Hey everybody,
I have not been writing for a while now because I've been fighting off my depression. Now I'm more up to it and I really want to start writing.
This is a Bella and Paul story.
Bella is 18 years old in this story.
Quil is 16 years old in this story.
And Paul is 18 years old.
Quil P.O.V
"Jake, move your huge head!" I shouted at Jake.
"Well I'm sorry but Sam told me get off the couch and this is the only place on the floor where I can see the movie" Jake said in a frustrated tone.
"Well I don't ca-" I was interrupted by the door swinging open.
My father, Quil Sr. came through the door
"Can I talk to you Quil?" He asked. He looked around and added "In private?"
I shrugged "Just say it now, they're all gonna find out sooner or later" I said.
"Okay" He said reluctantly "...But you might wanna step outside"
"Why?" I asked suspiciously
"Ya know" He said "Just in case...."
"What aren't you telling me dad?" I asked already starting to get mad.
He sighed "Okay son" He said as he sat down on the couch
"Now I want you to listen before you get mad or storm out" He said.
I nodded "I promise I will"
"Well, before I fell in love with your mother, I fell in love with someone else" He started "Her name was Anabel Michelle Manora, she was beautiful" He said, his eyes getting a glazed look. I couldn't help but feel mad, after all he was with my mom but I remembered my promise and kept quiet "She was a country girl, and a tough one at that. I met her at a cowboy bar, she was a bartender there. I was only 20 and she was only 19. We thought we were in love" He sighed "We dated for a year but then things weren't working out all that well for us. We were getting in fights, her parents didn't like me, my parents didn't like her, I couldn't spend all my time in Texas, I had to come back to La Push sometime. So basically, we just weren't working out" My dad sighed.
Then he looked over to my mom and she nodded in support "So one day I told Anabel that we weren't working out and that I thought we should break up and any guesses for what she told me?" He paused "She told me she was pregnant" He sighed
I froze then I screamed "WHAT?"
"Remember your promise" was all he said before he continued "So I stayed with Anabel, even though we weren't together, I stayed for the baby. Her parents and I both suggested abortion but she refused and even threatened to go to court if we further pushed the topic. So then we suggested adoption but she wanted to keep the baby" Dad said
"You wanted to get rid off your own baby?" Emily whispered softly.
Dad just looked at her ashamedly "So Anabel then on April 22nd 1992 gave birth to Isabella Kailey Manora. I stay with them, but I was scared. I was only 22 years old and I already had a little girl. I was just a boy in some ways" Then he paused and took a deep breath as he put his hands on his face "So when Isabella was 4 months old......I walked out" He said "I walked out of that house and I left the mother of my beautiful angel of a daughter and my beautiful angel to fend for their own. I just got up and left" He whispered.
Kim, who had been abandoned by her father as a 5 year old looked at my dad disgustingly and with hatred.
"But then this morning I got this video in the mail a few weeks ago" Dad said holding up a DVD. He went up to the T.V and put it in the dvd player.
(Video)
The DVD turned on and you see some kind of living room.
In front of the camera appeared a woman. She had long blond hair and green-blue eyes.
She sat down on the couch.
"Hey Quil" She spoke to my dad, I noticed a southern accent "Look I know you probably don't wanna hear anything from me but this is important" she sighed "My- excuse me, I mean our daughter, Bella is all grown up now. She's 18 years old and pretty damn grown up. Look Quil, I'm dying. And when you get this, I'll already be gone. I have lung cancer" she said
I looked at my dad.
"All I want to say to you is that I made Bella promise that she'd come to live with you for a week" She said "and I'm sorry if you don't want that. If you dont then just send this package back, if you do then send a cala lilly back with this"
The camera clicked off.
"So what did you do?" I asked
"I sent it back with the Calla Lilly" Dad "You're meeting your sister today. She's coming today a 6 p.m, her flights coming in" He said.
"Well I can't wait to meet my sister" I said surprisingly being honest
"Really?" My dad asked.
I nodded "Yeah...I don't know why but I really get a good feeling outta this" I said "So tell me more about my older sister" I said liking that word...sister
"Well Anabel gave this letter with the video, maybe you should read it" Dad said
"I'll read it out loud" I said cause I knew my pack members were dying to know more about this
I read
"Dear Quil and any siblings that Bella might have,
I thought that maybe you want to know more about Bella, but I can't really sum it up in one letter so I made a video (as you can see I'm big with videos)
All you have to do is fast-forward 3 hours in the video and there should be the video"
I followed the instructions
"What are you doing?" Dad asked
"I'm doing what the letter said, what, you haven't read it yet?" I asked
"No, I thought we should read it together" He answered.
