1Its dark
in here
Visions are flashing into my head
As I reminisce
My
reoccuring dreams and you said
Spells were flying everywhere...I couldn't see anything. I didn't think Dora was involved...but somehow, I was still scared for her. We had a new baby boy and we had to make it. I thought of how bravely James and Sirius had fought...Reminiscing on the fun we used to have together. I always had dreams of how my life had been...my condition had even been more bearable, when I had my friends around. James thinking it funny to call it my, 'furry little problem,' and Sirius thinking it hysterical to push me into Lily Potter that one stormy day. It was all so beautiful........then everything had changed. Voldemort returned....the Order was again established...I lost my both best friends....Tonks came into my life.
It was hard for me to understand that she could love me, when I was nothing more than a werewolf...a lowlife....nothing good for her...But she fought, and when she told me her true feelings....it was secretly the happiest and unbelieving moments of my life...
Im falling, falling for you
babe,
And my feelings are gettin stronger,So why don't you stay
with me for a
For a little longer
She had asked me to give us a chance....and I had said no. but, she didn't give up...she had told me countless times her feelings got stronger when she was around me and that she was everyday falling for me a little more...But they were capturing werewolves...things were getting bad...and I needed her to not get hurt. So, I had again said no....but still, she did not give up. Relentlessly the words, 'I love you,' were said. Every second her gaze held my in long, piercing stares. Whenever I was around her, and her around I, I would get tingly and feel as though this love, was so right, but so un-allowd.
I don't know how she got me to say yes...but all I knew is when she asked me to follow her, be with her, love her as she did me...I had to accept. For it felt so right.......
Come here
boy,
Oh come here boy,
Come here boy
Oh come here boy
The it happened, the Final Battle was approaching and things were getting worse than I spoke of before. Nymphadora still loved me though, and we committed to being together...
I know
that my face Why are you
taking so long
Is only too familiar to your sleep
I can see it
in your eyes
I can tell by your body heat
You need to come and find me, honey
To set your
mind at rest
And let your dreams run free.
Tonks always knew hot to make me feel better. She'd listen to my dreams of horror, that something happened to her. She listened to the ones that I thought were of prophecy, for they were of an un-born child. The ones that brought me back to the good old days, and plain out told me how much I loved her.......after the scary ones, she'd tell me to just out my mind at rest, she lay on my bare chest, after a horrid, eventful night of hunting and howling....prowling and biting....and she'd remind me that she was and always would be there for me. I always took it to heart when she said that.
Oh and Im waiting Im
dying, Im wanting and needing
You
know, Im no stranger in your dreams
Im craving Im howling Im
begging and pleading
Be mine tonight
To show you a night
it all happened so fats, the love..."I'm pregnant!" the birth, more nights of hunting and prowling and near death experiences....then, the raging war that was the Final Battle....I had told her to stay behind, to watch out for her small and needful child, but no...she had to come to protect me..I ended up protecting her, but once she was gone I realized there wasn't anyone for me...I was surrounded by Death Eaters, feeling sorrowful for Teddy as Avada Kedevra was thrown at me...hitting me squarely in the chest, I closed my eyes, looking up at the smiling faces of James, Sirius, my father, and my lovely wife...without whom, I wouldn't have perished..according to fate.....but without whom, I also wouldn't have died happy, thinking of my son, and the last beautiful missing piece of my life" Nymphadora Tonks.
Where Ill be touching and
holding caressing and giving you
Your every fantasyIll get you
dreaming and lusting burning and praying
For more of this
ecstasy.