in an alley behind a restaurant of some sort. I went dumpster diving after a thirty minute cat nap. I was surprised of my lucky find of a twenty dollar bill hidden inside the back pocket of an old pair of pants. (I noticed that there was a red stain in the leg…I hope that's just ketchup and not what I think it is.). Since I knew I wouldn't last a few days out in an alley, I had to find somewhere to live. But I had to get this stink off first. Later, I went to a creek to watch off. Now that I was clean, I just need to figure out how my cloths will get clean. I went to a coin laundry place to wash my cloths.

Later…

Now that the Dumpster filth was gone, I could start searching for somewhere to stay. I went to the local library to find a map of some sort. But apparently I found something better. A computer. I decided to see why Gravity Falls didn't exist, so I typed the name of the town in something you humans call "Google". Pretty decent if I must say, but it's no better than my all-knowing eye. After a few minutes of research, I found out the truth. In this dimension, Gravity Falls is just a kid's TV show on Disney XD. I was heartbroken. I never felt it before. But now that I'm human, it'll be harder to manage these emotions. I was about to precede to search for somewhere to stay when it hit me; if Gravity Falls was a TV show in this reality, then what was I in the show? The main villain would make the most sense. I almost caused the death of millions of innocent people or creatures. You guys may be wondering. Why would I care? Sense when did Bill Cipher care for others? Well let me tell you that I wasn't always the horrible monster I'm known for being. I'm only a monster because… well, let's just say that I suffered a lot in this life, okay? Anyways I looked myself up. What did I get? Just as I predicted. I was a horrible monster. I spotted a video. A video titled Best of Bill Cipher. I clicked on it. My reaction? Horrified! I'm for certain now that I went waaay too far. Yep, you really done it this time, Bill. After that, I clicked on "images". I saw tons of them. There were human versions of me, "memes?", Different expressions, and one type of thing caught my eye; I found a website where people from all over put up their art on the internet. I found one specific artist. A lot of their art was inspired from me. The artist seemed like Sixer. A fan. But was this person really a fan? I pushed those thoughts away. I was so desperate to find somewhere to live. But if I had the choice, I'd stay with someone who'd be willing to care for me, stay by my side. I didn't know why, but I had a feeling this author would definitely want me in their life…

Okay. I'm pretty sure what this lady just did is illegal, but all well. At least I knew where I could live! I had asked for this artist's address five minutes earlier, and she actually gave the dang thing to me!!! I looked at the address and gasped. Indiana?! Why do I have to go there? Well, I guess if I want to find a place to live, it won't be as easy as I might think…two days away…I think can handle walking there…WRONG!!!

TWO DAYS LATER…

I wasn't sure where I was, but I do recall seeing a sign that read "now leaving Indianapolis" Five minutes prior. Right then, I was crawling by the side of the road. Earlier, during those two days, all I've stopped for was for restroom breaks, to take baths, or to sleep. I never ate or drank. Though I have rested a few hours ago, I felt too weak to even walk. As I was crawling, I felt weaker and weaker every second. Until…my body gave in. I passed out near a town called Lebanon.

--Nikki (OC)'S POV--

Hi, I'm Nikki! Nikki Fang. I'm the only girl in my family of a mom, a dad, three brothers, and fourteen cats. I have short brown hair, super-duper dark brown eyes, glasses, and braces. I'm just one of those average emo teenage girls who has "special needs". I've always felt left out of everything. I'm one of those people with severe anxiety issues. I worry too much and make a biigg deal out of pretty much everything. That's where one of my most favorite shows come in. it's an animated (sort of) kid's show that aired on Disney XD called Gravity Falls. It was about twelve-year old twins, Mabel and Dipper (Mason) Pines spending their summer at their great-uncle's tourist trap. But when Dipper finds a mysterious journal, the twin soon realize that the sleepy town of Gravity falls if more interesting than they expected. So you may be wondering; what the hell does a cartoon have to do with your life, man?! Simple: This show provides a huge chunk of my confidence for when I'm going to high school. Also, my favorite character is the main villain of the show; Bill Cipher. He is the most powerful and insane villain I've ever seen in my observations of cartoon villains. I have read a lot of stories about his redemption online, I'm not quite sure he could be redeemed at this point. Though it is shown that he was erased, I've learned in science that pure energy cannot be created or destroyed. If you haven't noticed, Bill is created by pure energy. So no matter how hard you try, Bill can't die. Also he left a backwards message before he was "killed" saying he's be back. My point about him is, I think I have more in common with him than meets the eye.