I continued with my actions and a video started playing
The first video started:
The camera approached Anabel. She was seen holding a baby wrapped in a bunch of pink blankets.
"What's happening Ann?" The camera man, a male asked
Anabel looked awestruck "She opened her eyes" She breathed "They're beautiful, look Drew" She said
The camera was put down and then picked back up but this time you saw a man holding the baby, Bella.
"Wow" He breathed
"I told you" Anabel giggled.
Drew held up Bella to the camera. She had the most beautiful green eyes ever. They were bright green but they had a softness to them.
Then Anabel grabbed Bella again and Drew took back the camera.
"It's just gonna be you and me from now on babe" Anabel whispered to Bella softly "Let's hope that you'll like it that way.
The second video came on
Here you saw a little girl with long black hair in a frilly pink dress. I realized it was Bella.
"MOMMMYYYYY!" The Bella screamed.
Anabel came and held the Bella "What is it lollipop?" She asked
"Why do I have to wear this stupid pathetic excuse for a dress!" She screamed
"Common honey, Uncle Drew is getting married" Anabel reasoned
Bella snorted "Yeah, for how long? Which one is this by the way, wedding number 4 and wife number 3?" Bella said
Whoever was filming snorted in laughter
"Well don't mind that, don't you wanna look pretty?" Anabel asked
"Well Uncle Drew says I'd look pretty in a potato sack, so it doesn't matter" She huffed taking off a hairband and throwing it at the camera "And get that stupid thing outta my face!" She screamed storming off
Anabel looked cautiously at the camera "Maybe you should turn that thing off Mary, Bella's been actin' up lately" She said
Then the video cut to a wedding
Bella walked down the aisle as the flower girl in blue jeans and a pink top. When she walked past Anabel she said "I compromised. I'm still wearing pink" She said with a cheesy smile.
Dad laughed at this point.
Then there was another video.
Bella stood there with a red-head guy there. She wore a red dress. The guy wore a tux
"So" Anabel started "It is 8th grade dance" she said " since when did 8th grade have dances?" she added "But anyway, gues who prom queen is this year? That's right! My baby!" She paused to kiss Bella "And this is her date..."
"Dale" Bella answered
"Actually, it's Bryan" The guy corrected awkwardly.
Bella glared at the guy "Well now it's Dale" She hissed.
"Um...Dale...I mean Bryan maybe you wanna sit down?" Anabel asked "Bella can we talk?" She asked
She pulled Bella aside "WHAT THE HELL DO YOU THINK YOU'RE DOING YOUNG LADY?" Anabel whisper-shouted
"Going to the dance" Bella answered
"With a guy whose name you don't even know?" Anabel asked
"Well its cause you know how Bryce and I broke up, then Stacy being the slut she is snatched him up and he's on a pity date with her. And Dale over here is Stacy's ex and therefore my pity date" She explained "Don't worry mommy, it's all for the greater good" She said flashing her a smile before grabbing Dale/Byran's arm leading him out the door
The video cut to another one.
"So Bella should be coming home now" Anabel said to the camera "Let's see what happened" Just when she said this the doorbell rang
She opened the door and Bella walked in with a different guy. He had surfer kind of hair
"Hey Mom" She said
"Hey sweetie, who's this?" Anabel asked referring to the guy
"Allow me to introduce myself, I'm Nathaniel, but I prefer to be called Nate" The guy said.
"Nate and his family- well brother, just moved here yesterday" Bella answered "Mom can I show Nate my hamster, he has one too!" Bella asked
"Sure go ahead sweetie" Anabel answered.
Another video started playing.
Bella looked older now. She was taller too.
Bella stood on the stage and there were a bunch of instruments and a bunch of guys and a girl on the stage.
