Title: How Part 1?
Crossover: Buffy/WWE
Pairing: Buffy?
Rating: M
Disclaimer: Buffy belongs to Joss and WWE belongs to Vince McMahon
Summary: After the death of her brother Buffy must visit the one place she swore she would never go back too.
Notes: Character Death
Notes: Set just after Smashed on Buffy and Present day for WWE
"Is there anything else I can get you Miss?"
Buffy turned to the secretary and gave a shake of the head and went back to staring at the wall. She was so tired. She hadn't slept since she had got the news last night and she was now sat in a tiny room waiting to see Vince McMahon.
The door opened and an older man who she knew as Vince walked out.
"Come in Buffy" he ushered her into the room and closed the door behind him.
"I'm so sorry honey" he gathered her to him. Buffy let him hold her and then let go so she could take a seat.
He realized something was up with her but just put it down to the events of the last 24 hours.
"Anyway" he said sitting in his chair "The body is being brought back tonight. Is there anything I can help you with".
"No a friend arranged things for me so it's all sorted"
"Is she here" she asked
"I asked her to take time off but she said no" Vince answered. "Do you want to see her"
Buffy Nodded
He picked up the phone "I'll get somebody to take you"
"No" she said standing up. "I'll find her" and she walked out the door.
She deliberately kept her head down so the people she did know from the last time she was here wouldn't recognize her.
When she got to the dressing room she stopped outside. She took a deep breath and walked inside.
She recognized some of them but other's she wasn't sure of. She saw Kurt, Taker, Kane, Hunter and of course John. One by one they all came over to offer her their condolences. She didn't want the sympathy but she hadn't the strength or energy to stop them
"Where?"
"Over there" Kurt nodded knowing what she meant.
She offered him a small smile and made her way over to the only other person who was feeling the same pain that she was.
"Lit" she looked down at the redhead who was huddled into the corner.
"Buffy" she looked up through the tears and threw herself into the small Blonde's arms.
"He's gone" she kept saying over and over again.
Chris Masters came into the room and saw the two women hugging.
"Who's that with Lita?" he asked no one in particular.
"Edge's sister Buffy" Kane answered.
After literally crying herself to sleep Kurt and John offered to help Buffy get Lita back to the hotel. Kurt drove them as even though she was sleeping she still wouldn't let go of the last part of her dead boyfriend.
When they got to the hotel they helped her into the room and stayed while Buffy got her undressed and into bed.
"Is she okay?" he handed Buffy a cup of coffee as she shut the door behind her.
Buffy shrugged and sat on the sofa behind John.
"There's something you don't know babygirl" John put his arm around her.
"They had just got married. They were coming back from Vegas when the crash happened"
"Poor girl no wonder she's so upset" Buffy felt the tears coming but she refused to shed them.
"Christian should be here by tonight" Kurt took the seat opposite.
"Thanks" she took a sip of the coffee then grimaced. It didn't have enough sugar. She went into the sidebar and added another spoonful.
While she done this both men took the opportunity to look at her and didn't like what they saw.
"She's far too thin" John thought. Buffy had always been skinny but now she was nothing more than bones. He wondered if it had something to do with what happened during the summer.
It was still niggling him. He and Buffy were best friends. Had been since the day they met three years ago but every time he tried to make contact with her one of the others made excuses why she couldn't come to the phone.
Kurt was worried for another reason altogether. What she didn't know was Christian was bringing him with him. It had been over two years since she saw him but Kurt realized that as soon as they met again the wounds would be re-opened.
She felt them both staring at her. She was so involved with trying to show she was okay she didn't notice that she was burning her hand on the stove. It wasn't until she smelt burning flesh that she realized she had put her hand on the hob.
Looking at the wound she sighed. Yet another thing she couldn't feel. Spike had been right. She had come back wrong. That was the only explanation for her not feeling this. Not feeling anything over Edge and why she screwed Spike.
"You okay..Oh what happened?" Kurt had come in to see what was taking her so long and seen the burn on her hand.
"Honestly it's fine" she tried to smile.
The doorbell rang
"I'll get it" John shouted
She heard her brother's voice as well as somebody else's.
"Princess" Christian lunged for her as soon as he saw her in the kitchen. His eyes were already blood shot and seeing his baby sister made fresh tears fall.
Even now with his arms around her she still didn't feel anything.
"Buffy"
She opened her eyes and saw him standing there.
"Raven" she nodded at him.