But I might not be able to express myself to him in person…because he's just a cartoon villain whose design is based off the eye of providence on the dollar bill. But that all changed one day…

15 minutes after Bill passed out…

It was fall break.We were on the way to my dentist's appointment. We had just passed a sign that read Lebanon, 1 mi. which meant we'd be passing Lebanon in one mile. My dad was driving me to the dentist. He was the best dad ever. A few minutes of silence went, and I realized that went that mile. We were now passing Lebanon. I looked out the window at all the restaurants and stores. But as we approached the final exit, I saw it the very thing that changed my life. "Daddy, pull over" I told him. "Wait, what?" my dad said. "PULL OVER NOW!!!" I repeated, but yelling this time. My dad complied looking worried. I opened my door and climbed out of the car. I then preceded to run where I saw it. Or should say Him?! There, laying in the meadow by the road, was a boy. He was about my age. Maybe a year older. He had beautiful looking golden locks. I couldn't see what his eyes color was because he was unconscious. He wore black pants. While he was shirtless, I did see that he had a yellow sweatshirt tied around his waist. "Must've gotten hot…" I thought. I leaned down and checked his pulse. He had one. He was alive. Think GOD!!!

I called over to my dad. He came running to me. He spotted the boy and immediately took out his phone to call 911. "Daddy, wait!" I said. He looked at me. "I don't know why, but I have part of me urging me that we should take the kid to the ER. It's also telling me to visit him as soon as he wakes up." I told him. He sighed before saying "Nikki, I don't think it's a good idea. Your mom would be upset if she found out we're helping a stranger…" my dad said. "Daddy, Here me out for once!" my dad looked at me. "Okay." He said. "Look…" I started. "I don't know why, but this guy seems oddly familiar. It's like I know him from somewhere…but I've never met him." I told my dad. He quirked an eyebrow. "Do you know his name or something?" he asked. I shook my head. "I just have a feeling that I've seen him before. I just can't put my finger on it… so can we please save him?!" my dad looked at me while hesitating. "You're not going to stop asking are you?" he asked. I shook my head while giving him a naughty grin. My dad sighed. "Let's go." He said while walking over to the field. I watched him by the car as he carefully picked up the boy bridal style and started towards the car. I waited a few seconds until he came up with the unconscious blonde. I was proud of myself. I was a hero. But I did not yet know how this boy changed my life then. When I think back to this moment, I always think of how I realized how important that boy was to me when I saved him.

I told my dad that I was going to sit in the back seat with the boy. He was fine with that. So I sat by the boy. I then started to see if I could recognize this guy. I leaned closer to his face and was going to push his golden curls out of his face when I heard him groan in pain. He was stirring. I jerked back so I could give him some air. He slowly opened his eyes. I looked at him, trying to see his eyes. He then noticed me and jerked up. I flinched. I didn't expect this reaction. I still don't know why he's familiar… he looked at me as if he knew what I'm trying to figure out. "w-what am I-I doing h-here?" he asked. His voice sounded like it was never used that often. "Ummm…we found you on the road. We're taking you to the hospital. You didn't look too good. You're look unusually pale, too…" I said. "w-what's y-your name?" the boy asked. "My name's Nikki. What's yours?" I asked after saying my name. The boy just scratched his head and looked super guilty. He looked as if his name is too personal for him. "Hey, you don't have to tell me if you don't want to. If it's too personal, I won't bother." I told him.

