Just a Burden

by creepy-yumi

Sasuke's cold voice echoed in my ears. I fought back my tears as he used his Chidori True Spear. He killed Danzo, and almost did the same to me. And yet, I thought Sasuke and I could actually be together; that he loved me, or felt some kind of concern for me, but I was proved wrong. "You're just a burden to me, if you can be caught hostage by someone, especially Danzo." SasuKarin

Just a Burden

A/N: Inspired by: Lie by Luka Megurine. I recommend you listen to this song while you read. watch?v=D1xicOvYd3Q (Vocaloid)

I thought of him every day, almost every second of my life. Ever since the day he saved me from that bear, and appeared in front of me with that smile…That cool, and eternally gorgeous smile.

When my eyes were blurred due to the loss of my glasses, in that moment, he was the same cold man I recognize today. But then when I had reached my glasses, and finally got a clear glimpse of him; he was smiling at me with a kind smile I wish to see again.

The Chidori True Spear. It had a blazing light that radiated from that lightning it conducted. It was something I thought was actually quite beautiful, once. But now, with the pain…and suffering it brings, I am disgusted, and fearful of it. It rips through things like flesh without effort. And most of all, it causes fatal injuries, and brings an excruciating, intense amount of pain to living beings.

…I learned that first-hand.

Sasuke told me I was a burden to him if I was able to get caught as a hostage, by Danzo. Sasuke crushed me with those words. His coldness and his cruelty are unbearable… They break your heart, and they tear you apart.

My barely conscious mind was racing as Sasuke pierced my chest with his Chidori True Spear. My thoughts were jumbled. I thought that Sasuke was going to injure Danzo, not me too, when he used that technique. Especially when he told me not to move, to stay still… I thought he would hit Danzo...Only Danzo!

I loved Sasuke Uchiha. Even though I guess I was a little clingy with him… I cared about him. I wanted to be with Sasuke, be his, and have him be mine. He saved me multiple times, and so I was foolish enough to believe that he genuinely felt concerned of me.

But Sasuke proved me wrong. And it was all my fault? It was my fault for loving that cool, handsome guy? It was my fault for joining him, aiding him in killing Itachi, giving him my chakra when he needed it most?!

Yes… It was my entire fault for being a burden to Sasuke.

Even Sasuke Uchiha said it, himself.