Tittle: Tears
Author: oriental phoenix
Rated: T
Character(s)/pairing: Ryan Evan/ Sharpay Evan
Summary: One shot. One sided. Slight twincest
Disclaimer: I do not own HSM or any its character
Hi, I'm new here and this is my first fanfic. I had so many ideas about Rypay but they gone as quickly as they came. I wrote this one after watching HSM 3 and I saw how sad Ryan was when he looked at Sharpay. Maybe the twincest was really implied in the movie.
Please forgive my terrible English, I did try my best.
.~x0x~.
Sometimes, Ryan Evan wishes he were blind, so that he couldn't see Sharpay anymore
He wouldn't have to see her dancing with Zeke while still glancing at Troy
That sence always makes his eyes ache, makes his heart bleed. Always.
Yeah, Troy,Zeke, he won't know who Sharpay is going to date when she's at colledge
Whoever he is,
I hope he will make you happy. Really.
Sometimes ryan curses all the fairy tale he has read in which Prince and Princess live happily ever after. Such that thing will never happen to him. He can't do anything but let his princess go. He wants to tell her that he loves her and he doesn't want to loose her. But he can not
He used to be a stupid frog (*), waiting for the Princess's kiss. Now the frog knows he gots to turn into the Prince by himself
But even when I am a prince,
I still need your kiss.
His parents usually yell at him, telling him that he's their only son he should have learned to be like his father, not his sister. He tells them that he wants to be himself, no one has the right to decide who he would become. That's a lie,all he wants is to be with Sharpay and he knows someday he will have to pay for it. Sure he will.
Every thing I do I do it just for you.
She's not a good friend,
She's even not a good sister, she will betray him any time she finds a chance being with Troy.
And after every thing he has done to help her, she no longer considers him her partner, she just sees one more competitor.
May be the wildcats are right, she's such a bitch, that selfish bitch just cares for herself and herself only.
But however she's mean to him, he's still faithful to her.
You are my twin, my other haft ,
you are more important than my own life.
His sister never says sorry to whom she hurted, and her brother is the one she hurts most
Why he still loves her?
Because it isn't all her faut, nobody told him to fall in love with his sister.
I hurt because I love you
and I have loved you since the day we hadn't born yet
His pain is become unbearable. During high school sharpay has been slipping away from him.
He has known for life that that day would come soon. The day their paths are separated. Completely.
He has to pretend like nothing happens. Absolutely nothing.
Just I am dying.
When she told him she didn't want to go to Juilliard without the schoolarship, he knew he wasn't worth her pride.
His heart shattled into pieces, it would never be healed. Never.
He started hanging out with the wildcats all day, he chatted with them and laughed a lot.
Yeah, laughing outside, crying inside.
She will never know it
that the last dance at high school he just wanted to hold her hand
the last time she turn her back he did want to beg her not to go.
the last thing he wanted to tell her at the airport is "I love you,love you so much"
But he will not try to hold her back.
Because
You
don't
belong
to
me.
.~x0x~.
-* Poor Ryan*
Hope you all like it.
Please reviews. Feedbacks are more than needed
(*) in HSM 2 Sharpay and Ryan have the song "Humuhumunukunukuapua'a",telling the story of the Princess and the frog with Hawaii style. The director has cut it from the movie. You can find it in you tube in case you haven't watched it yet.