After about thirty minutes went by, we were soon at the ER. The blonde had fallen asleep sometime during the ride to Indy. I gently shook him awake. He woke up and looked up at me. I noticed he had blue eyes. "Weird, the color of his eyes reminds me of Bill Cipher's blue fire…" I thought. "y-you know B-bill Cipher?" The boy asked. "Uhhh, Yeah!!! I'm all about him!!! Speaking of which…" I took off the hoodie I was wearing and revealed my favorite shirt. Last summer, I was granted access to one of those places where you could design and create your own shirt. I made a shirt. On the front, it had a picture of Bill Cipher in the middle and around read the phrase; "I heart Bill Cipher". On the back, it read "#GravityFalls". I was wearing that shirt on that day. The boy looked at me with wide eyes. Just seconds later he made the guilty face again. Worse than last time, though. I quirked an eyebrow. 'You have a bad history or something?" I joked. I knew Bill Cipher was a made up character, so I wasn't worried that much, but I should've been… the answer was quite…strange. "You can say that…" he said.

My dad led us inside the ER part of one of the hospitals. We went to the front desk where a lady sat. "May I help you?" She asked. My dad spoke up. "We found this boy on the side of the road unconscious." He said. "We'd like to admit him here to make sure he's okay." The lady went on her computer and begun typing something. Probably the boy's info. "Name?" She asked. "We don't know." My dad shrugged. "What's your name, boy?" the lady asked. She didn't get an answer, though. She just got the same reaction as me, but worse. She sighed. "Okay let's go on back, I have a room he could stay until we figure things out and let him go." She instructed. We arrived at the room that the boy will be staying in until we clear things up. A nurse came in. "We're going to need to get some blood so we could identify the kid's DNA and try to find a name or something. We also need to see if he has any type diseases or anything." The nurse said. She went over to a cabinet and took out the needed supplies and tools to draw blood. She set up the stuff and asked for the boy's arm. She tied the cloth thingy. The process went by nicely, until the boy saw the needle. He flinched and jerked back. I've never seen a teenage boy who was scared of needles. I went over to the boy and patted him on the shoulder. He looked up at me starting to tear up. I've never got to see his right eye because it's always covered by his golden locks. "Hey, hey, hey. No need to cry. I'm here for you. Be brave, man." I told him. Then I did what my mom did when I was scared of needles. "Here, take my hand. When you feel the pain, just squeeze my hand as hard as you please. It won't hurt me." I told him. He looked at me sadly. "Hey, it'll be okay." I told him. The boy then let the nurse take his arm. I held out my hand to the boy. After hesitating for a moment, the boy shakenly took my hand in his.

"It's going to be okay." I told him again. He looked down at my shirt. At Bill. I didn't know why, but I suddenly felt a cold shiver run down my spine. I looked at the boy. He looked guilty while he stared at my shirt. The nurse just than inserted the needle in the boy's arm. I felt my hand get squeezed tightly. "Hmm, nice grip." I thought. "Thanks." The boy croaked. I looked at him with wide eyes. "For…what?" I asked him slowly. I was a little suspicious, but I still had some trust in this boy. The boy instantly became nervous. "I- I'm thanking you…for keeping me uh calm." The boy answered. What? Has he never spoke to a girl before? I don't get boys these days… the nurse finished drawing the boy's blood and put a bandage on his arm. She than checked his vitals. And gave a brief explanation of what was wrong with the boy. "He has been dehydrated for quite a while; two days maybe. He also has received a heat stroke. But he should be fine." The nurse said. My dad and I nodded. "So, are you going to take him home?" the nurse asked. "Because clearly he has no place to go anymore if he was in the middle of nowhere like that.' I looked at my dad desperately. He sighed. "If we take him home, is it mandatory to adopt him or can we take him home just like that?" My dad asked. The nurse thought for a moment. "I'll tell you what." She started. "Since the kid doesn't have a home, I'll let the forms slide if you want." My dad nodded. "I'll discuss this with my daughter and her mother." My dad said. He then led me into the hall. He put his hand on my shoulder and asked: "Nikki, are you okay with this boy staying us?" since I still didn't know the boy's name or any valid information about him, I didn't know. "Before I decide, I should talk to the boy to see if he would be comfortable with us. Remember, we're doing what's best for him. "I answered.

