For Now
Parting in such sweet sorrow
I bid goodbye to it all
Farewell to your laughter
Your wide toothy smiles
Your runny noses and
The adorable high-pitched voices
Maybe tomorrow I'll wake up anew?
Full of your life and happiness
Your bright and wonderful energy
But tonight,
I just want to cope
My only wish
is to get through tonight
I enjoyed it all
I wish it had ended differently
But alas, I can't change
what has happened
I can only move on
Looking back only brings
more pain, and regret
I see someone I barely recall
I can't be that person any longer
Too much has happened
More than I want to count
More than I want to remember
I live with blind eyes
Blind to each day that passes
Hopefully the tide will pass
But if I ever end up wrong
I want you to always remember
These few words
I Love
You…