She walked up to the mic "So, we are your new band. We are The Could'ves & Would'ves " Bella paused "I'm Bella, I'm the lead singer and I play the guitar and drums sometimes" she said
The guy at the front... who I guessed was Nate said "I'm Nate and I sing as well as play the guitar"
The other guy, who was taller and more leaner and less buff than Nate said "Hiyya, I'm Brad and I play the drums and I sing too"
A chick who had edgy whitish blond hair said "I'm Reina and I play the piano and I dont sing" She giggled
"This one is Californication " Bella said
Psychic spies from China
Try to steal your mind's elation
Little girls from Sweden
Dream of silver screen quotations
And if you want these kind of dreams
It's Californication
It's the edge of the world
And all of western civilization
The sun may rise in the East
At least it settles in the final location
It's understood that Hollywood
sells Californication
Pay your surgeon very well
To break the spell of aging
Celebrity skin is this your chin
Or is that war your waging
[Chorus:]
First born unicorn
Hard core soft porn
Dream of Californication
Dream of Californication
Marry me girl be my fairy to the world
Be my very own constellation
A teenage bride with a baby inside
Getting high on information
And buy me a star on the boulevard
It's Californication
Space may be the final frontier
But it's made in a Hollywood basement
Cobain can you hear the spheres
Singing songs off station to station
And Alderon's not far away
It's Californication
Born and raised by those who praise
Control of population everybody's been there
and
I don't mean on vacation
[Chorus]
First born unicorn
Hard core soft porn
Dream of Californication
Dream of Californication
Destruction leads to a very rough road
But it also breeds creation
And earthquakes are to a girl's guitar
They're just another good vibration
And tidal waves couldn't save the world
From Californication
Pay your surgeon very well
To break the spell of aging
Sicker than the rest
There is no test
But this is what you're craving
[Chorus]
First born unicorn
Hard core soft porn
Dream of Californication
Dream of Californication
(Californiacation- Red Hot Chilli Peppers)
After they were done that song Bella said "Well that was one of our softer songs, here's something more intense"
"I will be singing this one" Nate said
I hate feeling like this
I'm so tired of trying to fight this
I'm asleep and all I dream of
Is waking to you
Tell me that you will listen
Your touch is what I'm missing
And the more I hide I realize I'm slowly losing you
Comatose
I'll never wake up without an overdose of you
[Chorus:]
I don't wanna live
I don't wanna breathe
'les I feel you next to me
you take the pain I feel
waking up to you never felt so real
I don't wanna sleep
I don't wanna dream
'cause my dreams don't comfort me
The way you make me feel
Waking up to you never felt so real
I hate living without you
Dead wrong to ever doubt you
But my demons lay in waiting
Tempting me away
Oh how I adore you
Oh how I thirst for you
Oh how I need you
[Bridge:]
Breathing life
Waking up My eyes
Open up
Don't leave me alone
(Skillet- Comatose)
"How about another one" Bella said "This one is Thief and Nate will be singing this one" Bella said
"I would just like to say that this ones for you Bells" Nate said
I don't want to understand this horror
There's a weight in your eyes
I can't admit
Everybody ends up here in bottles
But the name tag's the last thing you wanted
As the world explodes
We fall out of it
And we can't let go
Because this will not go away
There's a house built out in space
I can't see that thief
That lives inside of your head
But I can be some courage at
The side of you bed
I don't know what's happening
And I can't pretend
But I can be your, be your
Someone help us understand
Who ordered this disgusting
Arrangement, time and the end
I don't want to hear who walked
On water, because the hallways are empty
And the clocks tick
As the world implodes
We fall into it
And we can't go home
Because this will not go away
There's a house built out in space
I can't see that thief
That lives inside of your head
But I can be some courage at
The side of you bed
I don't know what's happening
And I can't pretend
It's a long, long get away
It's a long, long get away
Make it home again
Make it home again
It's a long, long get away
It's a long, long get away
I can't see that thief
That lives inside of your head
But I can be some courage at
The side of you bed
I don't know what's happening
And I can't pretend
But I can be your, be your
(Thief- Our Lady Peace)
The video clicked off and went to Anabel again
"Well that's the easiest I'm gonna make it on you guys" Anabel said laughing "I just want you to remember that Bella is no delicate lily , shes as tough as they come. She isn't going to welcome you with open arms you know....she is gonna open up to you eventually but its gonna be a while. Just remember she hates being treated like she is.....fragile or easily broken" Anabel said then clicked off the camera.
Well I hope you like it, let me know what you guys think. Tell me if I should keep going.
Thanks
- Lotsa Lovess
Andy