"Good idea, nikki. But why you?" My dad asked. "Because, if you haven't noticed, he's bonding with me more than anyone else." I replied. My dad nodded in agreement. I went back inside the room after instructing my dad to stay put so I could talk to the boy alone. While it was true that I wanted to know if wanted to stay with us, I also needed to know him better. And by the looks of it he clearing isn't comfortable with my dad or the nurse around. I told the nurse that I had to have a talk with the boy alone. She hesitated at first, but complied a few moments later. I closed the door to block out our future conversation.

I went over to his bed and sat by him. By the look of that boy's face, I could tell he didn't know what I'd do or say to him. He looked scared. I picked up the remote and changed the TV to the Disney channel. Ironically a marathon of Gravity Falls was on. The episode that was on now was from season 1. It was titled Dreamscapers. It was the first episode Bill Cipher appeared in. He's the main villain of the show and yet, he only appeared in five episodes in the whole series. I turned down the volume a little so I could talk to the kid. "So, I wanted to ask you what your name was, but I just remembered that you didn't react well the last two times you were asked that question." I told him. I looked back at the TV. Gideon Gleeful just now met Bill. Right now, Bill was taunting him with deer teeth. "Unlike Gideon, I would've accepted the deer teeth, bill" I grumbled to myself. Apparently I didn't grumble quiet enough, because the boy had heard what I just said. "Okay." He said. I looked at him. "If you really want to know… as much as how guilty and depressed I'm feeling right now, I really need to spill it…" the boy said.

I looked at him, waiting for him to tell me his name. "All this pressure!!!" The boy sighed. "Are you sure you want to know? Are you really a fan of…umm" He pointed to my shirt. I nodded quickly. "Are you kidding?! I-I worship him!!! I-I have a crush on him…" I said. He gasped and looked at me, clear shock written all over his face. I didn't know why he would be this surprised to hear me say I liked (Loved) a cartoon villain this much. "You r-really mean it? Y-you like me?" he asked. I looked at him confused for a few moments before fully processing what he'd just said. Just to make sure I'm not hearing things, asked him; "Did you just say "do you love me"?!" I asked. Then I got the reaction I was hoping for. He looked at me, giving me the "Oh crap! I've been exposed face!" I looked at him in pure joy and excitement. My favorite nightmare has became reality.

"Pinch me, please!" I instructed the kid. He complied. I hissed in pain before chuckling. I wasn't dreaming! I then ran to the bathroom and closed the door behind. "AAAAAAYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY!!!" I screamed, while at the same time trying not to attract any attention. I didn't want anyone to barge in the room thinking that I was being murdered. But I just was so happy and excited to care. I then came bank out of the bathroom and saw Bill sitting on his bed--crying? I then ran over to him. I've never seen him like that. "Hey, bill. What's wrong? Do you not like fangirls?" Shook his head and shakenly pointed at the TV. I looked up at it. Oh shoot! Not that episode!!! On the TV, was the series finale; Weirdmageddon: Pt. 3. It was near the ending, Bill was just now entering Stanley's mind. I looked down at him. He looked away, still sobbing. I turned back to the TV. Ford had just started to erase Stan's mind, with Bill with it. The fire started and the door behind Bill slammed. After Bill got reckted by Stan a couple of times, he started to glitch. He then got desperate and started offering things he knew he wouldn't give Stan if he was saved. "WHAT'S HAPPENING TO MEEE??!!" He asked. That's when the last important part of the series took place. The chant. While the TV said it backwards, I said it forwards.

"A-X-O-L-O-T-L!!! My time has come to burn, but I invoke the ancient power that I may return!!!"

"STTAANLLEEYYY!!!" whack!!! Bill was gone.

