Just when I thought I was safe, you found me in my hiding place,
I'm so confused, I love, … loved Cal, but now he's done this to me, he tried to… I can't even say it, but then my friends came and rescued me, even Hunter, who I hurt so much, he says he cares for me. But I can't face that now…
I'd promised never again, I wouldn't give my heart, but then,
I've just seen Hunter, how did I not notice how good-looking he is! He always has that serious look on his face, I wonder if he ever relaxes?
Closer, closer I moved near you, the way I want you makes me fear you,
I keep feeling drawn to hunter, there's something about his smile, his eyes (oh his eyes) his lips, his chest, he's just so good looking, but I can't, not after Cal, and Hunter is his HALF-BROTHER, but today, in Practical Magick I caught him looking at me, and we ended up just looking into each others eyes for what felt like hours, but I just can't, not after what happened with Cal
I find it hard to explain, it's crazy but it's happening
I just can't think straight, I saw Hunter at a circle today, and I can't stop thinking about him, I can't listen in lessons, I stand looking out the window, and only when the smoke alarm goes off, do I realise that I'm meant to be cooking dinner, its sort of like what it was like with Cal, but different, what am I saying, how can I compare the two, oh I really am crazy
And I'm falling again, much farther than I've ever been
Oh goddess, I just kissed Hunter, and I felt so, complete, we were arguing about something stupid, and then suddenly, it was like I was floating through the galaxy, it made me dizzy, and then he said "mmm that was nice" and the stupid dweeb that I am, I ran out of the room, got into das boot and came home, he's never going to talk to me again! But it was such a nice kiss…
I'm falling deeper than the ocean; I am lost in this emotion,
Hunter called me tonight, I just couldn't stop smiling, and he actually still wanted to speak to me! He was so sweet and… well English! He was all I'm very sorry if I offended you, (as if) and he hoped that I would still want to be involved with him on my journey in Wicca! I was so shocked, I couldn't speak, I almost was crying with happiness, I don't know why, I've not known him that long,
Love breaks and love divides, love laughs and love can make you cry
I just can't fall for Hunter, not after everything that happened with Cal, I fell out with Bree, and I almost got killed myself, I almost got my soul sucked out of me, I had such great times with him, and I really thought he was my muirn beatha dan, but no, he can't be, muirn beatha dans don't do that to each other, do they?
I can't believe the ways that love can give
Hunter, I have such strong feelings for him, almost as if something is pulling me to him, I feel so lucky that he's in my life, and I think he might feel the same way, and that's so great, the goddess finally giving me some good karma, but…
And love can take awayyyyyyyyy…
But then I felt this was with Cal, and he turned out wrong for me, oh Goddess what do I do? Maybe I should just stay away from love for ever… become a nun or something.