Miracle
A SasuSaku songfic
Alright, so to make this fun let's all pretend Sakura is singing this song, okay? ;D Not all of the song is here just so you know. The actual song lyrics are in italics (a.k.a. the curly words...) Ex. italics
The silence is ominous as I walk
down the slippery wet sidewalk...I've gone for too long living
like I'm not alive....so long I've forgotten what it's like to
live. So I'm going to start over tonight beginning with you and I.
Unexpectedly, you appear by my side while I'm leaning against
this tree. You wonder what
I'm doing out here in the freezing,
soaking rain. I shrug with a lightly hurt smile, not meeting your
dark eyes but looking down at the puddles of water collecting at my
feet instead.
When this memory fades I'm going to make sure it's replaced with chances taken, hope embraced and have I told you? I'm not going...I stand in front of you even though my body is shaking—urging me to run from you. I'm not going 'cause I've been waiting for a miracle. Even though I know you're no good for me... I'm not leaving. I won't let you give up on a miracle when it might save you... when it might save us.
We've learned to run from anything uncomfortable. Just like when we were thirteen... just like when you ran away—from me. But now we've tied our pain below and no one ever has to know that inside we're broken, yeah, I try to patch things up again. To count my tears and kill these fears, but have I told you, have I? I wish I could say it out loud to your face instead of keeping it inside to echo in my mind. But my mouth stays dry and won't let the words come. I'm not going to let you give up on a miracle when it might save you.
I wish so badly the words would come and would repeat that to you. Now you'll never know that thats why I stay...for you. "Sasuke...I want to help you..." A quizzical look is given. Why can't I say it?! I need to...I know that much. Now I've gone for too long living like I'm not alive so I'm going to start over tonight beginning with you and I. I don't want to run from anything uncomfortable. I should say it...say it...say it...NOW! "I don't want to run from anything uncomfortable. I just want, no, I just need this pain to end right here. That's why I never leave...never leave you, Sasuke. I'm not going...not when there is a miracle that can happen. A miracle that you and I can make. I've been waiting for a miracle and I'm not leaving, not when it might save you." I stare into your onyx eyes fiercely, just willing you to refuse.
"I won't let you give up on this miracle either."
You don't say anything...anything at all. Except... "Sakura...thank you."
My hearts breaks into a million pieces out of the rubbish it already was. How DARE you do this!! How dare you do this ALL OVER AGAIN!!! You're leaving again, that's exactly what you're going to do you bastard! I'm about to voice this. I'm about to scream and kick and punch and curse when—
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-kiss me.