I snatched up the remote and turned the TV off. I just couldn't watch this knowing that Bill is right behind me. I sighed and realized I've been crying. I wasn't embarrassed. I had a reason to cry. I just felt so much pity for Bill, that it overwhelms me. I looked at him. He was still crying. Unfortunately, that day, crying was somehow contagious. So, I started crying again, too. I over to Bill who had his hands on his face. 'D—don't l-look at me!" He sobbed. "I-I'm a m-monster!!!" I sat next to him and rubbed his back. "I feel you…" I told him. He looked at me in sadness. "H-how could y-you possibly f-feel what I'm f-feeling?!" he said in between sobs. I sighed. "I had a lot of negative thoughts about myself. I even often had thoughts about hurting myself. Look, Bill. I have a lot of things I regret too, Bill. I just…we all make mistakes. You're one of the reasons I even have self-confidence." I explained to him. I looked at Bill. He had stopped crying. He gave me a small and sly smile. I scooted closer to him. "Do you mean it? You really love me?" I nodded. "I've always loved you, Bill." I told him softly. I wanted to hug him so much just to show him how much I feel…"can I h-have an h-hug?" Bill asked. I looked at him and smiled. "Gladly, Bill. Gladly." I gave him a comforting hug. We hugged for a few moments until we were interrupted by a knock at the door. I looked at Bill. "It's okay, he can come in." He said. I nodded and went to the door. The nurse and my dad were both at the door.

"You two doing okay?" My dad asked. Bill and I nodded. "So, may I ask your name?" the nurse tried again. Really, lady?! Bill looked at me. By the looks of it, I think he was debating if he should reveal himself or not. I nodded. "Hey, Nikki. Your mom is on the phone on speaker. She said that she'd like more info on the boy before she invites a complete stranger in her house. "This "boy" is no stranger, Daddy. He isn't an ordinary boy either! He's my dream boy! My Fantasy Dream boy!" I told him. My dad sighed. "Okay, kid. Just spill it. What's your name? Tell Nikki's mom." He demanded. He really sounded like Stan! It was Bill's turn to sigh. "Okay, but brace your selves for what's coming, because it's going to get weird…so, you people said that Gravity Falls isn't real if I'm correct?" He asked after the warning. We nodded. "Well your wrong! I've been there! I'm from there. And most importantly, I caused the Apocalypse there…" My dad gasped. The nurse gasped I even heard my mom gasp over the phone. "So your--?" My dad began but was interrupted by Bill. "Yep, you guessed it…" Bill answered. "But…" Bill started. My dad looked. "I don't want to be the bad guy any more…I-I regret my actions in the past. I want to make up for my mistakes." Bill said. I smiled at him. "Oh, come here, you dang Dorito!" I said cheerfully as Bill and I gave each other a hug yet again. I could my mom hesitating even if she was on the phone. I warned her. "Mommy, it is up to you: you let me take Bill home, or you make me more depressed as I've ever been in my life, cause me to lose my self-confidence, and then cause me to become anti-social for the rest of my life." I said to her. She gasped at my words. I guess she heard how sincere my words were. She better have, because I meant it this time!!! She sighed before saying: "Okay, he can stay with us. Just make sure he doesn't cause any trouble, oaky" She decided.

"YAAAY!!!" I cheered. I was happy. Bill looked at me, clearly glad to go home with me. "Don't worry, Bill! I'm not leaving you! I want to redeem myself, too. We can do this together." Bill looked at me with a grin on his face. He brushed his hair out of his face. I finally saw his pretty face. His right eye was like a cat's. Just as Mabel described it in the journal.

Because it's been a long day, everything else was a blur. I remember checking Bill out of the hospital. I remember my dad having to reschedule my Dentist's appointment because we pretty much missed the whole thing. I remember getting in the car with Bill sitting next to me. And finally the thing I remember was Bill and I falling asleep together; Bill using my shoulder as a pillow.

I was right all along. Bill Cipher indeed did exist

I have six more chapters ready...

RR and whatever.

Peace out, meatsacks!